Only For Me To See (1/2)

———————They’re not the only hurt ones. Zhoumi and I, we’re in the same group as Hangeng. Of course we would be hurt about 哥哥(brother/hyung) as well. Ever since I debuted then, I’ve been hated. Maybe this was the wrong path. Maybe I should go back to Canada.

In fact, he faced rejection or alienation from a few Super Junior members as well.

“Aish! Be careful!” Ryeowook screamed at him when Henry almost knocked into him.

I don’t belong here. I should go back. To pursue my dream here where I have more anti-s than fans, it’s ridiculous, aimless, all in vain.

“A penny for your thoughts.” A voice sounded from behind him not long before a hand landed on his shoulder.

“Hmm…?” Henry hastily turned towards the wall, wiping the tears he didn’t realize he cried.

“Henry.” The voice sounded commanding rather than kind now.

It’s Donghae 哥哥.

The hand was lifted from Henry’s shoulder and in a split second was on Henry’s chin, pointing it upwards so Donghae could have a clear view of Henry’s face. “You’re crying.”

Henry could not make out Donghae’s face through his blurred vision. Though he tried to hide his face, Donghae only gently pushed his hands away. He was cornered – escape would be no easy feat in the position he was in.

“Let me go!” Henry snapped irritably.

The look in his eyes, so familiar…

That’s when he started to cry again.