[M] Chapter 8 (1/1)

I am so sorry I haven't updated in almost 2 months I've been so busy with school starting and getting a new job, I haven't had much free time. At least this chapter is long? Sorry for the wait again :( Jaebum's POV When Jaebum was thrown out of his house as a teenager, he felt utterly alone. He was just a naive 18 year old with no sense of how to fit into the adult world. Thank god for Jackson Wang. Jackson and his family welcomed him without any questions or judgement. For that he was thankful, so he worked hard in their coffee shop, determined to show them his gratitude. When Jackson's parents moved back to China, it was up to Jackson and Jaebum to raise the prestige of the small cafe. The following months were hectic, but it just made their friendship stronger. They made a tradition of taking a weekend off each month. Jaebum would buy as many snacks and soda bottles that he could fit into his arms and then stuff them into Jackson's car. Then Jackson would just start driving. He let the road take them on adventures.Once, they made a pit stop by Jaebum's old house and threw eggs at his parent's van. Jackson claimed it would liberate his soul, and to be honest, Jaebum did feel a lot better after that. Jaebum always thanked his lucky stars for having such a loyal best friend.It was a month later that two new figures would join Jaebum and Jackson on their monthly road trips.Bambam and Yugyeom showed up at their doorstep-two broke college students desperately needing money. Jackson and Jaebum were just as desperate for an extra pair of hands, so Bambam and Yugyeom were hired on the spot. They instantly got along with Jackson. It took a bit longer for Jaebum to warm up to them, because he had trust issues after the incident with his parents. But once he got to know Bambam and Yugyeom more, Jaebum felt like a father to them. Even if he always grumbled about them being annoying, they knew how much he cared. Like when he heard that some local kids were picking on Bambam, he hunted down the bullies and showed up the next day at the cafe with bruised knuckles.It wasn't long before the 4 of them grew a tight bond. While Jaebum had been kicked out of his home, he found a new home among the staff.His life became like clockwork. He got up early, fed Nora, worked at the cafe, and then came home to cuddle with Nora (or on some occasions, Jackson would drag his sorry ass out for drinks). Jaebum actually liked having a set routine. After a rocky childhood Jaebum kind of appreciated that his life was calm and eventful.Sure, Jaebum would have the occasional one night stand or even blind date, but nothing ever became a commitment. No one ignited that spark that all the romance movies talked about. Jaebum said it was because no one out there was good enough for him. Jackson said it was because he always had a stick up his ass, and Jaebum promptly smacked him in the head.Despite his lack of relationships, Jaebum thought he was pretty satisfied with his current life. Between work and keeping up with his photography, there wasn't room for anything else-until Junior came along, demanding room in Jaebum's life.When Jaebum first saw Junior splayed across the sidewalk, he was annoyed that someone was disturbing his usual peaceful cafe atmosphere. But as he kept looking at the stranger on the floor, he felt his resolve wavering. He blamed it on the fact he was always a sucker for men in suits. Junior looked like some sort of fallen angel. His inky, black hair was tousled and his suit was rumpled, but somehow he still managed to look incredibly handsome. He had a strong jawline, but he was also adorned with soft cheeks framed by his long eyelashes. His lips were plump and pink, and Jaebum wondered for a second if they felt as soft as they looked.But it was when Junior's eyes flickered opened and centered on Jaebum that Jaebum felt like the breath was knocked out of him. Junior's eyes were just as beautiful as himself. The moment didn't last long though, because Jaebum told himself to snap out of it-the boy was probably bad news. He defaulted to his usual expression-annoyance. He yelled at the boy to go away. The boy had looked up at him with round, terrified eyes, making guilt trickle into Jaebum's chest. Still, he told himself not to trust a pretty face, and he kept yelling. Just when Jaebum thought the boy was finally going to leave, Jackson showed up to rope Junior into their cafe.Part of the reason Jaebum had been so grumpy at Junior joining the cafe was not only because their staff dynamic was disturbed, but because he was scared that the devilishly, handsome boy with pretty eyes would distract him. In time his fear had proven right.They did have a rocky start. Junior and Jaebum were both head strong and stubborn. Jaebum was pretty serious at work, and to be fair, Junior was too...most of the time. But Junior had a sharp tongue and snarky comments about the way Jaebum did things. Jaebum gritted his teeth at Junior's endless teasing. Jackson found it all too amusing. The maknaes were just glad someone else was at the other end of Jaebum's wrath.Jaebum really wanted to get the upper hand with Junior, but Junior wasn't going to let that happen. Well, Jaebum thought, at least I'll find him so annoying that I'll never develop feelings for his annoyingly cute face.Wrong.Jaebum tried to remain annoyed-he really did-but he eventually found himself looking forward to their banter every morning. And to the crinkly eye smile Junior would give him every time he cracked a horribly corny joke. And to the deep conversations they would have while closing the coffee shop at night. And to the way Junior would cling to his arm whenever he asked for a favor.He looked forward to any interaction with Junior. It was when only the thought of seeing Junior at work sent his heart racing, Jaebum he knew he was fucked. Jaebum tried desperately to hide his growing feelings, but it was hard when Junior latched onto him like koala. He stuttered, and mumbled, and blushed whenever Junior was around. Jackson made sure to always tease him about.There was one time when Junior had asked Jaebum to hold a wobbly cafe table still as he stood up on it to change the light bulb. Junior had finally finished screwing the bulb fixture back in place and asked Jaebum, "Does it look okay? I'm not sure I did it right."Jaebum gulped, looking at Junior's butt which just happened to be right in his face, "It looks good."Junior sighed in relief, "I can finally come down now."Jackson had been casually observing from the side and prompted, "That's a shame, I think Jaebum-hyung was enjoying the view."Jaebum choked on air. Shame colored his cheeks, because Jackson had been kind of right. He had been staring at Junior's butt from his convenient position. Meanwhile, Junior stumbled as he came down from the table, when he heard Jackson's comment. Jaebum easily caught him by the waist, causing both of them to blush even more at the proximity. Jackson just rolled his eyes and walked away.    