[M] Enchanted and disturbed (1/1)
JiminHoseok and Namjoon collided their fists in victory. Yes, I lost the game."At least you won't kick anyone in your sleep." Yoongi told Hoseok bluntly."Aish, Yoongi hyung is so mean!" he exclaimed and left us to go to his and Namjoon's room.I did what Hoseok did, so I went in my and Yoongi's room. I put my bag down on the floor and sat down on the bed, biting my lips. I let out a nervous sigh. It'll be so awkward, for me at least. But we only need to spend our nights here. In the same bed. Alone.Ugh.Suddenly the door opened and Yoongi came in. He put his bags on the floor as well, then leaned on the wardrobe, opposite the bed and folded his arm on his chest.He took a deep breath and spoke:"Since we are alone now and not going to go anywhere, you can tell me what is your problem with me." he told in a serious tone.I stirred a bit on my spot, looking down."Nothing, but can I ask something, hyung?" I looked back at him."Don't treat me like a child and initiate me into our journey's things. Eversince we started it, you hardly share anything about the journey with me, saying 'you didn't want to tell'. Maybe you don't sense it, but I feel unimportant when you all know everything and I just get to know it in the last second." I explained and waited for his reply.There was a five-second-long silence between us, but it seemed like forever to me."Ah, so that's it." he cleared his throat. "You're right I haven't sensed it, because I didn't think it'd bother anyone, to be honest." he stopped. "But you said 'don't treat me like a child', well how should we don't treat you that? Seriously, you haven't done anything in the real life, you don't know it's darker side. Someone have to protect you. You're vulnerable." that last word never leaves me unharmed. I hate that word."I'll change that, I've promised you." I retorted decidedly. "But please, don't look at me like a kid. Handle me like an adult." I requested, as I was looking at him pleadingly.He raised his chin higher, then sighed through his nose, never leaving the eye contact with me. "That's a broad term, you know, brat." smirked at me. I don't understand.I stood up and walked to him."Who cares, old man?" I retorted just as slyly as he had done."We have a bad infuence on you." he was still smirking at me lightly."You're wrong." I said, rather sassily.He said nothing after this, just stared at me continuously. Since I had been looking at him, it soon changed into staring too. A few moments later he stepped towards me, quite close actually, not breaking the eye contact.Meanwhile, I studied his feathures. It's not like I hadn't seen him before, but not this close and not for this 'long time'.His eyes are so deep black, it looks like the evening sky, or Daiyu's hair. His black hair, eyes and his ususal dark-coloured clothes match his pale skin nicely. He looks quite good.We were completely silent a calm. Even me either.I noticed his face was growing bigger, like it was coming closer. I was too peaceful to really realize anything, as I was immersed in looking at his face.He didn't stop moving closer.I must admit; his smirk doesn't look that bad.As soon as his nose touched mine softly, a shiver ran down on my spine, but to be honest, it wasn't uncomfortable. My instincts took over the lead and made me close my eyes.The door opened all of a sudden and I jumped in fright."Jimiiin, hyuuung! Don't you want to eat?" he asked in his usual sunshine-voice, but somehow I just couldn't understand his words, nor what's happening. Nor everything.I shook my head like something really disturbed me.I feel weird. Like that little bubble, we were in, just disappeared and now we are 'here'. But seriously, what has happened?"Hallo? Jimin?" Hoseok clapped his hands a little to gain my attention. I gazed at him, then spoke:"Uh, sorry hyung, what did you ask?" I questioned awkwardly."What's more important than your Hoseok hyung?" he asked back. I feel Yoongi's rolling his eyes at his question. Yoongi.I gulped a big. I glanced at Hoseok again, as he were still waiting."Uh, umm no, thanks." I replied shortly. I really am not hungry but I the last time I ate was hours ago."Are you sure?" Hoseok asked like I just said an absurdity. I nodded.I gazed down, not wanting to look at both of them, mostly at Yoongi hyung. After a low-key heavy silence they went out, leaving me alone. Finally.As soon as the door was closed, I sighed the biggest in my life. Okay, sit down, and think.I quickly did so."Now, call up what has happened."We were talking. He told me I was vulnerable and need them to protect me. I said I'd change that, because I had promised him, but more importantly myself. Then he said odd things and started to gaze at me. And I don't know.Ugh.I lay on my back. This bed is comfy.I closed my eyes, if I could regain my thoughts after his odd words. I, I observed his feathures, and stated he looks quite handsome. Uh, his face was coming closer slowly, step by step. His nose touched mine, which was umm, not just unexpected and brief, but strange in good meaning.Maybe it was just some playful act to make me look more childish. Yeah, it must be.I turned to my side, and smooth my finger on the blanket as a background action.Or was he just teasing me again? Around 15 mimutes later I was still doing that with the blanket pointlessly, because I didn't want to go to the kitchen and face them, although it'd be awkward for only me, I guess.As the doorknob clicked, I rose my head from the bed right away."Hey, you're still not hungry?" Yoongi said, standing at the threshold."Uh, no, thanks." I answered, naturally embarrassingly, then looked at my hands instead of his eyes. So short fingers...The door closed, but now the both of us were in the room.It had been awkward before this sleep-in-the-same-room-alone even started and now it's just in increasing, and it's his fault.I peeked at him; he reached for his bag and dug his hand into it. Finally, he took something out, and approached me. I hesitantly glanced up at him."What is it?" I asked."Eat." he responded instead.I stretched my arm a bit to grab the wrapped thing. I undoed it and immediately became hungry; chimney cakes. He took a seat beside me on the bed.I started eating the delicious food, but I felt Yoongi's eyes were staring at me again, and it made me uncomfortable.After like 4 minutes he still hadn't stopped it. What is so interesting?"Uh, hyung," I started, looking at the last chimney cake. "could you please stop gazing at me? It's disturbing." I didn't say anything more, not even look at him. Some moments later he sighed a little, then stood up and went away to another room.Was it offensive? I hope it wasn't. I have finished my dinner, why is he not here? It is quite late at night, and I thought he'd come already. Yet he hasn't.I know he hasn't left this house, because why would he?It's strange that I feel totally embarassed when we are in this room alone, but now I want him to come back.It must be because I said that he's annoying me with his stare. I need to apologize, even though it really was disturbing.I stood up and hurried to the door to search for him. As I was about to unfold it, the door opened and I found myself in front of him, really close.I flinched so more space could separate us."I...I just wanted to look for you, hyung." blurted out without thinking."Why?" he questioned as he was bypassing me. I turned around to look at him."T-to apologize." I replied in a shy voice."For what?" he asked, rather indifferently."I-I offended you." He frowned. "Who told you that?"My face's starting to get hot. "Bu-but you went out of the room.""So what?" he asked slightly harshly.I lood away in embarrasment and my eyes landed on my hands again."Nothing, forget it." I said in a small voice. I took a deep breath through my nose then went to the bed, avoiding his gaze.I laid myself down. I'm tired.I hid under the big, soft blanket, trying to be invisible. I closed my eyes to gain slumber as soon as possible.A few seconds later something touched my right shoulder tenderly. My eyes flew open instantly and I saw Yoongi in the almost-dark room, holding my plush toy.I hesitantly grabbed it. "Thanks." I said in an almost inaudible voice and hid it under the covers as well.I looked at it's peeking head. It's not my bear, it's a bunny. Did he buy it for me, although I said no when he asked me?I squeezed it in my arms, nuzzling my face into it's soft head.I hope you're going to sleep too, hyung. You should take a rest after everything, what have happened today. Hello (it's me)! 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