Letter #7 (1/1)

To B,I remember asking you for the explanation. I gathered every courage I had in my body to ask you that question, I would like to stop confusing myself so I did.I was hopeful, I was hoping for an us yet you told me that you just can't give back the feelings."I can give you back the feelings but I don't want to be committed and engage in a new responsibility,"  you said.I was broken-no, it was more than that. I was shattered.All those feelings I invested in you for three years suddenly went down the drain and I can't help but clutch my chest just to stop myself from crying so hard.You told me you don't want to lose a friend like me. I know, I understand.I understand everything but why would you show motives if your only goal is to make me confused?You thought I was angry, you thought I hated you but no, I was only broken so I told you to stop talking to me, to stop being friends with me, to stop communicating.You told me that he still wanted to be friends with me despite everything.Yet, I forced myself to walk away...slowly.