While Jaebum was known to be possessive of Junior, Junior also had his moments.A customer had been blatantly flirting with Jaebum as he took her order. As usual, Jaebum was oblivious. The girl went as far as writing her number on a napkin. She was about to hand it to Jaebum when Junior popped out of nowhere, seething, to snatch the napkin away.Without missing a step Junior curled an arm around Jaebum waist, "Babe, after you're done could you help me bring some boxes into the back?"Jaebum looked like a dear caught in headlights at the sudden affection, "S-sure.""Thank you, babe." Junior punctuated the whole scene by planting a loud kiss on Jaebum's flaming cheek. He waltzed away, but not before sending a glare to the girl who was standing by the counter with her mouth hanging open. Jaebum made sure to bring it up later when everyone else had left and it was just the two of them closing up the coffee shop. Junior was putting up chairs when Jaebum came up behind him. He wrapped his arms around Junior's small frame and nuzzled his face into Junior's hair. Junior instantly leaned back into him and hummed in content."So, what was that today at the register?" Jaebum asked, amusement already creeping into his voice."What are you talking about?" Junior replied innocently and Jaebum snickered because he knew Junior wouldn't admit to anything that easily. Jaebum turned Junior around and effortlessly lifted him up onto the table. He tucked his face into the crook of Junior's neck and marveled at how soft he was and how good he smelled."You called me babe and kissed me on the cheek in front of a customer" He said against Junior's neck. His lips curled up into a smile when felt Junior shiver beneath his touch. "W-what I can't be affectionate to my boyfriend?" Junior said indignantly. My boyfriend, Jaebum liked the sound of those words on Junior's lips.Jaebum lifted his head to see Junior pouting down at him with a determined frown, trying to look menacing. But frowning only made faint whiskers appear around his eyes and he resembled an angry kitten."You're cute when you're jealous." Jaebum felt giddy at the idea of Junior being possessive of him."I wasn't jealous." Junior squirmed in his embrace, but eventually deflated when Jaebum began to press kisses at the base of his neck. "And d-don't call me c-cute." Junior's voice wavered at the end and Jaebum knew it was because Junior was sensitive around his neck.Jaebum bit down at the tender skin by his Adam's apple and Junior mewled, grabbing the front Jaebum's shirt in his hands, eyes squeezing shut and the wrinkles became even more prominent around them, just like a cat. Junior may protest this later, but with the way he looked like right now, Jaebum was convinced that Junior was the cutest thing he had ever laid eyes on.Junior let go of Jaebum's shirt in favor of cradling his face so they could kiss. Jaebum slipped a tongue into Junior's mouth like it was second nature-as most things with Junior were. Junior tasted like cinnamon from the latte Jaebum had made specially for him an hour ago.When Jaebum had given Junior the latte, he had coupled it with a cheesy pick up line-"I like you a latte." Bambam's ew could be heard from half way around the world. In Jaebum's defense, it was partly Jackson's idea. Junior had turned tomato red and managed to stammer out a thank you before pecking Jaebum on the lips and making Jaebum turn the same shade of red as him. Jaebum was incredibly embarrassed at his own cheesiness, but it was worth every second just to see Junior's face light up and know that he was the reason behind it.They had been shy then, displaying public affection in front of Jackson and the maknaes, who would surely tease them later. But now that they were alone in the closed coffee shop, Junior and Jaebum were far from shy around each other. Their lips smacked loudly together as Jaebum increased their pace. Junior's hand tugged at the base of his hair, causing Jaebum to groan into their kisses. Jaebum's noises encouraged Junior to tug harder on Jaebum's hair and wrap his legs tightly around Jaebum's waist, bringing their bodies flush together.Jaebum toyed with the top button on Junior's shirt and slyly popped it open as he distracted Junior by nibbling on his bottom lip. Junior's hips bucked up into his own and Jaebum's heart kicked up a gear, already hopeful as to where this would be going. He placed a steady hand on the small of Junior's back and began to grind his hips against Junior's. Junior's grip in his hair became so tight, Jaebum wondered briefly if he was going to get a bald spot. Any coherent thoughts were eventually scattered like mice when Junior moaned hotly into his mouth and Jaebum felt his jeans grow tighter. Jaebum boldly ran his hand along the waist band of Junior's pants, ready to slip his hand in."W-wait." Junior gasped and peeled Jaebum's offending hand away. "We can't do this in the middle of the coffee shop on a table where people eat." He wrinkled his nose, "That's just dirty."Jaebum didn't care much for keeping the dignity or purity of the coffee shop, especially when he was half hard already and the sight of Junior's puffy spit-slick lips and flushed cheeks were sure to make him completely hard in a few more seconds. But Junior was already buttoning his shirt back up, effectively and unfortunately, hiding his bare skin. Jaebum grumbled at the loss.Junior patted his cheek playfully."Come on, hyung. We still have a lot of work to do if we want to get home before midnight."Home. Junior called his apartment home. Jaebum loved the pure domestic feel of it-going home to make dinner together, washing dishes while playing the Arctic Monkeys in the background, and sharing shy kisses right before drifting off to sleep in his bed.In the end, Jaebum was more of a distraction than help. He was constantly winding an arm around Junior's waist or trying to cope a feel of Junior's ass every time he bent over to wipe a table. After half an hour of Junior helplessly swatting away Jaebum's hungry hands, they finally finished closing the cafe and headed home.Junior leaned heavily on Jaebum as they walked into the apartment. "I'm so tired."Jaebum placed his hands on Junior's shoulders and began to gentle massage him, "How have you been sleeping lately? Anymore nightmares?"Junior's memory loss had always been a concern for him. Jaebum had eventually dragged Junior to a local clinic to at least get a quick check up. According to the small clinic, Junior seemed to be perfectly healthy. But there were still nights where Junior woke up in a cold