[M] Back To Being Me (1/1)

“So, what do I do?”Ahreum grips on the side of her couch, pursing her lips together and looks around in the circle of the League of Ehwa Elite Ladies. It’s the day they share with each other their one, most important dream within the league members and after that, the whole league would hold to an oath that they would try their best to help each other achieving the dreams in until death do them apart. Ahreum was the last and right now, they were staring at her with each of their jaw drop and eyes fixed on Ahreum. The youngest in the circle clears her throat, embarrassed and uncomfortable. She never had so much attention like this from the league members eversince she joined them. Wonder if she had made any mistake by telling them about it.About how she doesn’t have tiny bit of lust.About how she wants a certain boy to understands her and to love her as much as she does to him.About how she doesn’t care what it takes, she just doesn’t want to be lonely anymore.“Goodness,” Eunjung said, breaking the pin-drop silence. Q-ri who sits the nearest to Ahreum proceeds to give her a really tight hug while at her right, Soyeon pats her head.“I’ve never imagined this kind of thing exist, you should’ve told us earlier,” Jiyeon taps her finger under her chin, her face is still amused.“Said someone who studies Sociology,” Hyomin gives her a dirty look. Well, somebody doesn’t study much in the league, that’s proven.“Girls, Ahreum needs our help. What do you say?” Eunjung take control of the discussion again, staring at each of the ladies while Q-ri is still hugging Ahreum tightly.“I say, nail that boy down. Chances to get another like him is so rare, go get him!” Soyeon suddenly shouts and everybody joins in cheering to Soyeon’s answer. Eunjung smiles and puts up her palm to settle everyone’s down. She stares at Ahreum with the most gentle eyes, as if trying to feel what its like to be in her shoes.“We’re so in this, Ahreum-rang,”The next thing they do, they’re taking an oath by cutting a little on their finger tips until it oozes blood and mixes a drop of each inside a Swarovski bowl together. Ahreum is overwhelmed with warmth and sense of belongings. She couldn’t imagine how her life would be without all the sworn sisters that she had right now.And now, they’re all together to help her out.The league has spoken.Secures Do Kyungsoo for the one and only Lee Ahreum.______________________________________Kyungsoo felt a goosebump while trying to sleep. Its not that chilly in his bed but he felt like something cold just passes around him. He look to his alarm clock just besides him, its near 3am and he sits up. He couldn’t sleep.After an hour of video call with suit and bow-tie Chanyeol before he sleeps just reminds him of how much he misses his boyfriend. He wants to hold that long fingers and feel that sweet, apple musk scent on his lips. Kyungsoo reaches his palms up a little, estimating the height of Chanyeol and pretends he is caressing the new brunette hair on his man.Sighs.Man, he can’t handle a day without Chanyeol going back to his hometown then what about the holiday and semester break? He sighs again, burying his face in his knees.“Ah, Chanyeol what to do, what to do. . . .”He mumbles to himself, rocking himself back and forth as if doing that would give him the answer he is looking for. It was entirely different when Chanyeol is Seoul but they couldn’t meet. Kyungsoo could tolerate that for weeks and maybe months knowing that Chanyeol would be there, just within his reach. But knowing Chanyeol were miles away, with his family, a place where he came from, Kyungsoo couldn’t help feeling worried.He knows, Chanyeol was never known as a gay man at the first place. He has a reputation of a playboy who changes girlfriend like he changes clothes.What would people think of Chanyeol when they reveal that Chanyeol is dating a guy.Moreover, with a guy like him. A nobody.Though Chanyeol never told him about his family, he is pretty sure Chanyeol came from a wealthy shack. He realized his attire was never something cheap and that apartment in Itaewon where they made love in, just gave Kyungsoo the red, big sign that his boyfriend is indeed a rich kid.So, his boyfriend is medic major, came from rich family, popular in class, friendly and a gorgeous motherfucker who had turns his life upside down.He suddenly feels angry and rolls himself inside his pillow. Right.So what is he? Do Kyungsoo. Music major. Musician wannabe. Yoo Young Jin fanboy. A fail indie artist. A part-time worker at many places. A son of average salaryman and a loving housewife.Kyungsoo lifts his head a bit, asking himself why all these questions went jabbing out of no where to himself. Probably this is the reason he can’t get a wink of sleep.  