If Only... (1/1)

"Damn it!" I exclaimed a started to pull m hair out of my head. Why, why, WHY?! I angrily pushed all of my things from my desk. I hear the sound of the breaking glass. I look to the floor and see a broken photo frame. At the sight of the photo behind the broken glass, I start to cry.If only... FLASHBACK:"Are you really sure?" she asked me with desperate look on her face."Yes... Everything will be okay," I winked at her as I grabbed her hand and walked to the door."I'm quite afraid... and I don't have good feeling about it," she stopped me. I smiled and gave her a little peck on the lips."Believe in me."I walked out of the house with her slightly pink cheeks. Unfortunately, the fans already knew about my hideout so outside, we were welcomed by the scream from fans."Jonghyun-oppa! Look here!" we heard from all sides. I avoided some bothersome fans and lead the love of my life behind me. She walked with her head down.  I walked fast to the car and sat her down in the seat next to the driver and went to the SMent building. There was unusual silence in the car during the ride. Bára was absent-mindedly looking outside the window. Soon, we were in our destination. It meant another screaming fans. I deeply sighed and got out of the car. I was immediately deafened by the screams of fans. I went to open the door for Bára. She nervously got out of the car and together with me walked to the building of SMent. We got on to the lift and went up to the topmost floor. We walked through long hall and at the end I knocked on big wooden door. After the call, we walked into the room."Oh... Jonghyun," said the CEO from behind the big table."What do you need? And who is the girl, who is next to you?" he lifted his head from papers in his hands for a moment."I want to make an announcement that I have a girlfriend..." I said quietly. Lee Soo Man looked at me, surprised, and put the papers on the table. He deeply breathed."Are you ready for the consequences?" he asked us seriously. I looked at Bára. She, with slightly frightened face, nodded."Yes," I answered and watched the boss, who picked up the telephone a started calling the press conference."So get ready. Everyone will be here in two hours." We nodded and left the office. We went a few floors down, where is our practice room located. We entered the room. Guys were slightly surprised to see Bára here, but soon they started to talk with her. Taemin realized that something is wrong with her so he started to do funny things to make her laugh. I was grateful for that. I know she was really afraid so I was happy to hear her laugh, which filled the whole room. I told the guys what awaits us. They nodded and started practicing. Two hours were gone in a minute and I was sitting with Bára in front of the journalists, who kept asking us different questions, and photographers, who kept taking photos.I slowly started to regret my decision to tell them everything but I didn't know this wasn't the worst thing.DAY AFTER THE PRESS CONFERENCEI started my day as usual. I carefully got up to not wake up Bára who was sleeping next to me. It was still really early. I went to the bathroom where I showered and took on some clothes. Then I quietly walked to the bed and kissed her goodbye on the forehead. I packed some things needed for practice and left.The practice was very exhausting. We were in middle of practicing new dance when my phone started ringing. I didn't pick it up but it still kept on ringing so choreographer told me to pick it up. I walked out of the room and picked it up. After the call, the phone fell from my hands and I slided down the wall. I was disbelievingly staring at the wall in front of me. I heard how door opened, someone gasping and fast steps which stopped next to me."What happened to you?" I looked up and saw Onew who looked really frightened. I started crying."Hey! You are really freaking me out now. What happened to you?" he said restlessly."Bára is in the hospital..." I said quietly. He hugged me and comforted me."And what happened to her?" he asked me."Someone pushed her under a car..." After a moment, everyone was on a way to the hospital. The doctor told us it was nothing really serious, only a slight concussion. Even though it wasn't serious, when I saw Bára sleeping in the white sheets and hospital clothes, I started to cry again and ran home...END OF FLASHBACKIf only I listened to her that time. If only I respected her feelings a bit. She was afraid the whole time...If only...