sweat. Jaebum always made sure to soothe Junior with a hot cup of tea and a warm embrace. It still broke his heart to see Junior suffer. He wanted to take away the pain. But he didn't know how. Especially when Junior had suddenly stopped talking about his dreams.Jaebum couldn't deny the fact he was curious about Junior's past. Or the fact he would have the occasional thought of Junior having a significant other that he couldn't remember. It was just a nagging little thought in the back of his mind. But Jaebum tried his best to push it away. He told himself, he should just focus on making Junior happy in the present.Still he wondered...Junior sounded wary as he said, "I'm fine."Jaebum lifted Junior's chin up with a single finger, "You know you can tell me anything. Especially about your dreams. Did you remember anything unpleasant?" A boyfriend, I don't know about? The little voice nagged and Jaebum shushed it."No." Junior said a little too quickly."Okay, but-mph" Jaebum was cut off when Junior looped his arms around his neck to kiss him. Jaebum felt a little breathless after Junior pulled away. "I thought you were tired," Jaebum said. The rational part of his mind, told him to not drop the subject of Junior's dreams so easily, but then Junior was skimming his lips of Jaebum's jaw, ""I'm not that tired." Jaebum's arms tightened around Junior's wait."Besides," Junior continued, now pulling down the zipper of Jaebum's bomber jacket, "I still need to shower." The jacket was slipped down Jaebum's shoulders. "And I don't want to go alone." Junior's fingers slipped under the hem of Jaebum's shirt. He blinked up at Jaebum, coyly biting his lip, "Will you join me?"Suddenly all Jaebum could process was, Junior's eyes, Junior's hands, Junior's lips, Junior, Junior, Junior. Jaebum's coherent thoughts were effectively shut off, and he hastily pulled Junior towards the bathroom.    Junior had been acting strange lately.Well, not just Junior. Jackson, Bambam and Yugyeom were being a little odd too. He had caught them, on multiple occasions, whispering among themselves like they were gossiping or conspiring. Every time he asked what they were talking about he was given half-assed answers. He felt out of the loop and slightly irritated that his boyfriend had secrets with other guys he didn't know about.Jaebum learned to ignore their suspicious behavior until his birthday arrived. Then he was really pissed off. No one had said happy birthday to him, not even Junior. To top it off, Jackson had sent him a few towns away for a large delivery. It was pain in the ass, unloading all the boxes to the top of an apartment complex, but he managed it in the end.On his way back to the truck, he got a call from Junior.Junior’s melodic voice rang through his phone speakers, “Hey hyung! How’s the delivery going?”“Just finished. Should be back in an hour or so-“ Jaebum stopped talking abruptly as he collided violently with a stranger.The stranger he collided with was knocked to the ground. He glared up at Jaebum.“Shit,” Jaebum cursed, “One second, Junior.” He quickly pocketed his phone and extended a hand to help the stranger up.“I am so sorry. I didn’t look where I was going.” Jaebum braced himself, he was certain the man would start yelling insults at him. Instead, the man gave him a funny look, “Did you just say Junior?”Jaebum was a little thrown off, “Uh, yea...he’s my...boyfriend, who was on the phone, when I bumped into you.”The stranger blinked at him, “Huh, that’s funny. I had a friend I called Junior.” He looked a little sad as he spoke.“Honey, I think we should go. The man looks like he was in a hurry.” A women, that Jaebum noticed for the first time, was standing to the side. She looped her arm with the man and patted his hand.“Right.” The stranger mumbled, “Sorry. To bother you.” He said to Jaebum.“No, I’m sorry for running into you.” Jaebum apologized once again.As they walked away, Jaebum could still hear snippets of their conversation.“Mark…are you okay?” The women said.“Yea, it's just, well, he reminded me of Jinyoung.” The man sounded miserable.The women sound tired as she said, “You need to let him go.”And that was all Jaebum heard before they walked out of earshot. The conversation was a little strange, and there was slight uneasiness left in his stomach. For a second, he briefly thought about investigating, but then decided it was probably nothing. He fished his phone out of his pocket and finally answered Junior, “Hey, you still there?”“Yea. Everything okay?”“Yup. Like I was saying, I’ll be back soon.” Jaebum paused before saying, “I miss you.”Junior giggled from the other side, “I miss you too.” Jaebum could hear a faint, “ew” in the background. Probably from Bambam.“Jaebummie, when you get to the café. You’re going to let Yugyeom drive you straight home, okay?”“Huh? Why aren’t you going to be there when I get back?”“You’ll see. Bye hyung!” Junior hung up abruptly. When Jaebum finally made it back, Yugyeom greeted him with a suspicious grin. Just like Junior said he would, Yugyeom offered him a ride home. Jaebum didn't understand Yugyeom's insistence on coming up with him to his apartment, until he opened the door and was met with a face full of confetti and a earful of screaming. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" was screeched into his ear.The lights of his apartment were flicked on and he gasped at the sight. Jackson and Bambam were holding a birthday cake as Junior lit the candles. The living room had been cleaned up a bit and there were balloons taped to every surface area. A sloppy birthday sign was hung haphazardly across the bookshelves. When Jaebum turned his head a bit more, he saw the kitchen. It was mess. Flour was sprinkled all over the counter and there were eggshells on the floor. Jaebum couldn't find it in himself to be mad. Instead he felt a pang of fondness for group.Yugyeom came up behind him and slapped a birthday hat on his head, "Let's celebrate!"After recovering from his shell shock Jaebum managed to blow out the candles. He didn't really know what he wanted to wish for considering he felt like he had everything he needed, so he settled on one thing: I wish Junior stays by my side forever."I bet he wished for something cheesy," Jackson commented afterwards. Jaebum tried to look nonchalant as he fought a rising blush - he mentally cursed Jackson for knowing him so well.Jackson brought out champagne for a toast, but since Jaebum didn't own any fancy wine glasses they drank the champagne out of coffee mugs. Everyone had prepared a small sentimental speech for Jaebum. Jackson said something about Jaebum being the best friend he could have ever asked for. Yugyeom and Bambam thanked him for being such a "dad" and putting up with their antics. Junior told Jaebum that he was the best thing in his life.By the end Jaebum was desperately trying to wipe his damp eyes on his sleeves. He eventually gave up and embarrassingly bursts into tears."He's actually crying. Oh my god, someone take pictures." Bambam crowed. Everyone piled on top of Jaebum for a group hug. They might've bruised one of his ribs in the process, but Jaebum didn't care. He was happy.  