[M] Chapter 2 (1/1)

He hadn’t gotten over it.Junhyung had tried everything, but it had been a week now. Every time he even noticed Hyunseung in the room he couldn’t stop himself from staring. He couldn’t stop himself at all.He lay in bed, arm draped over his face as he sighed loudly. He’d just given up on the day, deciding to spend the rest of it in bed. At this point, he was just wearing a pair of sweatpants and lazing about.It had gotten to the point that Junhyung had actually said he was busy just so he could stay home and get out of a date. He couldn’t face his girlfriend until he got all of this out of his system. What would happen if they were having sex and then he got lost in his thoughts again?“Nothing good would happen… Ugh I need to stop this,” he mumbled, exhaling sharply before dropping his arm to his side.What else was he supposed to do? If he told anyone he’d probably get into a huge fight, and that wasn’t what he wanted to deal with right now. He didn’t want to fight with Hyunseung.All of a sudden he heard a knock on his door. Groaning a bit, he flipped himself over.“Yeah? Come in,” he said, though he immediately regretted his decision when Hyunseung slipped in. Junhyung just gave him a soft smile, though his brows were furrowed. “What’s up?” he asked, and Hyunseung just stood where he was, closing the door behind him.“You’ve been acting really weird this past week,” Hyunseung said, leaning back against the door. “And it can’t just be because you didn’t sleep well. Because I don’t buy that.” Hyunseung raised his brow, arms crossed as he looked accusingly at Junhyung. Junhyung himself didn’t know what to say in response.I’ve been sleeping badly because I’ve been too busy dreaming about you, but I can’t fucking say that, now can I, he thought absently, ignoring the sharp pang of want that hit him as he looked the other man up and down. He sighed sharply, rolling his eyes at himself before moving to massage his temples lightly.“I’ve been… preoccupied. Sorry,” he mumbled in response, shifting his gaze down and away from the other man. Hyunseung frowned slightly.“Trouble with the girlfriend?” he asked, and Junhyung chuckled.“That’s one way to put it,” he replied, head still down. Lips pursed, Hyunseung finally walked into the room, sitting down on Junhyung’s desk chair and spinning to face the other man.“Well you haven’t been going out with her much,” Hyunseung said, shrugging. “Maybe you two need to have a chat.” Junhyung’s eyebrow twitched and he shook his head, successfully getting his hair out of his face.“Look, Hyunseung. I know you’re trying to help, but I have a headache,” he said, finally looking up at the other man. He took a moment to stare at him, brows furrowed, before glancing away.How am I supposed to forget about this when I see him every day? Junhyung thought, his mind already spiraling into different trains of thoughts. He tried to ignore the small hint of arousal at the thought of the other man without clothes on, though he did lick his lips.“I’m decent at dealing with headaches,” Hyunseung replied, standing up and walking over to Junhyung’s bed. He sat down on the edge, hands resting on Junhyung’s shoulders before he could say anything about it. Junhyung blinked, looking back at Hyunseung. “You like my massages, don’t you?” he asked, and Junhyung could do nothing but nod.Yes, Junhyung had always enjoyed Hyunseung’s massages.As Hyunseung’s hands started moving, though, Junhyung let his head drop to the bed, letting out a little, pleased grunt of approval.“Jesus, Junhyung. You have knots everywhere,” Hyunseung exclaimed, frown tugging at the corner of his lips. Closing his eyes, Junhyung nodded. He knew that he was tense and, as much as he wanted to tell Hyunseung to stop, he couldn’t make himself do it. It felt too good. Hyunseung’s hands were soft but really firm, and even though he’d had a lot of massages from the other man, it was like Junhyung was noticing all of those things for the first time. He fidgeted under Hyunseung’s hand, the other hitting an impressive knot and starting to work it out.The two fell into silence, Junhyung feeling both horribly awkward and slightly warm. Every shaky breath was covered as best he could, every groan was played off like it was because of the massage. Junhyung’s mind was elsewhere though, and he couldn’t help it.I want his hands somewhere else. I want to see him… He should just give me a massage naked, he thought, mind jumbled. All of those thoughts came back in full force, and Junhyung tried to ignore the arousal that was slowly becoming more and more apparent.“Hyunseung, can you… Can you do something for me?” he asked, and Hyunseung paused, hands resting lightly on Junhyung’s shoulders.