Jessica noona told him it is important to relax and clear your mind before you hit the sack but Yuri told him that Jessica can sleep in whatever situations so her advice is invalid. He chuckles a bit thinking of that.Without Chanyeol, he wouldn’t be able to come out of the closet and meet Yuri and Jessica. Maybe without meeting Chanyeol, he wouldn’t even get to know Ryeowook and Kyuhyun, then without Ryeowook, he wouldn’t be able to get a chance to see Professor Yoo Young Jin that he admires a lot.How important Chanyeol is to him and how great of changes in his life that his boyfriend had bring.Now that he misses him even more, he didn’t know how to handle.Thinking of Chanyeol.Chanyeol’s long limbs and strong arms enveloping him, heating up the both of them with that gentle and loving brace. His long bony fingers caressing Kyungsoo’s face. His slight orange pink, dry, cracked lips on his nape, breathes and tingles under his skin. The same lips that he kiss, that long, wet tongue tasting inside his mouth and teeth, too much that Kyungsoo needs to bite to stop him.“Kyungsoo, stop!”He protests to himself. His heart beats so fast, now the sound of Chanyeol’s voice lingers inside his head, the deep laugh when he teases him, the smooching, sinful sound when he whispers.Kyungsoo feels dirty. He is half hard and he is still protesting himself, he must not think of Chanyeol this way. Must not.Chanyeol is his lover. He loves Chanyeol. He really do. And he shouldn’t. Never. Think of Chanyeol as his object of lust.Yet, here he is, getting all worked up over the imagination of his own lover. He didn’t want all these. He must resist. Because Kyungsoo’s love is pure. His love for Chanyeol isn’t only about the intimate times that they had together.Kyungsoo is at the verge of tears.He couldn’t fight it anymore. He is warm all over his body, his heart beating a little too fast and his pajama bottom is tight. Its uncomfortable, he doesn’t feel good at all if he continues to ignore.With huge guilt inside him, he slips in one hand inside his pants, blushing so hard as he reaches to his groin, embarrassed even though he knows he is alone and nobody would knows about it. Wrapping one hand on it, he closes his eyes tight, lips pursing, brows frowning. What is he doing?Chanyeol’s low deep voice isn’t there to guide him like before. But Kyungsoo remembers all, single words that he said.And that’s enough to get him starts pumping. His lips gaping slowly, sharply sucking oxygen. Theres a rush of comfort going all over his body, making him pumps faster. “Babe, does it feels good?”Kyungsoo remembers that one time when Chanyeol asked him the question while he is circling his nipple with that tongue. Kyungsoo salivates two of his fingers and motions them on his chest, finding that erected nipples and imagines it as Chanyeol’s tongue.Chanyeol has a pattern, he would caress Kyungsoo’s inner thighs before gently spreading it wide and that’s exactly what he did to himself. Chanyeol’s hands would find that hairs and balls to tease him before using two of his long fingers to scraps the sides of Kyungsoo’s already wet erection.Kyungsoo remembers everything, the facial expressions, the touches, the sensations.“Baby, don’t tease me, don’t…..”He pleads, eyes watery, feeling that height of pleasure but immediately went lower when he slows down the pump on his hot, raging rod. Chanyeol would smirks, he would kiss him lovingly and told him its not the time yet. Kyungsoo would whimpers, displeased and angry but Chanyeol knows exactly what to do with him.That is the moment where Chanyeol would unzip his own pants slowly, giving Kyungsoo a show, an eyeful of his long, naked body, sweats glistened on his abs and his hip bones leads him to much lower place. He remembers everything. Chanyeol’s everything is too sexy, too gorgeous, too much that he could handle.It doesn’t take long for Kyungsoo to imagine Chanyeol thrusting inside him while he pumps himself in a ridiculous speed, awaiting for that height of pleasure explodes and left him high for a split second. He had his pajama shirt rolls up inside his mouth to keep his moans and groans from escaping too loud.