After filling themselves on several slices of cake, beer, and meat, they put on some anime to watch. It may seem like an uneventful birthday, but this is just what Jaebum wanted. A simple, relaxing night with his friends and his boyfriend.There wasn't much space in his living room but Yugyeom managed to squeeze into the lone arm chair and pulled Bambam into his lap. Bambam easily curled up against him, like a cat. Half way through the anime, they tried to share discreet kisses. So, Jaebum shouted from his seat, "No making out on my furniture!"Junior, Jaebum and Jackson tried their best to fit into a loveseat meant for two people. In the end Junior ended up halfway on Jaebum's lap with his feet thrown over Jackson's legs. Nora also joined them by snuggling into Jackson's side.Half way through the anime marathon Junior excused himself to go to the bathroom and get some rest because his head hurt. Jaebum was insistently worried and was about to chase after him but then Jackson clamped an arm around his shoulders, "Stop following him like a lost puppy."Embarrassed, Jaebum sat back down and tried to focus on the movies. He couldn't really concentrate, especially when the rest of the group keep shooting him these creepy looks, like they were onto something that he wasn't. Jackson got a notification from his phone half an hour later and suddenly sprung to his feet. "Alright time to cut the party short. It's getting late...Today was fun, have a good night hyung." Jackson said everything quickly as he left. Yugyeom and Bambam were also leaping to their feet.A little bit stupefied at the abrupt change of plans, all Jaebum could manage was, "Um-"."Bye, hyung!" Bambam said as he ran out the door.Yugyeom was the last to leave, "Make sure you check your room right after. Okay?" He winked before closing the door. Jaebum frowned in confusion. What was going on? Jaebum finally made his way back to his room. He expected Junior to be curled up cutely in the middle of the bed, hugging a pillow. That was the usual for most nights.But when he swung the door open, he was met with sensual music playing softly in the background. The only light on was his bedside lamp. There was a lone chair in the middle of the room. He stepped carefully into the room, as if scared to disturb the serene atmosphere. His heart was already picking up in pace, and he didn't know exactly why.Just as he wondered where Junior was, Junior stalked out from the shadows like cat. Jaebum inhaled sharply.During his surprise party, Junior had been wearing plain boot cut jeans paired with fluffy sweater. He had looked so adorable and cuddly. The picture of pure innocence.But now Junior was wearing the skintight leather pants he had bought with Bambam a while ago. The leather was stretched taunt over the sinuous curves of his thighs and hips. As Jaebum kept dragging his eyes up Junior’s body he took note of the shirt Junior wore. It had mesh sleeves and a criss-cross v neck that showed off slivers of Junior’s chest.Junior sauntered over to Jaebum and ran his hands up Jaebum’s arms to rest on his shoulders.  At this distance, Junior peeked up at Jaebum from beneath his long eyelashes and Jaebum realized there was eyeliner smudged in the corner of Junior's eyes, accenting his doe eyes, making him look feline and dangerous.Fuck.Jaebum tried to remember how to breathe, "J-Junior…""This is what your last birthday surprise is," Junior said, voice incredibly low."What is?" Jaebum felt like his knees were growing weak from having Junior standing so close, dressed like this. He wanted nothing more than to throw Junior against the bed and devour him whole, but something told him to wait and see how this would play out."This," Junior said again and Jaebum was pushed back until he fell clumsily into the chair.Jaebum tried to say something, but then Junior surged forward to kiss him. The kiss was plain filthy, rough and needy, verging on sloppy. It made Jaebum's hands clench in his lap and blood roar in his ears. When Junior pulled back, Jaebum's eyes trailed after his slightly swollen lips hungrily.The kiss was so different from all the sweet ones they had shared that day. Jaebum had gotten so use to Junior’s soft, kitten-like kisses that this kiss knocked his world off balance. He felt like he was about to cross into a new territory."What's-" Jaebum attempted to form words again, but Junior shook his head. "Be patient, hyung." Junior slipped the remote to the stereo out of his pocket and raised the volume. There was a prominent blush on his cheeks, indicating he was embarrassed. He gave Jaebum one last sheepish look before closing his eyes.Junior tapped his foot to the beat and rolled his head back to reveal a tempting expanse of neck. Jaebum briefly thought about how much prettier it would look with marks made by his teeth. Jaebum’s attention snapped down to Junior’s hips, which were now swiveling in languid circles. Junior dragged a hand from the collar of his shirt, down his chest, to the top of his pants. His eyes fluttered open and settled on Jaebum with a piercing gaze.Jaebum's stomach dropped as he finally realized what was happening. Junior was dancing for him.Junior kept moving his hips in a way that should have been illegal in all of South Korea. He opened his legs to drop down with the beat and rolled his body as he came back up. Junior’s body moved like he was spineless, like he was liquid fire igniting a desire so deep within Jaebum that he feared he wouldn’t be able to control himself for much longer.Junior walked up to Jaebum and towered over him. Jaebum’s automatically reached out to touch Junior, but Junior swatted Jaebum's hands away. “Not yet.” He scolded and Jaebum felt helpless. So he opted for touching himself instead. He let one of his hands lazily palm his dick over his pants. Junior looked momentarily flustered at Jaebum’s shameless display and Jaebum grinned with satisfaction at finally having a little power back. Junior schooled his features back into indifference and turned around, so Jaebum could see exactly how tight Junior’s pants were around his pert ass. Jaebum palmed himself harder.Junior reached his hands back to place them on Jaebum’s thighs and Jaebum sighed in relief when there was finally contact between them. Junior pushed Jaebum’s legs slightly open and settled on top of Jaebum's knees. Junior began to rock his hips back and forth. He eventually moved his hips in circles