A Doubt thats Still Left (1/1)

"You look beautiful, as always." The handsome young man says while opening the car door for the small young woman making her smile while looking at Lay."Thank you... you are not so bad yourself too." The small young woman says and Lay just laughs a little and closes the door when Junhee’s in the car. He walks to the driver seat and pushes the button to start his Hyundai Genesis Coupe that he has just bought recently as he wanted to change to a new car.The handsome young man drives the car out from the new house that Junhee has just moved into a few weeks ago and they head to Eli and Seohyun’s wedding as Kris could not go that day since the tall young man already has his prior commitment which needs to be done at Magic Land."Your boyfriend really has the nerve to ask me to escort you to a wedding even though he knows that I could still be doing something naughty with you." The handsome young man says making Junhee look at her best friend with knitted brows."Are you going to do naughty things with me?" Junhee asks curiously and Lay glances at the young woman with a small smile."It’s not that I can't, but since Kris already thinks of me as one of his friends and a trusted one too, I should just honor that and try to find someone that I could bring home tonight." The handsome young man says making Junhee bite on her lip as she doesn't like it when the handsome young man says something like that."Lay-ah... you should find someone who’s just for you and settle in... I don't like you sleeping around, it won't be a good image for you." The small woman says making Lay smile and he doesn't say anything else as he drives his car calmly and they arrive at the wedding venue in just 15 minutes from the small young woman’s house and everyone that Junhee knows is already there and Lay says hello to the groom who looks so happy while Junhee walks to the waiting room to see Seohyun."My god... you look so beautiful." The small young woman says and Seohyun just smiles and hugs Junhee in her arms."Thank you for coming and you look beautiful as well, where is Kris?" The young woman asks and Junhee sighs a little."He has something else to do today but I'm here with Lay." Junhee says making Seohyun eyes widen and then he sees the handsome young man come in with his beautiful dimpled smile making the other girls in the room shoot loving looks at Lay and Junhee glances at Seohyun while shaking her head."The girls have hit a jackpot today." Seohyun says in whisper to the small young woman and Junhee nods a little."Yeah... tell me about it, and they still haven’t seen his new car yet..." The small young woman says and Seohyun smiles as she welcomes Lay as they both have been friends for so long that they've lost count of how many years they’ve known each other."Good looking, as usual." Seohyun says letting the handsome young man smooch on her cheek and hug her close making the handsome young man laugh and stare at the bride’s beautiful face with an amazed look."If my heart was not taken in the past, I could’ve been the one who's holding your hand right now." Lay says making Junhee gasp and smack at the handsome young man’s shoulder and Seohyun just shakes her head."Well... you had your chance and blew it off with someone else... though that someone else already has a new lover, you should settle in and be happy too." Seohyun says making Lay smile."I will do that... the girls here are just fine and I might be lucky today." The handsome young man says and this time, both Seohyun and Junhee smack on the handsome young man’s shoulder making Lay laugh. After some short talk, Junhee and Lay walk out to the main hall as they join the table with Kevin and other friends that they have known for some years.The wedding is just beautiful and Seohyun doesn't look like her usual self as she transforned into a goddess in white as Eli is waiting for her in the altar, the tall young elder looks so handsome with his black tuxedo and smiles happily as Seohyun is walking towards him and Junhee wants the same in the future that he might have with Kris as they’re both slowly walking towards that direction.The food and drinks are delicious but Junhee is not drinking any alcoholic beverage as she knows that she could not hold her alcohol really well same as Lay who’s just drinking water since the handsome young man has to drive."I'm going to take some more food... do you want anything?" Lay asks and Junhee smiles a little."Hmmmm... take some veggies for me and also mini tarts." The small young woman says making Lay nod and walk away from the table and as he rounds a corner, he then disappears from Junhee’s eyes. Kevin comes back from getting food with one of Seohyun’s old friends, also Junhee's, and they sit down with more plates in their hands."Jun-ah... do you see those women in that table?" Kevin asks making Junhee look at the table he’s referring to with knitted brows and then she looks back at Kevin."Uh huh... why, hyung?" Junhee asks."They’re aiming for your date, where is he anyway?" Kevin asks."Taking some more food." Junhee says as her eyes fall upon one beautiful girl who's giggling with her friends and suddenly stands up after some small preparation and walks out from their table."She is aiming for Lay... she might score you know, that kind of girl always gets what she wants." Yuri says on Junhee’s side making the small young woman huff a little and she turns to face the table she's in since she doesn't want to see any other scene that she might not like."Lay is still not dating anyone, right?" Kevin asks curiously."Nope... I haven’t heard anything, as far as I know, he is single." Junhee says softly as she takes one small food from Yuri’s plate."You haven't introduced him to anyone? You have lots of pretty friends, like Yuri here." Kevin says making Junhee look at Yuri with a small laugh."Not Yuri... she has a higher level of taste in men and besides, she once said that she would never date a man who has dated her friends before." Junhee says making Yuri nod and Yoona comes back with her boyfriend and the table becomes much more hyper with some small talk. Lay comes back with food in his hands and the young woman who has been eyeing him is looking at Junhee’s table and the small young woman curiously looks at his best friend."You took your time with the food, anything particular that stopped you in there?" Junhee teases and Lay glances at the small young woman with a small smile on his face."I was held by a beautiful young woman at the desserts area, a very beautiful and charming woman." The handsome young man says making Junhee nod and lean closer to Lay."