“Baby, you’re so tight around me,”“Baby, look at me, I want to see your face,”“Kyungsoo baby, I only need you,”“Kyungsoo, I love you,”“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………………..Chanyeol!!!”Kyungsoo creams himself violently at the shout of his boyfriend’s name. He pants a little before reaching to the box of tissue and cleans himself.He feels lewd. Guilty.What would Chanyeol think of him if he knows about this, filling lonely nights with the imagination of him while pleasing himself.Why can’t he be more in control of himself.Why can’t he keep his love pure.Do he really likes Chanyeol or do he likes Chanyeol for his fine physique alone?All the throbbing questions fades as he drifts himself to sleep with tears streaming down his cheeks.The notion of unbearable guilt. ______________________________________Chanyeol wakes up a little earlier before the alarm, with a little uneasiness inside him.He sits up, sends a text to Kyungsoo with a simple good morning. Stretching himself a little, he looks to himself in the mirror. What a fine, fine man. He told himself, smiling. There is no question that Kyungsoo is a lucky man to have him. His phone rings.Not Kyungsoo.“Hey,”“Hey, so. Your offer last night, is it still on?”“Luna?”“You didn’t save my number?”“You’re calling from a private number,”“Oh. Oh, yeah. I. Uhm. Inside the limo and I forgot my phone,”“You want to spend time with me so much that you left your phone home?”“Don’t be too full of yourself, I’ll pick you up in half an hour,”“That’s a little out of conventional, wasn’t it supposed to be the gentleman who picks up the lady?”“You’re not a gentleman and I’m not a lady, screw it. Half an hour, oh. Make it 29 minutes,”“Where are we going?”“Downtown,”“Now you’re talking,”________________________________It’s the first day of working at the kimbap shop. Kyungsoo came early, the ahjumma told him to come earlier than Kai since she needs his help to arrange ingredients then only Kai could carry out few stuffs and starts taking orders from clients.So here he is, greetings the ahjumma, hangs his jacket, washes his hands and ready to work. Office ladies start to jams in the shop with much of Kyungsoo surprises. Its evening and these ladies fancy some kimbap for dinner? Oh, well. Better do his best then.When he starts to work, he saw Kai through the window, coming out from a rather luxurious car.What?There is someone inside the car but Kyungsoo couldn’t see, the windows are made pitch black and Kai leans over with a smirk on his face. A hand stretches out from the window, manicured nails with bright red paint, handing Kai a few bills. Kai kisses the hand and leaves.Kyungsoo couldn’t digest what he just saw. His eyes are popping out and the ahjumma shrieks from his expression, asking him angrily to not show that kind of face around her again. Kyungsoo laughs, saying he couldn’t help his expression, its natural. Kai comes in and greets everyone, Kyungsoo could see the chattering around the office ladies. So, they come to see him?“The advertisement works,”“What advertisement?”The ahjumma shows him her phone. On the screen, there is a picture of Kai changing his shirt and the caption “Sexy waiter at your service, every evening! Come to Mama’s kimbap shop!” Kyungsoo stares to the ahjumma. She defended her ideas by saying she needs people to recognize her shop and now that she have fairly good looking employee, why not make use of him? Kyungsoo shrugs, didn’t want to have a say on this.“Hello,”Kai greets, changed his rugged clothes before with the shop’s uniform. The ahjumma almost jump at the sound of his low voice, he gets a lecture as well, to control his voice and not to sound too low. Kai frowns but he nods anyway. He gives a look to Kyungsoo and the cook mouthes ‘just go with it,’ so Kai just agrees.The kimbap shop is surprisingly busy at the evening, the ingredients they have for the evening shift are all used up and while Kai with the ahjumma needs to explain to the long queue customers, Kyungsoo is mad tired. He enjoyed it however, thinking that he gained the new skills of preparing kimbap at the speed of light. Feeling a little thirsty, he went to find something to drink, he is sure the ahjumma won’t mind one or two cans of drinks from the refrigerator but something purplish pink caught his attention at the kitchen counter.Kyungsoo grabs the bottle, its written in Japanese and looks cute with all the hearts on the label. New brand? He shrugs and breaks the plastic cap, proceeds to drink some.Oh, yuck. It tastes a little too thick, like oil but it is sweet with sugary grape flavor. Kyungsoo couldn’t take the taste so he puts some in a glass and mix it with a little tap water. Ah, it tastes better now. He lets out an ‘aaaaaaaahh’ after finishing the whole bottle.