again, thrusting his ass back as he slid further up Jaebum’s lap.Jaebum felt like pulling his hairs out, and the fact that Junior's ass only barely grazed his dick each time he moved his hips drove Jaebum crazy. His jeans were already uncomfortably tight around his growing erection. Jaebum couldn't help himself and brought his hands to rest across Junior’s ass. (God, does he love Junior’s ass. He loves it even more when it's grinding down on his thighs) Junior’s fingers dug into the sides of Jaebum's thighs as he dragged himself up and down Jaebum’s lap in a steady rhythm, following the music.Junior got up and Jaebum tsked at the loss of heat. But then Junior was turning around and dragging a hand through Jaebum’s hair to tilt his head back, as he plopped himself, facing forward, right on top of Jaebum’s dick. Jaebum let out a loud groan, hands flying to Junior's thighs. Junior began to bounce in his lap and Jaebum savored the feeling of Junior's thighs flexing in his grip.Junior was effectively holding in his noises by biting his bottom lip, but Jaebum had no shame and his head fell back on a moan, “Aaah, Junior.”Junior took it as encouragement and ground his ass against Jaebum's erection, ruthlessly. Their chests bumped together as they panted heavily. Jaebum ran his hand underneath Junior's shirt to touch his feverish skin and feel the way his torso moved. Junior’s shirt ended up rucked up to his armpits because Jaebum kept dragging his hand up. Jaebum used all of his strength to push at Junior's back, trying to make the distance between them nonexistent. The feel and slide of Junior's body was so enticing. Their current contact didn't feel like enough, Jaebum needed more. He needed to feel more of Junior. His hips lifted off the chair to get more friction, but it was still not enough. Jaebum wanted to bury himself inside Junior, go beneath his skin and stay there forever.The chair squeaked precariously when Jaebum began to thrust upward to meet the increasing pace of Junior's hips. Junior spread his legs wider to settle more fully onto Jaebum's clothed dick. "Fuck," Jaebum cursed. He pressed his face into the center of Junior's chest to muffle his moans, but the overpowering scent of Junior's musk and sweat made him moan even loader.The heat was coiled so tightly in Jaebum's gut, that he thought one more roll of Junior's hips might just send him over the edge. But then the song came to an end and Junior stopped all movement in his lap. It was like a switch had been flipped. Junior exchanged his white-knuckled grip on the back of the chair, to a tender hold of Jaebum's nape. He shrunk in Jaebum's arm and nuzzled his face into Jaebum's neck, breathing still erratic."Did you like it?" Junior sounded shy and unsure. Jaebum was quick to reassure him by shifting his legs so Junior could feel exactly how hard he was, "You have no idea how much I liked it."He lifted up Junior's chin and saw how hard he was blushing. Jaebum's heart ached so, so, much at how endearing this boy was. "You looked so," He kissed Junior. "God damn, sexy." Another kiss. "I could just eat you." Junior shivered at the implication of his words."Actually, I was thinking." Junior smoothed out the collar of Jaebum's shirt. He leaned in close to whisper in Jaebum's ear, breath tickling him, "I want to ride you tonight."If Jaebum hadn't already been hard, he would have been now."Are you sure?" Jaebum was surprised he could even speak right now."Yes." Junior asserted. Jaebum could tell Junior's fingers were shaking a little as he unbuttoned Jaebum's shirt, so he rubbed soothing circles into the small of Junior's back. "We don't have to-""I want to." Junior confirmed and finally slid the shirt off Jaebum shoulders. Jaebum let Junior run his hands down his chest. His stomach fluttered with excitement when he saw Junior lick his lips. Jaebum curled his hands around Junior's thighs to lift him up. He set Junior on the bed as gently as possible, like he was taking care of the world finest china. Even if the animalistic side of him screamed for him to push Junior down on the bed and have his way.His heartbeat stuttered in his chest when he saw Junior sprawled beneath him. Junior's pupils were dilated, swallowing all the brown warmth that Jaebum had grown use to seeing. There was glazed look to Junior's eyes as he looked up at Jaebum, mouth slightly agape in awe. His black hair was splayed across the pillow like a halo. Jaebum thought Junior does look just like angel. An other worldly being, too beautiful and pure, that Jaebum felt like he was tainting Junior as ran his hands under his mesh shirt.But in a second, the innocent image was shattered. Junior whimpered at his touch, exhaling the name, "Jaebummie..." in a voice that sounded so filthy that Jaebum knew he would blush anytime that nickname was used in the future. Junior arched his back so Jaebum's hands slid further up his chest right up to his erect nipples, and Junior (the little devil knows exactly what he's doing, he's no angel) sighed with satisfaction when Jaebum flicked one. Junior's slender hips bucked up into the air desperately. "You like that?" Jaebum mused and Junior's only response was a guttural moan. Feeling brave, Jaebum shoved Junior's shirt up to his armpits and leaned down to drag his tongue over his nipples. Junior squirmed under him and the movement caused their crotches to brush against each other, making Jaebum moan this time.Junior pushed himself upright to take off his shirt. The reveal of bare skin made Jaebum's mind delirious with desire, and he suddenly needed to see more of Junior. He decided to help speed up the process by unzipping Junior's leather pants and yanking them down, maybe a little too forcefully and quickly judging by Junior's surprised squawk. His throat went dry when he saw Junior wasn't wearing any underwear. Christ. This boy will be the death of him.He growled impatiently when the pants got stuck around Junior's ankles, "Damn it, how do you breathe in these?" Junior let out a soft giggle that sounded so beautiful Jaebum wanted to keep it as his ringtone. He couldn't help himself and pressed a tender kiss to the inside of Junior's thigh, while staring at him fondly.Once the offending pants were tossed to a dark corner of Jaebum's room, he finally admired the way Junior was laid out for him. Completely naked. Skin flushed a rosy pink. Body plaint and ready to please him. Miles of skin for him, and only him, to see. Junior looked ethereal like this and Jaebum thanked his lucky stars that Junior came into his mundane life. He felt a rush of possessiveness, wanting no other man to see just how beautiful Junior could be. He wanted to wrap Junior in his arms and lock him away in his apartment forever, shielded from the prying eyes of other people who might