[M] Clearing feelins(Part2) (1/1)

Feelings adeliadhina 35960K 2023-11-01

A/N: i just made it two chapters for fun kekeke but this capter is the last chapter^^there's a little m scene but not too much guy^^" Mianhae..........  EH......I know this place.It's my shed, our shed.When Yongbae's not around or he's with his girl, me and Jiyong will always come to this place. This place is not used anymore and we turn it into basecamp, my place and his place only.Yongbae will always get jealous if we doesn't tell him where is this place are, but Jiyong tell him our relationship is more than friends, we are bestfriends and i love him very much.But did he felt what i felt? I guess he never come to this place again since Dara came into our life,We entered the shed and stay away from the rain. Great, now we're both wet. I shook my head at him, but he took a towel that we bring from home if incase like this coming. Jiyong and I usually stay here. Nothing strange with stay with your best friend from childhood right?"Here, dry your hair first and wrap this," He covered me with a towel and give another towel for my hair,""I was preparing clothes inside , you wear it. I'll wait here," he said, i nodded.I take my favourite shirt of him, it write 'One Of A Kind', this shirt is really big. But i love it, This shirt is very big, long till my knees.I quickly change it and walk to Jiyong, He just sit quitely there and drink cola. From hair to his shoes is all wet, even the towel he take he doesn't wear it.