“The ahjumma left and told us to restock for tomo-….Oh, shit,”Kyungsoo looks up, seeing Kai at the door frame with the most appalled face he had ever seen on Kai. The younger boy quickly grabs the bottle from Kyungsoo’s hand and examines it.“You drank everything?!” Kai’s voice sounds a little mad. Oh, darn it. Is that Kai’s? Kyungsoo palms his face.“Oh, God, its yours? Sorry, I saw the bottle and gets curious,”“Why didn’t you ask first?! SHIT!”“Hey, I’ve said sorry. Look, I’ll pay you back,”Kai looks to Kyungsoo with a frown. Shaking his head as if in disbelief.“You are, naïve, you know?”“Watch what you said!”Kyungsoo really didn’t like Kai’s attitude, acting like he knows everything and treating Kyungsoo like he is the stupid one. Kai puts his hands on his hips, pursing his lips while facing down to the floor. Did he regret what he just said?“Hey, you’re 20 right?” Kai looks up, eyes worried.“Yeah, your hyung,” Kyungsoo folds his arms against his chest, he thinks Kai needs to learn some manners and he is ready to lecture.“Fuck.”Why it is that Kai has a habit of swearing to everything that he said? Sometimes he wonders if he hates him so much to that extend. But that doesn’t matter, right now, Kyungsoo needs to clear the kitchen and go home. He needs to study a little bit more for morning class tomorrow.Crash.Within few seconds, Kyungsoo found himself being thrown to the wall with both his hands pinned by the much larger young man. Alarmed, he shrieked but Kai envelopes his mouth quickly with his own lips. What the fuck is happening?Ah.This is really weird. He feels hot all of the sudden and starts sweating. He doesn’t mean to but he kisses back, legs trembling and his eyes shut. Kai is one hell of a kisser, he starts off sweet and slips in few kinks to the kiss slowly.  What? Kai let go of the kiss and start grinding his hips on Kyungsoo, he was madly surprised and wants to scream but he found himself moaning instead.“That potion is really fast,”Kai examines Kyungsoo’s face, placing a palm on Kyungsoo’s lips preventing the eager older man from trying to kiss him. Kyungsoo couldn’t understand what Kai is saying but he could only think of kissing that rosy, pink lips.  Kyungsoo found himself hardly breathing and his lids are so lazy, close to closing but it didn’t happen. Its like, he was driven to look like that, to make the person in front of him sees him like this.This feels like drunk, he is out of control but he knows all of these shouldn’t happen and totally wrong.“You should’ve take only one table spoon but you’ve drank it all,”Has Kyungsoo been blind? Kai is such a beautiful human being, he wonders if he licks on that tan skin, would it tastes like caramel? Chocolate?What is he thinking?Kyungsoo hits his head backwards to the wall behind him, trying to gain some rationality. Kai covers the back of Kyungsoo head, releasing his hands from being pinned. Kyungsoo wants to push Kai away and be angry, but his hands are cupping Kai’s face instead, asking for more kiss.“Shit is so effective, look at you, this wasn’t meant for you really,”Kai exclaims, mauling under Kyungsoo’s fly. He unzips it quickly and Kyungsoo looks helplessly how Kai unbutton his pants, pulling down whatever that is hanging on his torso. He wants to protest but he feels too light on the head. There, his cock sprang forth with maddening veins underneath and even twitching. What the hell where did that come from? He was just doing normal things before, cooking, making kimbap, cleaning so how did that even happen? Just from few kisses of a young boy? This can’t be possible.Kyungsoo isn’t that horny nor desperate. He just had actual sex with his boyfriend, two days ago.Kai grips one hand on Kyungsoo’s cock and gives it a slow lick on the slit. Kyungsoo whimpers, feels like he gets electrified all over his body. The kneeling boy continues with another hand lightly grabs the balls underneath, making Kyungsoo’s head jerks to the sky. “Kai…. What…”Kyungsoo is actually asking angrily inside his head but in reality, he sounds more like he is pleading. He looks as Kai squats down, kneeling, facing directly to his twitching cock.