Music Room (1/1)

Chapter ThirteenDara's POV After he confessed, his driver came and then he left after saying goodbye. After I closed the door, I immidiately locked myself in my room. I jumped in my bed and hugged my pillow. No, I will not cry. I don't want to cry! I thought, but I can't help it, my tears keep on flowing down on my face. I can't believe that this is happening to me. There's so many girls out there that she may like, why Jessica? my own bestfriend.I think what I feel to Himchan is more than like. I think I love him, I think I have fallen in love with him..

I wiped my tears but there's no use. It keeps on falling. "How can I face you tomorrow Himchan-ah?" I said sobbing. "Should I avoid you? because I'm afraid that you may find out." I utter. "I'm afraid that maybe, m-maybe you might stay away from me."  I felt my heart being jab by a lot of needles. I covered my eyes using my left forearm. It's so damn hurts.   Should I confess my feelings? Or I'll just love him secretly?  A week passed, I decided to hide my feelings as long as I can. It hurts me so much everytime that I think that he likes my bestfriend, but there's nothing more painful than seeing him hurt. He often go to the Coffee Shop, I decided to tutor him there sometimes while I'm on my shift. He'll just sit at one of the tables there and order his favorite coffee, and then when I have a time to cross at his table, I'll come closer to him to teach the topic that he don't understand, then I'll give him a seatwork and I'll check it when I cross again in his table. He usually go home before it gets dark.But despite my sacrifices, I also feel happiness everytime that he'll tell me some stupid jokes, everytime I will see him smiling and everytime I see him happy. I know he's suffering too because the girl that she likes already like someone, and it's not him. It's Donghae.I am now sitting here in the swing, facing the school field. The school is open even though it's sunday, students are practicing the cotillion for the upcoming prom. Jessica invited me to join but I refused. I'm not that good in dancing. I wonder who