now you can let me go... (1/1)

Hoya lift you in a bridal style, even they are panicking to death they walked to your house with the most slow speed so nothing bad would happen if they did rush."just not now...." Hoya says in his heart. he really hoping that its not the time yet. Woohyun and L already crying like a baby behind.arrived at your house, your mom waiting for you worriedly. she is shocked when only seeing you wheelchair once she came outside to bring you in."yah where have you guys been? ________-ah, why are you like this? are you okay? ______-ah??""ommonim, the first priority is her condition. lets go inside and call the doctor." Hoya explained. your mother rush to go inside, followed by you guys.Hoya put you slowly on your bed. Woohyun and L cant stop moving due to their worried. after slight a minutes, the doctor is arrived. after examine you, the doctor let go a big sighed."i dont want to predict anything about it. but its better if we bring her to the hospital so we can know how much its spread so far by using the machine." the doctor said in his worried voice."whats spreading?" Woohyun asked curiously."you still dont know about it?" Woohyun shook his head. the doctor tells about your disease. (a / n : i dont want to make it detail cuz im not a doctor.) after that Hoya's knee somehow loose and his knee meet the floor. L punch the wall and Woohyun just stand speechessly."i already call for an ambulance to take her to the hospital. you guys just prepare with everything."not so long after that the ambulance arrived, bring the lifeless you into their ambulance van with your mother. Hoya, Woohyun and L used the taxi. in the ward, you lying on the bed with so many tubes connected to you. all those tubes helping your inside organ function normally like before but because of your disease they kind of working slowly thats made you fainted and you need an oxygen to help you breath. Hoya sit next to your bed holding your hand tight. your mother fall asleep on your other side. Woohyun and L taking a fresh air outside.after 3 hours of unconsiousness,"urghhh..." your mother awaken and Hoya eyes widened when heard a sound from you."are you awake?""why im here again omma?" its your first sentence after you passed out."you are sick thats why you are here again." your mother said. she is in her confused look."why you look like that omma?" she asked. its not just your mother but Hoya also did the same. "Hoya, you too. why you both look like that?""are you okay?" they asked after seeing you not look like you are sick. you became more energetic than before. your pale face now look brighten up, your lips turn red like cherry. you even smile."yes i am. why?" you get up trying to sit, Hoya helping you."are you really okay?" Hoya asked worried."yah. im okay." at the moment Woohyun and L arrived. "Woohyun, L, you guys here." both the male surprised with your "greeting" towards them."is there something we missed?" Hoya looked at your mother then your mother looked at him. then both rising their shoulders."we should call the doctor." L suggested."no. guys im telling you im okay." you stopped them from calling out the doctor. "if you guys really love me please not to call the doctor. its enough for today. im fine." they just listened to you."okay we make a deal here, we wont call the doctor but you have to rest after this." your mother suggested. you smile. the smile that so hard for them to read. you just realised that your hand tight in Hoya's hand."but before i rest, omma.." you face her."oh?""you know that i love you the so much right?"  you asked."of course i know.""then you should remember that, always and forever. okay?" your mother dont understand what you are doing but she nod to make you quickly to rest. then you face Hoya."you already know what my feeling towards you right?" Hoya smiled then nod. "thanks for having the same feeling as mine." he smiled again. he tighten the grip of your hand. "i love you and i always do. i really want to know when you start to loving me. but i have to rest.""you really want to know when?" you shooked your head."let it be a secret. i want only us to know but you see now, they are so many people here." he chuckled. Woohyun and L showing thier annoyance. your mother just cant believe you saying those."Woohyun-ah, we being a bestfriend for such a long time. you are not just a bestfriend but also a brother to me. L-ah, you too!""we know that. now rest.""and before that, i want to hug you guys." they getting more curious what is really happen to you. but they listened."okay after that rest. come!" your mother pulled you into her embrace then your hand unintendedly freed from Hoya's which made him feel something. you tighten your hug with your mother. omma, himnae! i love you!you free your mother then move to Hoya, for the first time you both hug after knowing each other feeling. then followed by Woohyun then L. i love all of you esp you Hoya! "okay finish! im going to rest now. dont miss me eh? i love you guys so much! good night then." the sentence that made the others feel weird. you lying back to your bed. you fall asleep in a smile.    "now you can let me go...."