“What?” he replied, leaning down so he could see Junhyung’s face. Junhyung let out a sharp sigh, eyes still closed.“Can you just scratch my back? It’ll help me relax better than the massage.” It was almost a lie – he just wanted Hyunseung to touch him more. Hyunseung thought for a moment before he shrugged.“Sure, if that’s what you want,” he replied easily, shifting his weight slightly. He started moving his hands so they made little circles, nails pressing only slightly into Junhyung’s skin. Junhyung bit his lip, trying not to smile but failing. He fidgeted slightly, shifting so that he could get a little more comfortable. He even crossed his arms, letting his head rest on them as he swallowed deeply.Once more, the two of them were in silence, though it was surprisingly less awkward than Junhyung had assumed it would be. Hyunseung just continued his movements and Junhyung simply enjoyed them, mind not racing for the moment.All of a sudden, though, Hyunseung moved both hands to his shoulders, scratching straight down Junhyung’s back harder than he had been and Junhyung wasn’t ready for it, a low moan slipping out as his hips rocked against the bed. He pushed himself up immediately, Hyunseung’s hands falling.“Okay, and the massage is over,” Junhyung exclaimed, standing and trying in vain to find a way to hide the now obvious bulge in his pants. He settled on moving to the door and opening it while facing away from the other man, eyes closed and breathing sharp. Hyunseung’s eyes widened but he stood, walking out of the room. He didn’t even say anything, he just walked out, Junhyung closing the door behind him.Junhyung turned, leaning back against the door and sighing loudly. He covered his face with his hands, pushing his fingers through his hair and holding his head.“Fuck,” he said simply, head falling against the door. He stood there in silence for a second before shaking his head at himself. Opening the door, he made his quick way to the bathroom. “I’m taking a shower. No one even try jumping in before me,” he said, loud enough for anyone in the vicinity to hear. Locking the door behind him, Junhyung immediately turned on the water, making sure it was warm as he slipped out of his pants and into the shower.He couldn’t handle all of this. Hyunseung had literally just touched him and Junhyung was completely lost in his thoughts and utterly turned on. He wanted more than that.Oh my God… I want him. I want him so badly… Junhyung stood there for a moment before closing his eyes tightly. He let the water run over his head and he cursed under his breath.“What the fuck do I do?” he muttered, both hands sliding down his chest as he licked his lips. He sighed, one hand stopping right above his erection before wrapping around it, the other simply resting high on his thigh.He paused. Junhyung knew he shouldn’t – he was in a relationship, they were both men, they were friends, they worked together… So much was wrong with this whole situation. Junhyung let out a breathy groan as he moved his hand up and down, his free hand cupping himself gently. He let his pace speed up.The first time might have been an accident, but this time Junhyung knew exactly what he was doing. There was no wishing that his girlfriend was there – she didn’t even enter his mind. The only thing he could even focus on was Hyunseung.I’m not going to be able to handle all of this… I want him in here with me… Hyunseung showering would be great… I can’t believe I’m even thinking about all of this…His hips rocked into his hand, the heat in the room only intensifying every feeling. He leaned back against the cool tiles, smiling softly to himself as he let his hips roll against his hand. He felt relaxed, his other hand moving to play with his lips. He absently licked his fingers, shivering a bit before letting himself suck on them gently.This was something new.His fingers muffled his moans, tongue toying with his fingers before he let them slip out, his mouth still open as he dragged his hand down his chest. Junhyung groaned, hand slipping down further to his stomach and nails dragging along his skin. He was lost in his fantasies again, trying to imagine what it would be like if he wasn’t alone in the shower, and he let his nails dig into his thigh as he bit his lip to stifle the moan that threatened to slip out. He smirked nonetheless, back arching from the tile for a moment.Junhyung felt his motions falter and he moaned loudly, hand moving to stifle the sound as he covered his mouth. At this point, his body was moving for him, his hand slipping down to his neck as his hips rocked into his hand. Thumb running easily over the tip of his cock, he massaged