want to snatch him away.Junior cleared his throat, "You're staring." He mumbled, embarrassed.Jaebum skirted a hand down Junior's chest, admiring the way the soft lamp light accentuated all of Junior's angles and curves, "How can I not?"Junior tugged Jaebum back down for a kiss, teeth clicking before they set a rhythm. Junior broke the kiss, but didn't pull away immediately, just pressed his nose into Jaebum's cheek. "You're so cheesy," he kissed Jaebum again, slowly, "And you're still wearing clothes."Jaebum laughed at this because Junior actually sounded upset at his current lack of undress. He leaned back to slip his shirt over his head, just as the fabric goes past his eyes, Jaebum saw a flash of Junior gulping. He wiggled out of his jeans and began to slowly tug his boxers down, but then Junior's hands were back on him yanking his pants down the rest of the way."Someone's eager." Jaebum smirked as he reached for lube hidden in his bedside drawer.Junior huffed, "It's your fault.""How?" Jaebum said, climbing on top of Junior and straddling his hips.Junior's eyes darkened as he trailed his gaze from Jaebum's toned chest down to his hard cock between the thick thighs that straddled him. "How?" Jaebum asked again. Junior said in a quiet voice, "Don't you know?" He ran his fingers from Jaebum's knees to his thighs, "You make me crazy." Jaebum gulped at the honesty and hastily clicked open the bottle of lube.He began to pepper Junior's face with kisses in order to distract him from any possible pain as he traced a slicked finger around Junior's rim. "Hyung!" Junior hiccuped when Jaebum inserted the first finger. Junior's hands immediately went to his sides to clench at the sheets. He whimpered as Jaebum moved his single finger around. "You're so warm." Jaebum grunted. "And so tight." Jaebum hissed at the sight of Junior slowly becoming undone.By the second finger, Junior's hands came up to grip at Jaebum's shoulders and he breathed heavily by Jaebum's ear. By the third finger, Junior was snapping his hips erratically down onto Jaebum's fingers. Jaebum had to close his eyes for a second-the sight too erotic for him to bear.Jaebum twisted his fingers, grazing Junior's prostate, and Junior moaned out his name. The sound went straight to Jaebum's dick and he wanted, needed, to hear it again. He pumped his fingers in and out, "Say it again."Junior looked blearily eyed down at him, "W-what?" His voice sounded wrecked.Jaebum slowed his fingers down to half speed, "My name."A deep red bloomed on Junior's cheeks at the request and he just shook his head. But Jaebum was ruthless and completely stilled his fingers. Junior whined and tried to roll down on his fingers to create friction, so Jaebum used his other hand to grip Junior's hips in place. "Say it." Jaebum demanded.He let one finger slowly scrape the insides of Junior's hole, as if he was trying to coax the noise out of him. And it worked, because a cry was ripped from Junior's chest, "J-Jaebum!"Jaebum's heart tugged at the sound his name on Junior's lips. He wanted to be the only name Junior would ever moan."Again." Jaebum urged. Junior shook his head again, lips pressed tightly together. Jaebum tsked at this and lifted the hand on Junior's hips to Junior's mouth. He pushed his thumb against the seam of Junior's lips, causing them to fall open, "Be a good boy." Junior eventually threw his dignity out the window and with another twist of Jaebum's fingers he was chanting, "Jaebum, Jaebum, Please."Junior reached down to tug at Jaebum's wrist, whined for him to get on with it, making Jaebum chuckle at Junior's pleas. Jaebum got off Junior and laid besides him. He propped his head up on an elbow and beckoned to Junior with a coy, almost smug, smile. Junior fumbled with the cap, and pouted when it wouldn't open. Jaebum felt an urge to kiss his pout away, but then Jaebum's brain short circuited when Junior drizzled lube into his palms and clambered into his lap, cock sliding against his tense thighs. Jaebum let out a grateful sigh as Junior ran his cool hands up and down his cock, coating it with lube. The touch was tender and feather light.Junior looked at him with wide doe eyes, bottom lip pulled between his teeth. Jaebum wondered how Junior managed to look so innocent while doing such a dirty action. Jaebum felt like getting his camera and taking a picture of Junior like this to keep in his drawer as a prized possession."Hyung." Junior murmured, pulling Jaebum out of his filthy thoughts. "I'm going to make you feel good." And that's all the warning Jaebum got before Junior aligned himself above Jaebum's straining cock and sank himself down. Jaebum jerked up like he had been shot as soon as he felt the tight warmth envelope him, "Junior," he choked out. The edges of his vision were going blurry, but he breathed in deeply to steady himself. Jaebum gripped Junior's hips, trying to regain his sanity. He managed to ask Junior, "You good?" Junior only nodded weakly and Jaebum squeezed his hips in reassurance. Junior placed his hands on Jaebum's chest to keep himself steady. He rocked his hips once, twice, and the friction was so good that an embarrassingly loud moan was squeezed from Jaebum's chest. Junior grinned down at him and stilled for a second before deliberately clenching around Jaebum's cock. Jaebum shuddered all over, grips on his hips becoming incredibly tight, "You're going to kill me."Junior laughed prettily, "I'm the one with a dick up my ass."Junior's fingers dug into his chest as he lifted himself up and down on Jaebum's lap. Jaebum hissed when he felt his cock hit the back of Junior's hole each. Junior's eyes were squeezed tight, covered slightly by his sweaty hair. He let out small whimpers each time he slammed his hips back down on Jaebum's cock. Jaebum watched in an arousal drugged haze.The sight of Junior riding his dick, might be the most beautiful thing Jaebum had ever seen. Junior glowed even in the dim light. His cock dripped precome onto Jaebum's stomach. Jaebum swallowed around the lump in his throat-the picture that Junior painted as he rode him was something that deserved to be capture, blown up, and hung in Jaebum's photography room.Junior's knuckles were white as he grasped the sheets by Jaebum's shoulders, so Jaebum pried them from their hold and intertwined their fingers. He brought one of Junior's hands to his lips and grazed his lips over Junior's knuckles. "You're doing great, baby.""H-hyung," Junior moaned and squeezed Jaebum's hands.Jaebum could tell that Junior was getting tired from having to keep lifting his hips and his pace slowed down. But Jaebum's aching cock still needed desperate friction, something to take off the ease. Jaebum decided to take control. He looped his arms under Junior's arms and flipped them over so he was looming over Junior. Junior gasped at the sudden change in potion and then cried out when Jaebum slammed his cock back into him.Jaebum self control ebbed away, and his thrusts became frantic-almost brutal-as they chased his impending orgasm. The force of Jaebum's thrusts pushed Junior all the way up onto the bed and his head flopped back against the headboard with a thump. Junior clung to Jaebum's biceps as if it was his lifeline, "Yes. Yes." Junior mewled, "Right there. Ah."Their gazes locked in the middle, and the emotion in Junior's eyes stole his breath away. There was open adoration and trust in them.  