Chapter 16 (1/1)

“Did you see the candy my mom sent me?” I searched for the bag of sweets, but I couldn’t find it anywhere. But I knew I hadn’t eaten them, my mother only had send them to me two days ago. I opened the last two cabinets, only to be disappointed. My favorite candy was gone.“Hm, maybe somebody ate them.” Oh, she didn’t really say that. I knew she had eaten them, she was like a vacuum cleaner. Everything sweet or just good tasting was gone before I could put my finger on it. I looked to the beautiful girl, covered with my favorite blanket while lying on the couch. Her eyes were fixed on the screen, but I knew it was just a disguise.“Really? And who was it then?”, I slowly made my way to her, careful not to trip over her shoes. It had only been three days since we were back in Korea and Yongsun had already claimed my apartment as hers again. The evening after I had sent Yooa her things back, Yongsun had rung my doorbell, with all her boxes and bags.“What are you doing here?”, I had asked. Everything had gone back to normal in New Zealand. Of course, we were clingier, and I found myself admiring this woman openly, but we still hadn’t talked, kissed or anything. We just enjoyed being together again and for those days, it had been enough.Also, our whole group was feeling better now, and I noticed how big of an impacted, Yongsun’s and my hardships had had on the group. Both Hyejin and Wheein seemed more relaxed, laughed more and enjoyed being with us. Spending time together was healing and not hurting like before. Everything was right this time, I could feel it.But it still surprised me, when I had seen Yongsun at my door step. With the words: “I’m moving in again.”, this woman had claimed her spot in my life back. Within a few hours all her things were back where they had been, as messy and unorganized as before. Though I acted shocked and annoyed, I was the happiest person on earth, when older girl had fallen asleep in my arms that night.“I don’t know, but I have the feeling that Jjing craved some late-night snacks yesterday when you were at the company. Maybe she was missing you.” Kim Yongsun was blaming her dog. Jjing-Jjing just raised her head and walked to the other side of the couch, were she jumped down and walked to her dog bed. That little thing wasn’t taking the guilt for the things her owner had done.Jjing-Jjing had moved into my apartment the same night as Yong. She didn’t need to say a thing, when that little dog walked into the living room, choosing my big leather seat as her new place to nap. Jjing belonged to Yong as much as I and I had to admit, that I loved to fall asleep with the dog on the couch.“Jjing! How could you?”, I faked the disappointment in my voice, making Yongsun hold back a laugh. But the dog just sneezed and closed her eyes again, not playing along with me.“Don’t be mad at her! She is still a baby!” Yongsun threw a pillow at me, hitting the back of my head. I stopped my tracks, not turning around my body to face the newly blonde girl. I could hear her giggles and the shuffling of the blanket. She was probably preparing herself to run away, waiting for me to turn around and chase her.But I didn’t do any of it. I just stayed the way I were, listening to the sounds of Yong giggling, Jjing slightly snoring. This was what I had always wanted and had always needed. I didn't know how long I was standing there, but it was long enough for Yong to stand up and hugging me from behind. She pressed her chest against my back, her hands resting on my abs while her nose was buried in my neck.I felt her breath, warm and slightly wet on there and it instantly calmed me down, even if I hadn’t been emotional in any way. But having Yongsun around me, hugging me was all it needed to make my mind and body going relaxed. This girl was my everything and I hoped to be hers.“Don’t be mad at me, Byul-ah.” Her voice turned my knees into jelly, causing me to turn around and placing us both onto the sofa, with Yong on top of me. I patted her back while placing kisses on her throat and jar. Yongsun squirmed over me but still leaned closer to my body.Finally, her scent was all I could smell. When I stepped into the apartment, it felt like home, smelling like her, mixed with my scent. It felt like our home. Nonetheless, something still was missing. I knew Yong sooner or later would have to return to her apartment, cleaning and washing her things, but I didn’t want her to. I wanted Yong all to myself, every time possible. I wanted her to stuff all her things into my closet, filling the empty picture frames with photos of Jjing and her.“Move in with me, Kim Yongsun.”, I whispered, when I had kissed my way up to her ear. I didn’t what had gotten into me. We weren’t even a couple, hell I didn’t even know what we really were, but I just knew, that now that I had Yongsun in my arms, I never wanted her to leave.“What?”, the older girl just asked, pressing her body up to face me. The last time I had seen her eyes so big was when we had had our first win. My heart was beating like crazy, I was sure she could hear it, too. But Yongsun she stared at me, making me sweat out of nervousness.“I… I as