...and what did you do?" Junhee asks making everyone at the table look at him waiting for his answer."Nothing... we just properly said hello and goodbye to each other." The handsome young man says making Junhee smile while the others are looking at him with a sigh."You should grab the chance and hook up with her... there are no other good chances like this, you know. I think the young woman really likes you, she’s been looking at our table shyly all this while." Kevin says making Junhee glare at Kevin but the young elder just smiles and gives Lay a pat on his back."I can't do that, I need to take Jun home... I promised her boyfriend I would take good care of her today." Lay says making Kevin sigh again."You have me, don't you... I will take her home... don’t worry." Kevin says making Junhee want to say something but Yuri looks at her with knitted brows making the small young woman pout a little."Really? You would do that?" Lay asks while looking at Kevin making the young elder nod while smiling."Yuri would be with me too since I'm going to take her home... it’s on the way so it’s fine." Kevin says making Lay look at Junhee with a hopeful look on his face and the small young woman is at a loss for words."You like her that much?" Junhee asks and Lay just sighs and glances at the table with his good looking dimpled smile making the young woman even more flushed and red."Well, I think she is a nice person and I want to get to know her, she should have that chance, right?" The handsome young man says making Junhee bite on her lip."Getting to know her in bed?" Junhee asks and making Lay look at his best friend with a small laugh."Come on, Jun... this is not like school, we are adults and you already have a boyfriend, you should not care much about what I do, right?" Lay says making the small young woman even more annoyed and she looks at Kevin a little bit enraged."Fine... do what you want and hyung, you don't have to send me home I'll just take a cab." The small young woman says and she takes her purse and then walks out from the hall and asks the bell boy to call a cab for her and Lay does not even chase her from behind.   Arriving home, the small young woman pushes the main door open, obviously annoyed and bolts straight to her room and throws away her purse while cursing Lay’s name under her breath.'That is right, I shouldn't care whom he is sleeping with, it’s not my concern.' The small young woman says in her heart and takes off her clothes as she wants to cool down her anger by taking a long cold bath and stay there until her mind is stable.The small young woman feels much better when she’s finally in the cold water and she tries very hard not to imagine wild things in her head and keeps telling herself that Lay is a normal male and he could do anything that he wants and that she has got nothing to do with Lay’s private life or any woman that the handsome young man would hang out with. She knows that the handsome young man is slowly trying to go out with more women and thinking about having a serious relationship.Junhee sits down under the cold water and tries to think about Kris and no one else. The small young woman sighs and closes her eyes and tries remembering every bit and pieces that she has of the tall young man but somehow, the memories that she had with Lay keep coming back to her. And suddenly, like a lightning bolt, a memory of when she was with Lay during Chuseok comes back to her and she remembers what she did with Lay when she was drunk making the small young woman startled. She also remembers the kisses that she had shared with Lay and those memories are sending tingles and warmth to her skin. She knows that those memories during Chuseok are precious because it was the first time that Lay accepted her and welcomed her woman form since all those years that they were together, the handsome young man would always walk away from her when she changes to her woman form.Without thinking about anything else right now, all Junhee wants to do is to feel that again, to make sure that it was not a dream and it was real; Lay kissing her in her woman form and accepting her and she remembers the way Lay called out her name and the way the handsome young man touched her and how he looked at her and she can feel all the love that was coming from Lay.The small young woman wakes up from sleeping at the bath tub with a huff and harsh breathing. She then comes out from the bathroom and frantically looks for her phone; trying to reach out to Lay but the handsome young man does not pick up his phone. The small young woman couldn’t help but doubt her own self and the memories that she has just recalled, she shakes her head and just tells herself that they are an illusion and her mind is just playing a trick on her."No... no... I have Kris now... no... we can't get back together, Lay and I... we can't... I have Kris now, oh god! Jagiya... I need you." The small young woman says in a soft whisper and just like that, the t