Three words rolled around Jaebum's tongue as he continued to fuck in to Junior, hard.Junior's head bounced against the head board again, but he didn't seem to mind. He lifted his hands to push Jaebum's damp bangs out the way and held Jaebum's head between his clammy hands. "Jaebummie," Junior whispered hoarsely against his lips, "You feel so good inside of me." The words had first settled into Jaebum's chest the first day he saw Junior and had grown in strength with each smile and giggle Junior sent his way. He hadn't necessarily been unhappy before Junior, but with Junior unraveling in his arms, Jaebum discovered a new level of happiness he wasn't aware he could feel. Jaebum couldn't take it anymore, he finally blurted out, "I love you."Junior's eyes widened and his body went rigid. Jaebum had a momentary moment of panic but then realized Junior was just mid orgasm, so he increased the pace of his hips. Junior's back arched off the bed, it looked almost painful. His skin slid deliciously against Jaebum's chest as he released between them, Jaebum's name spilling from his lips.It wasn't long before Jaebum's own vision became blurry as the orgasm tore through him. He bit Junior's shoulder to muffle his obscene moan. Once he regained his senses, Junior pushed himself up to meet his lips, "I love you, too." Junior sounded breathless, "I love you. I love you." Junior's eyes gleamed with unadulterated joy. They stared at each other with smiles that could've lit up all of Seoul's streets on the darkest nights.Eventually they had stop smiling at each other like love-struck idiots when the mess between their legs became uncomfortable. Jaebum pulled out to grab his discarded t-shirt, and Junior made a small noise of discomfort, still sensitive. Jaebum immediately fussed over him, brows creasing in deep concern. He couldn't bear the thought of causing Junior any harm. Junior swatted him away with a gentle smile, "M'fine. Go get cleaned up." Jaebum obediently went to get a damp towel to clean himself and Junior. "We should shower," Jaebum suggested. But Junior just whined and pulled him back down onto the bed, "Stay." He locked his limbs around Jaebum, snuggled right into his chest."Clingy." Jaebum said, amused. Junior nipped at his neck in retaliation. "Is that an invitation for round two?" Jaebum teased. Junior gasped, scandalized, and tried to free himself from Jaebum's grasp. But Jaebum held on with a iron grip. He doesn't plan on letting go of Junior anytime soon. Junior eventually settled back down with a content sigh.Jaebum's gaze wandered over to his phone resting on his bedside and was surprised to see it was lit up numerous texts."What the-" He reached over Junior to pick it up.One text from Jackson, 'So how was it?' Then, 'Damn how long are you gonna take. I want details.'One from Yugyeom, 'Make sure Junior can walk tomorrow, he has to help me with deliveries.'One from Bambam, 'Did you guys get kinky?'Another from Jackson, 'OMG are you still not done? I guess I underestimated your stamina, old man. XD'When Jaebum turned back to Junior, Junior wore a sheepish smile. "So the kids and Jackson might have helped me plan this out for your birthday," Junior jutted out his bottom lip and widened his eyes, even batted his eye lashes up at Jaebum for good measure, "Don't be mad."While Jaebum might have been annoyed at the kids teasing, Junior immediately made it dissipate with just the bat of an eyelash-literally. God, he's become such a softie."Hyung," Junior practically purred as he slid a warm, teasing leg between Jaebum's thighs. Jaebum immediately forgot about the kids, and instead cooed at Junior curled up in his arms."Baby," Jaebum's murmured right by Junior's ear, "Are you tired yet?" Jaebum trailed a hand down Junior's chest to his navel and his eyes fluttered close on a whimper.    Junior was the first thing Jaebum saw when he woke up. He was pressed into Jaebum side with his thumb near his mouth-looking as innocent as a baby. The sunlight coming through the window cast a soft glow on Junior, making him look even more youthful. But then Junior shifted and the blanket slipped past his shoulders, revealing the bruises scattered across his nipples and belly button. It reminded Jaebum of how un-innocent Junior could be. Jaebum decided to get his lazy ass out of bed and go make breakfast. He felt like he was walking on sunshine and clouds after last night. He even went full out for breakfast by making American style pancakes-Junior's favorite after Jackson treated them to a special breakfast at his house. As usual he was feeling like being cheesy so he does his best to make the pancakes heart shaped. He smiled at the thought of Junior's reaction, probably pink cheeks and a stammered thank you.He was flipping pancakes when his cellphone rang. A familiar voice greeted him from the other line in accented English, "HEY MAN!"Jaebum grinned and responded back in Korean, "I see a year studying in America changed you.""YEA MAN! I CAN SPEAK ENGLISH NOW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Youngjae boomed in a loud voice.Jaebum pulled away the phone with a wince, eardrums ringing, "My birthday was yesterday, Youngjae."Youngjae reverted back to Korean, "Ah sorry hyung, I tried to call you yesterday but I was on a plane. Better late than never right?"Jaebum chuckled, "I guess you're right. How have you been? I missed you.""I've been great! I learned so much, I've got so much to tell you. Oh, and I'm coming by the coffee shop tomorrow.""Tomorrow? That's great! I bet you've missed Korea.""Yea I have, but there was shit storm waiting for me at home."Jaebum frowned, "What happened?""You know that wedding I bartended right before I left for America? Well when I got home, my home phone was flooded with old voice mails and missed calls from the groom and some other lady.""Oh no...were they complaints?""I don't know. I only opened up the first voicemail so far and it was just this guy, which I think was the groom. He sounded frantic and asked me to call back. He also mentioned something about police and me being a key witness? It made me a bit scared to be honest. I don't know what happened. I'll try to call them back