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"You-...?"Jimin closed his eyes, trying hard to calm himself. He's not the type of person that would shout at his girlfriend. Nope, he's not gonna shout.Even though that's all he wanted to do right now."You went to his performance...that's why you were not able to show up on our date?" Jimin said as calmly as he could.His girlfriend lowered down her head. "Y-yeah..."Jimin pursed his lips.Of course.Of fucking course.This always happened. Damn always.Was there any girl left in the entire world that's not crazily infatuated with that ridiculously famous shit-assed campus heartthrob Min stupid Yoongi?!"You could've called. I waited for three hours, Hana, three damn hours. I was worried sick thinking what had happened to you. I even called your mom."Hana pouted at Jimin.Psh, that's not gonna work anymore."I-I forgot! I mean, I really planned on texting you to say that I couldn't come but there were people who were distributing free fans with Suga-oppa's signature and I just-""And you forgot all about me?" Jimin finished for her.Hana did not answer."Hana-..." Jimin sighed helplessly. "You're always doing this. I'm your boyfriend, Hana. I understand that you umm, uh, fangirl over Yoongi or Suga or whatsoever, but you've got to draw the line somewhere.""Jiminie... I'm really sorry..." Hana said softly, finally looking at Jimin in the eyes. She was about to cry.The boy sighed. Again.As usual, he's gonna forgive her.Just like how he had forgiven her many times in the past, still because of the same issue.Just like how he had forgiven his past girlfriends, still because of the same damn issue.Same damn issue.Same damn Min Yoongi Issue."It's alright. Don't cry, okay?" Jimin said, hugging his girlfriend.Hana hugged him back, burying her face in the crook of Jimin's shoulder. He tightened his hold to his girlfriend, thinking that maybe he had said too much.Suddenly, there was a ring.Hana lifted his head, looking around. Jimin laughed and she flashed him a smile as she fished out her phone that was the source of ringing."Um, hello?" Hana answered her phone.Now forgetting about what happened, Jimin was thinking of taking her out in the park, or maybe in the amusement park.After she answered that call though, he thought amusedly.After a few minutes of waiting, she finally put down her phone. She looked at Jimin, but she refused to meet his eyes. Jimin was not able to notice that, though."So, since today's Saturday and we don't really have anything to do, maybe we could-""J-Jimin-ah?" Hana cut him off, voice hesitant.Jimin furrowed his eyebrows. "Anything wrong?""Well, umm, I've got to go somewhere. It's uh, very important," she said.With concerned eyes, Jimin nodded quickly. "Sure sure, no problem. Take care, okay? Don't forget to call me."Hana nodded, kissed him on the cheek, and left.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•The day after that, Jimin found out that Hana left because apparently, Yoongi was spotted in a nearby cafe and the 'Agust D Fans Club' was gathering there to take pictures and whatever shit a fangirl would do.The next day after he found out about this, he confronted her, and yes, finally broke up with her.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•"I am so so done with this all of this shit!" Jimin whined.Jungkook and Jin stared at him with pitiful eyes."It's already the fourth, isn't it?" Jin asked."No, it's already the fifth," Jungkook responded for Jimin.Jin patted Jungkook and spoke to him in a motherly way. "Yuri is not included, Kookie. They broke up because she had an affair with some other guy."Jungkook shook his head furiously. "But still, she's just as madly in love with Yoongi-hyung. She was even the president of 'Yoongism Fans Club'."Jimin sighed deeply as he listened at them."Yes, but they did not necessarily broke up because of that," Jin insisted."She had an affair with a guy that was close to Yoongi because she wanted to be close to Yoongi! Still the same, hyung!" Jungkook defended."But-""Aish! Will you two please stop? Discussing this is not exactly making me feel better," Jimin complained bitterly, so utterly done with listening to them.Jin patted his back. "Sorry, Jimin-ah. Do you want hyung to cook something for you?"Jimin just shrugged and Jin left to make something delicious for him.Moments later, he started whining again."This is so unfair! Why does it always happen?! Every one of them, if not already crazy for that big-headed Yoongi, eventually starts crushing on him anyway. It's either I leave them for having enough of all the shit or they'll leave me because they can't accept the fact that I said something not-so-fucking-nice about their dearly beloved Min Yoongi."Jungkook nodded his head in the effort to sympathize."When will I even get a proper girlfriend?" Jimin said bitterly.Jungkook thought for a moment. "How about Seohyun-noona? You were doing fine with her...""Yes, everything was fine up until I found out that she secretly has a crush on Min fucking Yoongi."Jungkook stared at him. "After all that happened, you probably hate Yoongi."Jimin stared back."Not just hate, Jungkook. I utterly despise him."