[M] Intense (1/1)

***'I don't want to. No, fuck off. Yunho, I told you I don't want to,' Jaejoong wails, his voice so loud and annoying that when Yunho drags him out of their apartment and stuffs him in the front seat of his car, he's absolutely convinced that the neighbors have already called the cops on him. 'Well, you will have to because sitting at home crying is doing nothing for you.''But I don't want to go to the woods! I hate nature,' Jaejoong yells, turning large teary eyes up to him and Yunho thinks how well his mate is suddenly exploiting his omega traits. Or maybe he’s always been weak when it comes to the other.The beta wields an unreasonable power over him and he would drop to his knees and kiss his feet if he simply asked.But staying home is doing both of them no good. Yunho thinks he’s going crazy the longer they stay cooped up in their apartment.'Oh, come on, stop that wailing of yours. I'm not killing you, just making sure you get a lot of fresh air and-''Insects,' Jaejoong finishes the sentence dramatically. 'Yes, ok, maybe some insects but you don't have to worry about them. I will make sure to protect you from the-''Snakes,' Jaejoong adds and Yunho takes a deep breath.He tells himself that this is nothing, that this is just the beginning and this is important. He can do this.'Snakes?''Or potential snakes. I don't know. Grizzlies maybe? And panthers. Definitely panthers-''Jaejoong, we're going to a local forest, not the jungle! Where are you going to find panthers and snakes there? And grizzlies? I don't think those things even belong on the same continent.''Yeah, but you never know,' the beta shrugs as the car starts moving to which he lets out a heart-shattering sigh. Yunho almost caves in and lets him out but deep inside he knows he cannot give up this easily. There will be much more challenging situation to conquer in the future so he must be strong.He's a manly alpha, dammit, he cannot give in like this!'I'm hungry,' Jaejoong mutters and Yunho shoves a sandwich in his face, blushing at the thought of how much he struggled in making them. It doesn't matter if he's a manly alpha, if his mate wants to eat, he always needs to be prepared.After all, Jaejoong’s been a bit useless these last couple of days.After that ridiculous visit to the hospital, Yunho practically had to drag him home. His mother kept fussing over the poor beta who looked like he's just seen the ghosts of their grandfathers dancing on the remains of his dignity. 'Cannot be true, such bullshit cannot be true,' he had muttered, stubbornly refusing to acknowledge the happy news. Yunho hadn't celebrate only because he treasured his teeth. Jaejoong had been seething in anger and Yunho had been a little scared.All his fighting spirit had deflated soon, disappearing completely once they had made it back home. The beta had huddled himself into the covers of the bed and stayed there for three days straight. He had stopped crying after the first day, preferring to blankly stare at the wall instead. And Yunho? Yunho had been nothing but an angel to him but even his patience was wearing thin.'Why is this happening to me,' Jaejoong mutters as he munches on the bread and stares out of the window. His whole stance suddenly seems so small and vulnerable that Yunho wants nothing but to draw him in his arms, huddle him there for the rest of his life and somehow make him feel better about this.'You should stop being so pessimistic and look at the bright side of it all,’ so he suggests, eyes trained on the road. 'The bright side of this all? There is a bright side?' the beta's eyes flare, head snapping to look at his mate. As long as Jaejoong's angry, he's not sad and Yunho will take an angry Jaejoong over a moping one any day. 'You knocked me up when I didn't even know I could be knocked up! And Heechul thought I was mental but turns out I'm a weirdo instead! Ha! Serves him right, professional my ass, for not knowing I’m a mutant. So how is there a bright side to this all? It's like I’m an omega without any of the fun omega parts and an alpha without any of their strength. How does this make me any different from what I was before?''I guess the only difference is that you're knocked up now?' Yunho tries helping, earning a hit on his arm and a very pissed creature in the passenger seat. 'A knocked up beta... Yunho, that sound terrible! I don't want to be a knocked up beta! I thought being one was bad enough but this is even worse. A fertile, feral beta! It’s like I haven’t evolved at all! Someone like me should probably not even exits-'Yunho makes a sharp turn to the right, slamming on the breaks which makes Jaejoong go all umph and fall forward. He stops the car at the side of the road and unbuckles his seat-belt. With his eyes bright red he glares at his mate who's now eyeing him suspiciously.‘What?’Roughly he takes his face in his arms and turns his head to look at him. 'Hold your mouth for once, Kim Jaejoong. Don't you dare to say that. Don't you fucking dare to even finish that sentence,' he hisses, making the smaller male whimper, 'because you're not talking about your life only now. When you say that someone like you should not exist, you're saying that someone like me shouldn't have a mate. You really think I don’t deserve happiness?''But Yunho, if you didn't have me as a mate-' Jaejoong whines, holding onto the other's hand, his own trembling slightly, 'you would have someone else, someone better and not broken like-''No,' the alpha shuts him up by kissing him. He's not kind with him when he leaves him breathless and gasping for air. 'Because you're not broken. You're perfect. I love you. You make me happy and I want you. Don't you see it? I am crazy about you, I’m insane, and I don’t want anyone else. If you say something more about it, I will screw your brains out in this car. Right here on the side of the road where anyone can see. Maybe that will make you realize that I mean every word I tell you.''Ok, ok,’ Jaejoong mumbles in defeat, his cheeks coloring at the vivid imaginary, 'but if you want sex, why are we going to the woods?' The alpha grins at that, patting his beautiful mate's cheek, and gives him another kiss on the lips. 'Because I'm going to screw you in the woods,’ he announces and Jaejoong stares at him with wide eyes for a while. He turns back to the street dumbfounded and doesn’t say a word for the rest of the ride.   -- Turns out there's less screwing than he hoped for and more building a tent again. Once again Jaejoong is faced with all the bells and whistles to build one and no understanding of how to. 'You sure that this is it?' he asks skeptically when he faces the alpha. Somehow he remembers there being more parts last time. 'Yes, this is it. It's really not that difficult. It's an even easier one than the last one so you should have absolutely NO problems putting it together.'’But the last one had a manual,’ Jaejoong looks at the poles in his hands, then back at Yunho, then back at the poles and the assuring tone in the alpha's voice is not convincing him. 'Are you going to help me?' he wonders, more like begs with his eyes.'Do you want my he