later today to figure out what's going on.""If you have any trouble, you know that me and the rest of the kids are willing to help anyway we can.""Thanks hyung," Youngjae sighed. "But enough with depressing stuff. Tell me, whats been up with you."Junior's face immediately flashed in Jaebum's mind. "I have a boyfriend.""A boyfriend" Youngjae gasped. "No way. Whats his name.""Junior." Jaebum bit back another smile. He felt like a schoolgirl telling her friend about a crush.Youngjae snorted, "What type of name is that? Is he a k-pop idol or something?"Jaebum laughed, "No, but it is a long story. I'll tell you when you come to the cafe.""Okay, hyung. I can't wait to meet him! Well, my cab is here so I have to go. BYE-BYE!" Youngjae finished in English."Bye, Youngjae." Jaebum shook his head in amusement. Seconds after Jaebum hung up, Junior walked into the kitchen. He was clad in only boxers and Jaebum's sweatshirt-a fact that pleased his slightly possessive side. Junior rubbed his sleepy eyes with sweater paws and offered him a shy smile. Jaebum's heart melted at the sight, "Come here." The need to have Junior back in his arms was immediate.Junior wobbled over to him and tucked himself under Jaebum's chin-his favorite place to be. He peeked over Jaebum's shoulder and let out a small gasp. "You made breakfast.""Well your cooking skills aren't that great, so it was up to me." Jaebum said and Junior stepped on his toe. "Don't be mean.""I still love you, bad cooking skills and all." Jaebum cupped Junior's disgruntled face in between his hands and placed a gentle kiss on his nose. Junior bit his lip as soon as he heard Jaebum mention love and him in the same sentence."I love you." Junior whispered, as if it's tender secret between them that no one else can now, "More than anything." Jaebum's eyes disappeared into crescents.Later when they were seated and eating breakfast, ankles locked together under the kitchen bar, Jaebum noticed that Junior kept sneaking glances at him. "Do I have something on my face?"Junior shook his head and looked slightly embarrassed as he said, "I'm just happy you're mine."Jaebum almost coughed on his pancakes, but composed himself and tried to be smooth. He picked up Junior's hand resting on the table and pressed it to his chest, as if Junior could feel his heartbeat, "And I'm happy to be yours." As Junior broke into his trademark beautiful smile, cat whiskers appearing around his eyes, Jaebum thought that his world was complete. Things were turning out to be alright and he prayed nothing would change.    Jaebum's prayers go unanswered because two days later, everything did change. The morning had started off as usual with Jackson and Junior being more awake than normal people should be. Jaebum was off grumbling about an unclean spot on the counter. Bambam was back hugging Yugyeom as he washed the dishes.Suddenly Jackson screamed, "SUNSHINE IS HERE!" from the front of the store. The maknaes immediately dropped their tasks and took off sprinting towards the door.Junior was currently in the bathroom, so Jaebum walked to the front without him. As expected he was met with, well, an actual sunshine. Youngjae was standing there, floppy hat sitting on his head, and a smile that rivaled the brightness of the sun. The maknaes flanked him on both sides as they pestered him with questions about his almost year long trip. Jackson clung to his back like a koala, refusing to be left out on the fun.As Jaebum approached him, Youngjae cried out, "Hyung! It's so good to see you!" Jaebum pulled him from the group's clutches into his own bone crushing hug and laughed when Youngjae yelped."I brought you all souvenirs from America. I'll get them out in a sec." Youngjae mumbled around a mouthful of Jaebum's jacket pressed in his face from the hug. "But first, hyung you still have to introduce me to your hot new boyfriend." Youngjae winked.Jackson threw an arm back around Youngjae's shoulders, "You missed so much while you were gone.""I'll got get him." Jaebum rushed to back, excitement coursing through his veins at being able to show off Junior. When he finally found Junior, he dragged him to the front, quickly explaining, "I want you to meet someone.""Oh? Okay." Junior said, slightly dazed.As they walked back to where Youngjae was, they saw Youngjae was distracted by pinching Jackson's very red cheeks. Jaebum almost felt bad at interrupting their tender moment but burst in anyway, "Youngjae! I want you to meet Junior-my boyfriend. Junior this Youngjae, he is a very good friend of ours. He's like the group's baby."Youngjae looked up with a smile, but then his face froze. His hands flew to his mouth, eyes widened in shock-like he had seen a ghost. "Oh. My. God. Park Jinyoung!?!"Jaebum's smile faltered, "You know him?"Youngjae ignored his question, still focusing on Junior. "Park Jinyoung!" He rushed forward and gripped Junior's shoulders. "What are you doing here?" He began to shake Junior shoulders almost desperately. "They think you're dead! Mark and your mom, they are devastated!"Jaebum looked frantically between them, his brain was spinning as he tried to comprehend what was going on. Junior looked pale, "What-"Youngjae barreled forward, almost hysterical. "Jinyoung, Jinyoung. What are you doing? I know you were heartbroken but you shouldn't have run off like that. You have to talk to them. For God's sake. And Mark, oh Mark, he's a mess."Junior only seemed to be getting paler and paler. Jaebum interfered, prying Youngjae off Junior. Junior had begun to shake uncontrollably, looking absolutely terrified.Jaebum was about to say something, when Junior crumpled to the floor and Jaebum rushed forward to catch him. His stomach dropped with Jinyoung's form, his world felt like it was tilting one side. Jackson was immediately there to help him and haul Junior to the couch, to see if they could revive him. The maknaes fluttered behind them nervously.Jaebum looked down at Junior, the boy he thought he had gotten to know so well in the past year, now suddenly became a stranger. There was intense panic bubbling in Jaebum's stomach and he turned to Youngjae, "What's going on?"Jaebum didn't like the look of sympathy in Youngjae's eyes as he said, "Jinyoung is your boyfriend?"Jaebum swallowed the bile building in his throat, Jinyoung? Is that his name? "You mean Junior?" Jaebum said, trying to hold onto his sanity, onto what he knew. "Yes, he is. You know who he is? Tell me, or so help me God."Youngjae looked nervous, "It's a long story. But I need to make some phone calls first." He was already pulling out his phone and dialing numbers. He sent Jaebum one last sympathetic glance before he turned away to talk on the phone."Hello, Mark? You might need to sit down for this. I have some news." Youngjae rambled into his phone.