•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•Jimin walked the corridor with a scowl plastered on his face.Everywhere he turned, there were decorations and posters for the upcoming prom. And obviously, he had no one to go with.Jungkook would probably ask his long time crush, Jimin's classmate Kim Taehyung. Jin-hyung would also surely go to prom with his boyfriend Namjoon which was Yoongi's best friend and also a campus heartthrob.Jimin decided that he would just stay home. Who cared about prom, anyway?As he turned to enter the cafeteria, he saw the person whom he hated for merely existing.Ugh, Min Yoongi.The said guy was too famous, too talented, too handsome, too damn hot.In short, he's such a pain in the ass to Jimin.Okay, so maybe Jimin was not in the position to blame the guy since he was not really doing anything bad. But there's still other reasons why he despised him.Because other than being the reason for the break ups in Jimin's failure attempts on relationships, Yoongi was also very obnoxious and a certified show off.So what if Yoongi was not boastful and would rather be left alone by his 'fans'? He was still a certified show off since he did nothing but annoy Jimin by asking him to rate how handsome he was.Yes, that's right, they do...interact at times.Unfortunately, since his Jin-eomma is together with Yoongi's best friend, Namjoon, Jimin could not really avoid bits of...conversation. Conversations which were mostly consisted of Yoongi lightly teasing him and Jimin ignoring the boy completely.Yep, that's how things went.Scoffing, Jimin looked for Jungkook and sat beside him. He did not bother to buy any food because he had already lost his appetite just by the sight of Yoongi.When Jimin looked up however, his eyes met Yoongi.Yoongi smirked at him.Jimin scowled and looked away.Uggh, I hate him.Jimin turned to Jungkook to whine, but then..."Jungkook-ah! How many hours have you been staring at Taehyung?" Jimin reprimanded the dazed younger boy.Jungkook blinked."Umm..."Jimin rolled his eyes. "Whatever, Kook. Just ask him to go with you in the prom," Jimin said. But then, there was a sudden voice that inserted."How about you? I heard you don't have anyone to go with in the prom."Jimin turned around so quickly he felt his neck snap painfully.And there he was, Min Yoongi smirking with all his glory, standing by Jimin's side. Jin, together with Namjoon, Hoseok and Yoongi, had come to sit with them."Their cupcake tastes awful. I can do much better than this," Jin remarked as he sat across Jimin.But Jimin was not able to hear that anymore because he was busy glaring at the smirking boy beside him.At moments like these, Jimin was painfully reminded of how good-looking the jerk was. His eyes got that certain look that screamed 'hotness' and his lips, especially when smirking, could be really seductive.For a ridiculous fangirl though.Not for Jimin.Absolutely not for Jimin.The jerk was ugly as shit for Jimin.Very ugly, indeed.In Jimin's great distress, Yoongi chose to sit beside him."Hey, you didn't answer my question," Yoongi said.Jimin refused to face him. "Why do you even care?" he said, unable to put venom in his word because, well, Yoongi was still older.Yoongi laughed and ruffled Jimin's hair."You're being moody again," he said, his deep voice lingering in Jimin's ear.Jimin swallowed.He couldn't take this.Everybody stared at him as he suddenly stood up and left.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•It's already dismissal and people were crowding the hallways.Clutching his backpack, Jimin decided to head home and not wait for Jungkook and Jin anymore.His walk out, he now realized, was very childish and senseless. He'd rather go straight home than face any of them for now.He was about to exit the school gates when he bumped into something, or someone rather."Oh, sorry Jiminie. Didn't see you there," Yoongi apologized not-so-sincerely.Why did he have the feeling that the jerk did it on purpose?Jimin just sighed, side stepped at Yoongi and continued to walk on his way. However, as this day couldn't get worse, Yoongi grabbed his arm to stop his tracks."What?" Jimin said, aiming for irritation but only ended up saying it in a sulking tone. Yoongi looked at him with that same amused face.He's probably laughing at me inside his mind."I heard you had broken up with your girlfriend," Yoongi said.Jimin blinked.How did he know? Ugh, it's probably Jin telling Namjoon and of course, Namjoon telling Yoongi.So what? He's rubbing it on my face? If he would just hear a single word from him bragging how he was the reason why it happened, Jimin would seriously not think twice in kicking his crotch."Then that meant you have no one to go with in the prom?" Yoongi said."Obviously," Jimin said sulkily to the ground, giving up with trying to sound angry.There was a long silence.And so, Jimin looked up to see if Yoongi had finally stopped breathing, or just existing entirely.Much to his dismay, the boy was still very much alive. And when he looked up, he was met by a Min Yoongi who was gazing at him in quite a...strange way.Jimin swallowed.Licking his lips, Yoongi finally spoke up. "How about...we just go together."Jimin blinked."Err, sorry?""In the prom. Let's go together in the prom," Yoongi cleared. He then shrugged as he said, "I don't have anyone to go with me, and you also don't have. So...why not, right?"Did he just...Did he just ask me to go with him in...the prom?"So what do you think?" Yoongi asked with a hopeful face, eyes boring into Jimin's.The younger boy froze, unable to move."Jimin?"What in the name of marshmallows was happening? Is this a joke?! It probably is. IT PROBABLY IS. He's a jerk and now he's making fun of me.And just how Jimin hated Yoongi at that moment."Are you-"Yoongi was not able to finish his sentence anymore...Because Jimin punched him on the face.