“I’m here to save you,” Kai hold out a chapstick, slides on his lips then uncap a small bottle with blue liquid inside and puts some inside his mouth.Kyungsoo couldn’t think at all, he is trying to keep on breathing while watching Kai do his things.His vision is cloudy, but Kai on this kind of vision is really appealing. Kai looks up, meeting Kyungsoo’s eyes as he licks his lips carefully and kisses the tip of Kyungsoo’s rosy dick. Kyungsoo purses his lips, his last bits of rationality told him to at least not moan. He closes his eyes, didn’t want to see whatever Kai is doing to him. Kai pumps slowly, taming the twitching little Kyungsoo before mouthing them inside his wet, slippery mouth.Kyungsoo gasps aloud, his dick is wet and he feels the mixture of cold and hot, deliciously minty inside Kai’s mouth, courtesy of the blue liquid Kai had inside his mouth. His senses running wild that he couldn’t think at all but Kai’s mouth deep-throating him skillfully. Kai’s hands grabbing Kyungsoo’s rears, pushing him to get his cock inside his mouth even deeper. Kyungsoo trembles, he is really close at coming, even faster than he ever had in his life.But those tiny bits of rationality in his brain cells made him teary in the eyes a little. Kai licks a stripe up to the hilt and saw Kyungsoo is almost crying. He sucks on the tip and pulls off a little.Pop. The sound of Kai’s lips letting go of the really, hard dick.“If you feel so guilty, imagine its your boyfriend doing this to you,”He said, spreading Kyungsoo’s legs wider and teasing the hole beneath him with his fingers, making Kyungsoo jolts. He continues to mouths him, Kyungsoo had no choice. He closes his eyes, trying to imagine Chanyeol’s the one giving him head. It is almost impossible. Chanyeol isn’t as skillful as Kai underneath him right now. Chanyeol’s sloppy job is what makes him, his Chanyeol. Its just so hard to do it and he couldn’t get his boyfriend’s face to be inside his brain right now.Kyungsoo continues to cry. At the same time, he could feel that he is almost there, the tightening feeling inside his stomach, the rush of blood inside making him feels even more hotter. 3 more seconds and he lose it into Kai’s mouth.“Look at me,”Kai directs, his voice husky. Kyungsoo, still crying, looks down as ordered. Kai gave him a lustful look with half-shut eyes staring directly into Kyungsoo’s eyes, showing to him whats inside his mouth and  swallows every single drops of Kyungsoo, licking his lips mischievously. He even sucks whats left on Kyungsoo’s penis.Kai knows how to please just too well. Too well.Blank.____________________________________________________________ “I’m going to leave you, for the better,”“Kyungsoo, I can’t live without you! Don’t you love me?”“I love you, more than anything in this world, but leaving everything behind for me. Isn’t that too selfish of you? Of me? Of us?”“Kyungsoo! No! Don’t go!”“You’re always the one in my heart Chanyeol, nobody would replace you,”“Kyungsoo… please….I beg you…”“I am just one of your memories. Please let me go.”Chanyeol wakes from his slumber forcefully, breathing heavily with sweats all over his face.He continues to breathe, trying to calm down.That dream is so real.About Kyungsoo going to leave him simply because he is rich.Kyungsoo’s eyes are sad. He said he isn’t fit for a prince like him. He said Chanyeol needs a queen. Not a tiny musician like him. He can’t be a queen. Let alone being a King. He can only be a musician and he shall left.For Chanyeol’s sake. For the kingdom that Chanyeol owns. For the princess that is destined for Chanyeol.Chanyeol wipes the sweat on his face, closing his eyes, trying to clear his mind. The sad eyes, the sad smile. Though the whole dreams looks like an ancient drama, it looks too real. It sounds really like Kyungsoo. To let go of everything for the sake of others.He runs his fingers over his hair trying really hard to calm down. Its just a dream. Its just a dream. Kyungsoo would never leave him.Not now, not soon, not in anytime.Chanyeol checks his the time on his phone, a wallpaper of him and his boyfriend at the café. His thumb caresses the image of Kyungsoo smiling happily. His one and only lover.He must have been thinking a little too much lately, to even dream like that. Or its probably because he spent the whole day with Luna, forgotten the fact that he is, in relationship with someone. But it was a friendly day out, reminiscing their childhood days together. Why did Chanyeol feels so wrong about it?That only moment when Chanyeol felt so guilty he needs to choke himself to death is when he kissed Kris and let him gave him a head, but even that doesn’t affect him to the extent of dreaming such ‘consequences’.  