All My Love Is For You (1/1)
She was scared.Kwon Yuri, Girls’ Generation’s Brave Prankster was scared.Yuri is now here, in front of her computer watching all the recent YoonYul moments, or should I say, moments long ago.There were no new moments. Only moments that were recently sited.“Nothing’s new” she mumbled to herself.“What’s happening?” # “Hyunnie!!! Let’s go eat!” Yoona appeared right in front of the studying maknae.“Uhm, maybe next time unnie. I’m trying to answer these Math questions”“I’LL GO WITH YOU YOONGIE!” Sooyoung’s voice boomed. Everyone knew all she wanted to do was eat.“But I want Hyunnie” Yoona mumbled.“Of course you do” Yuri whispered to herself, but was caught by Sunny.“Why don’t you tell her you want to go?” Sunny suggested.“She doesn’t even want me near her” Yuri sighed“That’s not true Yul” Sunny looked at Yuri sadly. She knew the feeling, the feeling of being left alone.“Whatever. I’m going to work out” she stood up but to be stopped by a hand“Yuri-ah! Let’s go eat!” Yoona smiled at her and Yuri almost hugged the girl. Yoona was comfortable with Yuri and dropped the ‘unnie’ formality.“No thanks Yoong. I’m going to go out for a while. Go with Sooyoung”“But-“ Yuri went to their room and grabbed towels, extra clothes and a water bottle from their kitchen.Sunny can’t help but sigh. Yuri’s pushing Yoona away unconsciously. # *huff* *huff*Jessica watched her best friend over-exert herself again. She glanced at her watch and realized that Yuri has been running for 3 hours straight.“Jessi?” Jessica turned and smiled at her girlfriend.“Yea?”“What’s up with YoonYul? Are they ignoring each other?” Jessica pulled Tiffany into a tight hug and kissed her cheek.“They’re having the same problem we had before” Tiffany pouted as she recalled the fight they had before. With Twinkle promotions, TaeNy gained popularity and JeTi was slowly fading after dominating 2009 and declaring it as Ace’s Year.“Will they be okay?”“As long as Yuri stops closing her mind, they should be fine” # Yuri arrived at the dorm at around 10 p.m. she bought a cup of ramyun and could not wait to eat it.“Yuri?” she turned and saw Yoona rubbing her eyes as if trying to remove the sleep.“Yoong, why are you still up?”“I was waiting for you” Yoona hugged Yuri and sighed in contentment.“Why?” Yuri caressed the younger’s back“You don’t sleep next to me anymore. It’s either you sleep in your own bed or sleep in the couch”“I’m sorry” Yuri didn’t explain. It wasn’t needed.“It’s okay, as long as you let me eat some of the Ramyun!” Yuri laughed and knocked Yoona’s head.“Didn’t you eat earlier?”“I didn’t!” Yuri was now confused“Why not?”“Hyunnie said she didn’t want to…” Yuri frowned and started to let go of Yoona“And because you rejected me” Yoona wrapped Yuri’s arm around her again. And she knew Yuri smiled.“Fine. Let’s eat it” they laughed and continued their way to the hot cup of Ramyun. # “I heard you and Yoona laughing last night. Are you both on good terms now?” Sooyoung nudged Yuri shoulder and smiled.“Of course”“YUUURRIIII-AAAH!” Yoona came bouncing in front of Yuri and smiled.“Yea?”“Open the T.V. nooow!!”She did as told and saw the WGM show. She suddenly felt like dying.“What’s this Yoong?” Taeyeon sat next to Sooyoung as they watched the preview of the next WGM couple.Yuri felt her heart beat, beat a bit faster.“The next WGM couple will be…” the host did not say anything but there was a picture.It could be anybody from any group but a hint was placed just behind the two silhouettes. A picture of SNSD and if your anybody who lived with these girls for almost 4 years you’ll know which ones which.“I’ll be in the next WGM!” and there Yuri’s world fell. She remembered a recent article about WGM PD wanting Yoona and Key participate in the show. (a/n: It’s not yet confirmed that Yoona would BE in WGM but a lot of SONEs are guessing this and well, I’m one of those people. Hahaha. But about the PD of WGM wanting Yoona and Key is true.)