it softly, grip tightening on both his length and his neck.His head fell back against the tile, his hand and the pure heat of the room making it hard to breathe. He pushed down against his neck, brows furrowed as he cursed weakly. His moans were louder than he wanted them to be, and he was desperately trying not to say Hyunseung’s name, but he vaguely noticed that he was failing more than usual.The moan that fell from his lips when he came was louder than he expected, though he immediately tried to stifle it as his hips bucked into his hand. The hand on his neck tightened for a moment before he let it loosen and fall to rest by his side, and Junhyung sighed, hand still running lazily along his length.“Fuck… I just…” he mumbled, eyes closed.Junhyung stayed in the shower until the water went cold, washing up and drying off only to put on the same pair of sweatpants he’d been wearing. He walked out into the hall, flicking his hair from his face.“Good shower?” Yoseob asked, smiling from beside the door. Junhyung glared at him, rolling his eyes a moment later.“Shut up,” he snapped, and Yoseob frowned.“What’s been up with you lately? You’ve been acting really weird,” he said, and Junhyung sighed, opening the door to his room.“Nothing. I just haven’t been sleeping well,” he said, shrugging. Yoseob nodded in understanding.“Girl trouble, then?”“No! Why does everyone keep… You know what, never mind. Just… Just come here for a minute.” With that, Junhyung grabbed Yoseob’s arm and pulled him into his room, locking the door behind him. Yoseob sat down on his bed, watching as Junhyung paced around the room.Maybe if he got this off of his chest, it would be easier on him in the long run. It certainly made sense to him, and Yoseob was as good a person to tell as anyone.“If you tell anyone about this I’ll kill you, I swear,” Junhyung started, eyes narrowed at Yoseob. Yoseob just nodded, lips pursed as he leaned back. “Good. I… I’m thinking about breaking it off with my girlfriend.”“What? Why?” Yoseob asked, brows furrowed as he leaned forward. “You two were so good together.” Junhyung plopped down into his computer chair, letting out a loud sigh.“I know, I know… It’s just complicated,” he replied, glancing away. Yoseob quirked a brow before he smirked.“You like someone else already. Who is she? Would I know her?” he teased, and Junhyung pursed his lips. “Come on, tell me,” he added, whining a little but smiling widely as he pleaded with the other man.“It’s not that easy, Yoseob,” Junhyung started, though Yoseob cut him off immediately.“I bet it is someone I know. Junhyung, tell me. I promise I won’t tell anyone,” he sang, and Junhyung rolled his eyes.“Fine, it’s Hyunseung, okay? I… I like Hyunseung,” Junhyung replied, though his voice was soft. Yoseob stopped his laughing, simply staring at Junhyung in something of a stunned silence. “Fuck, I said it. Christ,” he groaned, letting his head fall back against the back of his chair.“You like Hyunseung? Our Hyunseung?” Yoseob asked. Junhyung nodded.“Our Hyunseung.”“The Hyunseung in our group?”“That’s the one.” Junhyung reached up, massaging his temples. He let out a deep breath, sinking down in his chair slightly. There was a long silence in the room before Yoseob decided to speak again.“What are you gonna do?” he asked, and Junhyung just shrugged.“I have no clue,” he replied, looking back to Yoseob. “If you tell anyone about this you’re dead, you know that right?” Junhyung said, brows raised. Yoseob nodded a few times. “Good,” Junhyung added, stretching as he stood up and went back to pacing slowly around the room. Yoseob settled in on the bed, leaning back against the wall as he pulled his knees up and wrapped his arms around them.“When are you going to tell him?” he asked, and Junhyung thought for a moment before simply shrugging.“I don’t even know if I am yet,” he mumbled, glancing out the window. “This whole thing just… I’m glad I told you, though. Thanks for not flipping on me,” he said, looking back to Yoseob with a weak smile. Yoseob smiled back, eyebrows knit with some worry anyway.“Do you… Want me to leave?” Yoseob asked, sliding forward and standing up. Junhyung leaned against the wall, arms crossed over his chest as he shrugged.“If you want to. I’m just kind of glad I could… Tell someone. I guess.” He laughed weakly, and Yoseob grinned.“Hey, if you want to rant, I’m here for you. I’ll let you be, though,” he replied then slipped out of the room with an easy wave, leaving Junhyung by himself. He threw himself down onto the bed, face covered by his hand.At least Yoseob seemed cool with this. Now he had someone to talk to about everything, and he relaxed.Maybe this would make everything easier.