Chanyeol inhales deeply and exhales slowly.They didn’t get to video call today. He was trying to get to him but Kyungsoo didn’t pick up the call. He is worried but after that, he got a text from Kyungsoo “Sorry, baby. I’m just too tired today. I’ll call you in the morning?” which is quiet surprising knowing that Kyungsoo only calls him baby when they’re having sex. Hopefully, Kyungsoo aren’t looking for a phone sex next morning, he really needs to rush and drives his mom to the pharmacy’s factory which located quite far from their home.Chanyeol just realized one unread message. It was sent after he went to sleep.Its from Luna.“I had fun staring at your ears today,”Chanyeol smiles widely. This girl, who she thinks she is to even criticize his ears. They are going to see each other again tomorrow, for dinner with his mother. Hopefully they aren’t spilling where did they went today since their parents are extra careful on shaping their heir and heiress the prince and princess, the role model for the youth in the whole town. Being at the downtown at the neighboring county sounds like a getaway or something as if they’ve lived a stressed life and that’s the last thing they want their parents to think of.The prince lies his head on his arms.At the verge of sleeping back, he was thinking.He is probably going to miss Luna a lot when he gets back to Seoul._________________________________“Thanks noona, I’ll return it to you today,”Kyungsoo heard a deep voice that isn’t Chanyeol’s. It sounds younger and a little clearer. A hint of innocence. He wants to wake up but he feels too exhausted. The room is too bright, has the sun risen? He needs to go to a morning lecture.Wait.He was supposed to study last night after work. At the kimbap shop.Kimbap shop.The view of Kai mouthing his private came up.Kyungsoo quickly sits up and look all over his body, checking by looking around his surroundings. He is fully clothed but that’s not his and it’s a little too big, this room is not his, not even Chanyeol’s.“Oh, you’re awake already?”The freshman knows he is fully clothed but theres an urge inside him that he needs to cover his body with the blanket on him immediately when he heard the voice. His eyes shoot pass the door frame and there he is, the source of the deep voice, young and innocent.“Where am I?” Kyungsoo feels like lying to the bed again, he is really tired but he has ego. He needs to face this. Voice stern, eyes piercing to the young man who is busy texting on phone wearing only bathrobe which is a little too loose on him that it exposes his sculpted chest and clavicles.Kai’s eyes are bored, arching his shoulders up and walk nearer to the bed where Kyungsoo is sitting. He lies there, still texting on the phone. “Is that how you talk to your savior?”“What savior? What is this, where is this place?” Kyungsoo inches himself away from Kai who is getting comfortable, crossing his legs and exposes a little more of his right thigh. Its glistening, Kai just took a shower and he just realized Kai’s hair is wet. Kai looks up to him, smirking.“You’re obviously at my place, on my bed, wearing my pajamas and you’ve slept with me last night,”Silence.Kyungsoo’s eyes are all wide, lips part and his face turns blue. Kai rolls his position and crawls up to Kyungsoo, his hand reaches to the stunned older man, stroking his cheeks.“Don’t worry, we did nothing other than me giving you few hand jobs,”Kyungsoo couldn’t understand at all. Was he drunk last night? He can’t remember anything at all! Right now, he is tempted to throw the huge bed lamp to Kai and runs out from the house. But yes, he is too stunned and too tired to do anything, he appeared like a statue with blue hue on his face.What have he done. Oh God.Kai tilts his head a little, his fingers shift to Kyungsoo’s chin, index finger tips on the plush lower lips.“Do you know how its like to get blue balls?”“WHAT?”Kyungsoo finally reacts. That question is out of the blue and he suddenly finds a courage to move, shoving Kai a little more further. He is at the verge of crying but he chokes it up. This is not the time, he needs explanation.“You know, getting all turned on but couldn’t release anything at all when you like, really need to get them all out? Well, you’ll get ‘blue balls’ after that and its painful to be very honest,” Kai grabs both Kyungsoo’s wrists, voice as calm as ever. Kyungsoo’s jaw dropped. Why Kai did told him these things.“I was helping you out from getting those nasty things,” Kai leans over, dropping down Kyungsoo back to the fluffy pillows and bed. Kyungsoo stares at him, still didn’t get anything. But now the pictures of him came into Kai’s mouth harshly appears inside his mind.SMACKS.