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•"I can't believe this! You promised that you'll not keep anything from me? Why didn't you tell me that Yoongi likes my Jiminie!" Jin scolded on the other end of the line.Namjoon rolled his eyes. "It's not my position to tell. And come on, you also didn't tell me about Jimin's grudge on Yoongi. My poor best friend had no idea!"He heard Jin click his tongue. "Still, you should've told me. I'm seriously thinking on divorcing you right now. Fix this thing, Joonie.""Alright. Do something there as well. If possible, say something positive about Yoongi-hyung," Namjoon said."Alright. Good bye now. I love you."Namjoon smiled. "I love you, too.""I love you three," Jin repllied with a laugh."I love you four-ever.""Stop right there. That's already beyond the line, disgustingly sappy, and outright ridiculous. Ugh. I'm gonna hang up now."Namjoon laughed as he locked his phone. He went to the living room to see what's happening with Yoongi and Hoseok."You know what I don't get? He could have just said no. I mean, why did he have to punch you?" Hoseok was saying.Yoongi shrugged as he continued to type on his laptop, looking like he barely cared about the whole deal.But Namjoon knew better.Hoseok too."Hyung...if you want to cry, it's fine. Don't keep it inside. I've seen people get sent to asylum because they were unable to express their emotions," Hoseok said.Yoongi gave him an ice cold glare. "Why the fuck would I cry if I still need to finish this song before our performance next week? And I'd rather not really think about it."Hoseok sighed. "Hyung, are you sure you're alright?""I'm alright, Hoseok. I am, believe me. I mean, I was just outright rejected and punched by the person that I really like. No big deal."Namjoon was the one who sighed loudly this time. It caught the attention of the other two."Listen guys," Namjoon started, "Jin told me something. You need to hear this."•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•Jimin was crying.He had not stopped doing so.Jungkook scratched his head as he looked at his hyung. He understood the situation but he had no idea why his hyung was crying."Hyung..." Jungkook tried to comfort him.Jimin wiped his eyes miserably. "I know that he's such a bastard but did h-he really have to do that? Make fun of me? Isn't i-it enough that all my relationships had gone to shit pit because of him?" Jimin sobbed.Jungkook nodded solemnly, rubbing his hyung's back."H-he's really s-such a-an ass! He thinks he's s-so handsome? He t-thinks that I could be e-easily tricked? Well, fuck him!"Jungkook nodded solemnly still."Hyung, you never really cried this much, even in those times that you broke up with your past girlfriends..."Jin arrived, bringing a glass of water. Jimin gladly accepted it and drank it in one go."Come on, Jiminie. What if Yoongi is really sincere?" Jin said, trying to talk some sense to Jimin."That's impossible, hyung," Jimin insisted.Since Jin-hyung already arrived, Jungkook continued the task he was doing before Jimin came crying his heart out."Jimin..." Jin said, handing him another glass of water. "Give him another chance, okay?""Hyung, I don't think I can- Wait, Jungkok, are you knitting?"Jungkook blinked. "I heard that Taehyung loves collecting knitted socks for some reason. I'll give this to him then ask him to be my date in the prom."Now it was Jin's turn to cry."My youngest... You've grown up so fast! It seems like only yesterday when you were still wearing diapers."Jungkook scowled. "Seriously, hyung? Diapers?"•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•The following morning, Jimin walked to school instead of taking the bus. He guessed that the fresh air would help in clearing up his mind.But as fate seemed to dislike him, along the way he crossed paths with the last person he wanted talk to, or even to see."Hey, Jimin," Yoongi greeted.Jimin furrowed his eyebrows. For some reason, it seemed like this was not just some accidental meeting."W-what are you doing here?""Look, we need to talk-""I don't like you. Stay away from me," Jimin said, about to walk away.Yoongi held him by his shoulders. "I am sorry, okay? I don't even have the slightest idea about those things that happened in your relationshi-""Why did you even ask me to be your date in prom? Why can't you just ask one of those fangirls of yours who-""Because it's you that I'm in love with, not them. Damn it!" Yoongi shouted.Jimin's eyes widened, surprised at what he heard. Yoongi looked like he was just as surprised by his own words.Yoongi looked away by then."Y-you...are in love with me?"The older boy sighed, looking defeated. "As a matter of fact, I do.""B-but how?! I mean, all