"You have to dry your hair, or you'll be sick. I said, taking the towel and drying his hair. He closed his eyed and holdl my hand. I getting used for the skinship we had for a couple years. I even like it, why should i stop it?"I really love the caring you Chae..." He said, i chuckled and slightly pulling his hair. I sit beside him and close my eyes, this day is soooo tiring. And again i end up not forgetting this asshead, i end up with Jiyong again."Are you like that Yongguk guy?" he ask me suddenly, without oppening my eyes i shook my head. He would know it, i don't do feelings with another man. Even though Yongguk is different, i still can't love him. Jiyong is too hard to forget,"Why? He had everything girl want. Caring, gentle, handsome, rich man--he's even more rich than me," i laugh a little but continue to close my eyes,"i don't see the type of guy Kwon Jiyong. I just do not feel anything, if I do not feel that sense of him. Why should I?" "Well he is gentle, he is caring, he's the most gentle man in every man i see. But i don't feel a thing against him," i explain to him, hopely he understand. "You're really 'one of a kind' Lee Chaerin," he said making me laugh, i open my eyes and see he's looking beside me. I can feel his breath, i'm dying to be kiss right now.  Jiyong POVHer lips, her eyes, her body is amazing. I can see her beautiful eyes so close, i love to hold her hand and even hugging her, but she never even mad at me. Even though i know she only see me as a bestfriends. But now, she's so fucking sexy. Her wet hair and the shirt. Damn! the shirt is really not helping."Chae?"But i have to try right? I might be ending up with a punch from her, but screwed it. I have to know what is this feels are."Yeah?" I quickly pulled into my arms and kissed her lips. Her lips were very sweet, i ran my tounge and bit down, she gasped and opening my mouth to her. The kiss turn into more hungrier kiss, i broke the kiss and move to her neck, sucking her gently. Her hands ran over my back, "You're taste amazing Chaerin-ah," i whisper at her and she whimpered,It's my first kiss with Chaerin, and i love it. The taste is sooo different with the other. Chaerin even know i kiss many girls, but that far away when I realized that I love Chaerin during all this time.."Jiyong-ah... We c-can't..."I get it. She must be confused if it's going too far, and i don't want my baby hunchae will confused about my feelings,"Hunchae-ah..." I was about to say when she get up and walk away, very fast. But i take her hand, "Where are you going?""Away from you!""But why!""As much as i like it. No Jiyong, you must been drunk or something but i'm not going to forget this easily! Let me go!""NO!"I look at her and i realize she's crying, why is she crying?"Damn Chaerin! Why are you crying? I'm sorry babe i don't...""It's ok... Let's just forget about this and let me go,""No! Ok? Just listen to me for a second!""WHY?! To hear that's just a mistake? You can tell that very easily but i can't take it. It hurts Jiyong!"What? What is she talking about?"It's not a fucking mistakes and i love it! I love to hugging you, i love to hold your hand like this! And damn! Even i'm addicting to your lips right now! Can't you see that I love it Chae? Can't you?" I yelled at her and she shook her head, keep crying. Seeing her crying is make me sick, i damn myself for everything."You with Dara right? Are you fucking kiss her like you kiss me? You're just another asshole Kwon Jiyong! And i'm pretty stupid too because falling for you! It's been ten fucking years! One moment you cold to the girls and all over there for me, and one moment you'll be nowhere fucking them sluts! Can't you see i'm here dying for you?"I get it. All this time she's love me! But i'm so stupid i don't know it! I don't even know my feelings for her are real.When i first heard that she's close with Bang Yongguk, i was furious. So I took advantage of Dara, that i know that she's have a feelings for me, i feel sorry for Yongbae but i can't even get rid that feelings. And this morning when i'm at Dara's, Yongbae text me and said Yongguk will confess his feeling to the love of my live. I hopeless to go as fast as i can, and here i am, making my baby crying."I was jealous ok!"She stop, she's looking at me with that swelling eyes, "I was jealous when i heard that you've dating with that man so i go with Dara! Yes i know i'm stupid and yes i know that i an asshole because i don't know how to tell you that i'm jealous and i love you somuch Lee Chaerin!"Damn, now i even crying too. But it's ok, i'll do anything for my baby Hunchae."You what?""I love you Hunchae-ah, all this time i always love you. But i can't tell that because i'm an idiot!" (Chaerin POV)He what? He loves me? All this time he in love with me? But he's too fucking dumb that he loves me?Damn... Why life is so complicated?"Lee Chaerin, will you be my girl? Ani... Will you be the love of my life? I promised you that i'll never dissapointed you and even i swear i will not making you cry! Please... Please just forgive me and be my girlfriend?" he ask me, and i can see his desperate so much, i guess he's just misarable as i am right?So why i must say no? And that kiss was very hot."Yes Kwon Jiyong, yes..." i said and he suddenly lifted and hug me, "I swear i'll nevermake you cry again Hunchae, i promise. I love you ne?"I nodded and smile to him. He lift my chin, grip my waist and kiss me sweetly, "Well well who's here!" I quickly look at the sound, but Jiyong still hug me. I saw Yongbae, Dara, and Yongguk from outside. It's not raining anymore, "Yah! What are you guys doing in here! Yah imma! Bang Yongguk neo chugo!" Jiyong kick him from afar, making me laugh. Yongbae and Dara laugh too, but what making me confused is, they're holding hands."Yah Dong Yongbae, why are you holding her hands?" Jiyong ask Yongbae and i squinted my eyes. Looking at him,"Wae? You jealous? Go! Than i'll be with Yongguk instead!" i yelled at him and Yongguk grinned, "Ania! I love you and only you! I'll kick his ass if he try to take you away from me again!" he hug me tighter and Yongbae laugh."Dong Yongbae... We need an explanation," i said and he smiled. I can see his tightning his hold hand,"Actually... Dara is already be my girlfriend when i ask her a favor to make you guys together. You know Chae, that man over there is love you so much, he even go home drunk. I cannot bear to see him like that, but for the sake of you guys, i have to do it. But Yongguk presence is real..." "I really fell for that girl Jiyong, she's a wonderful woman. But she's in love with you, not me." Yongbae was about to explain but Yongguk cut it, i smile at them. Thanking him for what they're done,"Thank you guys, we really appreciate it. And Dara... Yahhhh i thought you really fell for me, damn," Jiyong said and Yongbae and Dara laugh, holding each other, "I guess i should entry an acting class right?" ask Dara winking at me, i smile at her and said 'gomawo',"Can we go home? I can't wait to take this girl to my room, she's been stolen by some asshole," Yongbae said and i smack his arm, "Yeah, i'm and asshole and i love this girl on my arm," Jiyong said and kiss my cheeks, "Cheesy ass," me and Yongguk said together, Yongguk hold my hand in the friendly way and i smiled at him.And i see Kwon Jiyong beside me, holding me and mouthing say 'I love you somuch'.