“WHAT HELP? YOU’RE HARRASSING ME, YOU SEXUAL OFFENDER!!!”Kyungsoo’s vein on his forehead is apparent, he slapped Kai hard on his face, not sure if Kyungsoo had turns into a cat but his fingernails screeches on Kai’s cheeks, just right under his left eye. Its bleeding, Kai pats the bleeding part. Look up to Kyungsoo, he looks like he is really pissed off and almost burst.“You can call me anything, but its not me to leave you like that all night,”“GET TO THE POINT, BASTARD!!!”“Look, what you’ve drink last night was a fucking love potion! It was supposed to cure those old men who have problems with their dick!! They can’t get hard! It was meant to be taken with only one fucking tablespoon but you, YOU DILUDES IT WITH WATER AND DRINKS THE WHOLE BOTTLE LIKE IT’S A FUCKING JUICE!!!”Silent.Love potion?Kai pats the bleeding part again and look on his palm, not much of blood but its going to leave a nasty scar. He saw that now he gets Kyungsoo to calm down and listens, then he continues.“Heres a math problem, Yonsei freshman. You’re 20, you probably hits puberty by 14 or 15, that’s like 5 years apart. One tablespoon of love potion is enough to harden a 50 years old pedophile who have the problem for over 10 years. So, if you’re 20, healthy and drinks the whole bottle, whats the result?”Kyungsoo couldn’t answer back. Kai is talking too fast and his face is so angry.“Yes, you’ll get easily turn on. It doesn’t take even a minute for you to come into my mouth at the kimbap shop. You passed out, I couldn’t leave you like that. Your little wiener is still hard rock, I couldn’t hand you back home like that, won’t I? So I bring you here, HELP you to release it. Gosh, you didn’t know how HARD you get the whole night, I couldn’t even sleep.”“What. Stop. What is it that you’re saying?”“YOU’RE HARD ALL NIGHT. THAT THING INSIDE YOUR PANTS JUST WON’T SIT DOWN AND RELAX. I have to pump you all night long while you’re sleeping and I lost count on how many times you came! Fuck, you’re crying everytime you came, it feels like raping a child!”Kai exhales, massaging his temple with his eyes closed. He shouted at the top of his lungs and he fixes his bathrobe a little. Kyungsoo just couldn’t believe what he just heard. So that bottle he drank is love potion that helps impotent men? Then his little friend had been, erected the whole night? Kai actually helps him out because it will be embarrassing to walk around with such hard on inside his pants?Kyungsoo flings open the blanket on top of him and checks inside his pants, its normal. He looks up to Kai who is busy checking his face on the nearby mirror. Didn’t know if he should say sorry or thanks. But it would be very awkward to even said any of those.Right now he feels violated.By a highschool graduate.Yeah.Wait.“Why would an underage like you carry such potion around and carelessly puts it on the kitchen table?”Kai groans like a mad lion. “Ah, I knew it that you’re going to ask such question! Can’t you just mind your own business?”“My own business? It is MY business, you caused a hazard to me by being hasty of your belongings and then proceeds to violate me without me agreeing to it!”“Wasn’t it enough that I actually ‘NURSE’ you throughout the night? I couldn’t even sleep!”“Oh, so you’re Kai the nightingale now? Answer me, you WHORE!”Kai  was about to shout back but he stuns. Its so dramatic that Kyungsoo feels sorry to even call him that. Kai smiles and sits on the bed.“You’ve got your answer already,”“I don’t understand,”“That’s what people always call me. A whore,”Kyungsoo shrinks his eyes a little, looking to Kai with a very concerned look. Kai smirks, his eyes are looking on the bed sheets.Kyungsoo is involved into Kai’s life in just one night.This is not just a few handjobs to help him cure the effect of Viagra-like potion.This is getting way too deep.Probably too personal.Because Kyungsoo is nosy.That’s why.                                   ___________________________I am very particularly sorry for not replying to your comments BUT I DO READ EACH ONE OF THEM and it cheers me to write even faster >___< I was even using my phone to draft and uploads it whenever I'm ready.Happy New Year guys!My resolution is to finish this fic by Kyungsoo's birthday LOLI hope everyone is going to work on their resolutions for next year's too!Btw, not much of ChanSoo within few upcoming chapters. But don't worry.This fic is all about ChanSoo.*wink*I will reply to comments again, just you guys wait! OTL