“Oh”“Isn’t it great Yul? I don’t know who the guy is but it seems like fun!”‘Yea, fun. Seeing you smile and hug someone and saying you guys are marrie-‘“Yul?” Yuri snapped out from her thoughts and looked at the pouting figure of Yoona.“Yea?”“Do you think it will be fun? Will you watch it?” Yuri stayed mum and kept glancing at Taeyeon and Sooyoug.“I… I need air” they watched as Yuri hurriedly slipped on her Converse shoes, grabbed her jacket and ran out of the door.“Do you really like it Yoong?” Sooyoung asked out of nowhere.“Of course not”“Then why?”“I don’t even know why I did”Taeyeon looked calm once again. Sunny told her of what Yuri felt and knew how Yoona’s action just now affected Yuri.“Do you doubt her Yoona?” # Yuri ran to the park. She wasn’t an idiot to run far away like what those girls in the movies do when they get broken hearted.She sighed and looked the empty sky. No stars or moon are present and it made her sadder.She surveyed the area and saw that no one was around.“Creepy” she mumbled and she felt a hand on her shoulder. She almost screamed until the ‘stranger’ held her mouth.“Unnie! Don’t scream! Sunny unnie made me check on you” it was Seohyun. Yuri let out a sigh when Seohyun removed her hands and sat next to her.“Why do you need to check on me Hyunnie?”“They said you acted weird when Yoona-unnie told you about the WGM thing”“Oh” was all Yuri could say and the maknae suddenly stood up and laughed.“YOU’RE JEALOUS!”“HYUNNIE!!!” Yuri jumped and covered the girl’s mouth. Seohyun kept on giggling until she felt her lungs giving out.“You shouldn’t be worried though unnie”“Why?”Seohyun gave a small smile and began to walk back to their dorm. Yuri was about to shout until the girl stopped and shared her wisdom.“You two promised right? Your love is only reserved for each other” she continued her journey back home and Yuri couldn’t help but smile.“All my love is for Yoona” Yuri glanced at the sky and saw numerous stars and the moon. # Tomorrow morning came and the girls’ decided to swim.“Thank you manager oppa” Taeyeon spoke on her phone. Everybody guessed that the pool is now closed only for them.“Okay! Let’s go! The pool’s all ours!” with that said the girls ran with bags on hand and their lover on the other. # @ the bus “Hey Yul”“Hmm?”“Are you mad at me?” Yuri opened one eye and looked at Yoona like she was a mad person.“Why would I be?”“Because of the WGM thing” Yuri smiled and kissed the latter’s forehead“I’m not”“Really? So will you support me?”“Of course” this was a strained replied.“Awesome! So will you come with me to see who I’m going to marry?” that sounded so wrong to everyone and then eyed Yuri nervously. Why does Yoona have to be so dense?“Uh, maybe”“Why are you unsure?”“I might be busy” Yoona giggled and opened her Ipad.“You’re not busy! You don’t have any schedule that day” she showed Yuri their schedule and grinned happily.“I’d rather not Yoong”“Waaaeee?” Yoona pouted and whined.“Just because”“I knew it! You don’t love me anymore!”“What?” Yuri stared at Yoona, confused at the sudden remark.“You know what! Whatever! You don’t love me anymore and I shouldn’t care. Maybe being in WGM is great”You know how in the movies when someone strikes a feeling in somebody a twig-like sound appears? Yuri suddenly heard that and she lost it.“You’re right. Maybe you being in WGM is for the best. I’m sick and tired of being the 1st one to always go near you. I hate being the follower all the time.” Yuri whispered but loud enough for the entire quiet bus to hear. She stood up and sat and the very back.“What just happened?”“You went a little too far on the joke Yoona” Taeyeon whispered as Yoona muffled her sobs. Her heart clenched at the sight of Yuri walking away from her. # The entire day wasn’t as enjoyable as they thought. Yuri was inside her room sulking and Yoona was too, only she was near the 7 girls.