The Confrontation (1/1)

"Nyx are you okay?" Emerald pushed open the door to find me sprawled miserably on the bed. I had an extreme mental breakdown just now and I'm in the final stages of feeling sorry for myself.  "Um... You're feeling sorry for yourself right...? That's what I would probably be feeling if I was in your place." I just stared at her blankly. The Games was bad enough without all this emotional pain around.  "Look Seungri got some food just now... Would you like some?" I shrugged, too tired to speak.  "Never mind. I'll be going now." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Nyx?" Seungri came in. "You're alright right?"  I sighed. Seungri was the closest thing to family here... "No I'm not." "I know. Suddenly face to face with someone who almost killed the only family you had... It can be a little overwhelming." "I'm going for a walk." I picked up my black hoodie and stalked off into the night, Seungri shaking his head behind me.  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  I don't know why, but I suddenly found myself in the Wushu weapons room. After about thirty minutes of walking around, I started to feel drowsy and a little bit better, so I settled down near a rack of spears and buried my face in my hands. I barely realized that I was sobbing quietly in my hands until my hands turned completely wet.  And then there was a small, almost inaudible shuffle of feet behind me.  I stayed in the same posit