“Stupid Yuri” Yoona said.She remembered the events earlier in the car. Her heart was painful all throughout the day.She sat at the floor next to the pool and plunged her feet in.She sighed as the warm water felt like heaven on her cold feet.She kept her eyes closed and reminisced what happened before when Yuri said she’ll get fresh air.-Flashback-“Do you doubt her Yoona?” “What do you mean unnie?”“Are you doubting her love?” Yoona kept mum as Taeyeon figured out her game.Yuri was obviously avoiding the girl for the past few days and ran in to the worst case scenario. “Maybe”“WHY?” Sooyoung screamed.“She’s so distant nowadays” Taeyeon sighed and pulled Yoona into a hug.“When people do that, they always have a reason. Learn from your unnie’s mistake and don’t let it go too far”-end-What was Taeyeon implying? She then remembered the lack of enthusiasm Sunny had after Twinkle was released. Even the lazy Jessica was lazier than usual.She remembered the shouts from SunYeon’s room and Sunny running out their dorm. She remembered the lack of English JeTi spoke. But most of all, she remembers the long awkward silence the 4 girls ad for 3 months.Was that Taeyeon’s secret message?“Learn from your unnie’s mistake and don’t let it go too far”An old lamppost somewhere in the background suddenly turned on, and so did Yoona’s brain.“AAAAAAHH!!! YURI’S JEALOUS!!!!” #
She slowly approached the room Yuri picked and opened the door. She saw Yuri lying in the bed but knew she wasn’t asleep. Yuri doesn’t sleep sideways. She always slept lying flat on her back or on her stomach.“Yul?’No response.“You’re still mad, aren’t you?”Silence.“Yuri-aaaah”“Heeey” Yoona pulled the old aegyo trick but it didn’t work. She slowly made her way to Yuri’s figure and realized the deafening silence. It hurts. So bad.Her vision got blurry as tears started to form in her eyes.Yuri heard her sniffing and turned around. Just seeing the love of her life in tears tugged her heart strings, especially now that she was the reason behind them.She got up and wrapped the brunette in a warm embrace.“I’m sorry. You know how jealous I get sometimes. I just…I just don’t want to lose you. I always have this feeling that I’m not good enough for you. Like I don’t deserve you, and that there’s someone better out there maybe you’re soon to be fake Husband. And it’s all because I love you so much and just the thought of you being mine is a dream come true. Please stop crying. It hurts seeing you like this.”“What are you saying Yul? There is no one better for me. Not even that fake husband. You were made to be the missing puzzle piece in my life tat’s so complex that even a slightly different piece wouldn’t fit. That’s how perfect you were made for me. I love you too Yuri-ah. So much”With that, Yoona placed a gentle kiss on Yuri’s lips. They didn’t move at all. The just let the feeling of each other’s lips linger upon theirs.“I’m sorry” Yuri said again.“Love means never having to say sorry Yul. Remember that”They both gave small smiles with foreheads leaning on each other.They finally went to bed in each other’s arms. You could say it was the best sleep they’ve ever had judging on the curve of their lips while they drifted into a deep slumber.“All My Love Is For You” they quietly mumbled before consciousness slipped away. Daaaraaaan!! THERE! My very first YoonYul-shot. I personally think the ending the best. The beggining part of the story doesn't even make sense T.TMy Best Byun-PREnguin, I'm sorry. T.T I failed You. *sniff* *sniff* BBUUUUUTTTT!!!! While writing I suddenly got an idea for JeTi. Weird right? Lool. I'M GONNA MAKE THAT BETTER TO MAKE U HAPPY!!! I PROOOOMIIIIISEEEEEE!!!! Thank You subscribers and sorry if you won't enjoy it but please do comment to help me improve my writing :D