I did was ignore you and glare at you and-""Well firstly," Yoongi cut in, placing his index finger on Jimin's lips to shush him up, "you look so cute when you're pissed off and angry. Surprise surprise, your sour treatment did not effectively drive me away. It just made me want you more."Okay, so maybe Jimin blushed a bit at that."Psh, so that's why you always tease me? Annoy me by telling me how handsome you are?"Yoongi smirked. "Yes, and also partly because I did want you to realize how handsome I really am.""You're insane," Jimin retorted weakly. "It's i-impossible for you to f-fall for me. We barely talk."Yoongi stepped forward, still holding Jimin's shoulders.Jimin had never been in a close distance such as this with Yoongi. He's not so sure what to do."You barely talk to me. I always make an effort to get your attention. And anyway, I've known you for two and a half years now, Jiminie. All that time, I was only watching. Watching you smile at the smallest of things, laugh at Hoseok's lame jokes, willingly help Jungkook in all his assignments, bear with that Taehyung guy's insanity, listen to every one of Jin's rantings, continue to let Namjoon borrow your pens even though he always breaks it, and of course, avoid me in really ridiculously cute ways like hiding behind the garbage bin."Jimin's face heated up. "How did you know about me hiding behind a garbage bin just to avoid you?!"Yoongi smirked, inching his face closer to Jimin's. "I told you. I've been watching."Trying hard to ignore the fluttering inside his stomach, Jimin blinked a few times."T-this is...crazy," Jimin managed to say."I was just watching...and waiting. The only reason why I got the guts to ask you out in the prom is because I honestly thought the feeling was mutual."Jimin blinked again.Damn, Yoongi's face was too near."M-mutual??? B-but how come you thought of that?" Jimin asked.Yoongi shrugged. "Your face is always flushed when we talk and you never look at me in the eye.""That's a lie!" Jimin defended."Oh really? Then how come you're blushing at this moment? And you are looking at my shoulder the whole time. My eyes are on my face, Jimin, not on my shoulder," he teased, making Jimin glare at him."S-shut up!"Yoongi laughed. "I had no idea that all those times, you hated me because all of your past girlfriends liked me. It makes me really thankful with my handsome face though, since it's the exact reason why you're single at this very moment."Jimin just stayed silent, not sure if he was capable of taking in all this new information.Yoongi, on the other hand, just stared at him fondly."So...will go to prom with me?" Yoongi asked, lifting Jimin's face so that they were eye to eye.Umm...okay, so Jimin did not really expect that their face was this close."I am supposed to hate you," Jimin whispered, voice weak.Yoongi's smirked, raising one eyebrow.Oh shit, not the smirk."I really really should say no," Jimin whispered again, eyes staring at Yoongi's lips without him knowing. "I hate you. I'm mad at you. You're a jerk."Yoongi laughed, sending a weird sensation along Jimin's spine.He's now in deep deep shit, Jimin realized."I hate you," Jimin whispered again, barely meaning it."Mhm?" Yoongi said, and soon, his lips met Jimin's.It was just a short kiss. Barely a kiss even, in Jimin's disappointment. That's why when Yoongi pulled back from the kiss, Jimin leaned forward, desperately chasing the other boy's lips.He felt Yoongi chuckle, kissing Jimin back nonetheless.Jimin was kissing Min Yoongi, the man of his nightmares.Wow, who would've thought.Jimin absently heard a gate open, but he barely cared. He was more focused on Yoongi's tongue exploring his mouth.Seconds later though..."POOOOOOOOOOOORN! PORN! PORN! PORN! EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS! THERE'S PORN IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!"This effectively made Yoongi and Jimin break apart, jumping away from each other in surprise.And this also effectively made about half of the neighborhood either run out of their house or peek from their windows.Now they were surrounded with strangers who were, in formal terms, curious, but in more accurate terms, NOSY.When Jimin turned to look who was the person that shouted, he just sighed.Of course.Not really surprising.Kim Taehyung.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•To say the least, everyone was looking at them."Aish! Do you really have to wrap your arm around my waist?" Jimin protested weakly, very uncomfortable with all the eyes on them."What the heck, Jiminie? I waited for so long to have you and now you're depriving me of my freedom rights in public display of affection?" Yoongi replied, tightening his grip on Jimin's waist.Jimin pouted.He did understand why people were staring. Why wouldn't they be if the campus rapper and heartthrob Min Yoongi had walked into the prom with one hand running through his hair swagly while the other was holding Jimin's own."Stop giving shit on all these people, because unlike you, they haven't seen me wearing only my boxers. So like, you've got all the advantage in the world," Yoongi said upon noticing Jimin's distress.Naturally, Jimin punched Yoongi's arm lightly. Not so lightly, actually.He was about to flick Yoongi's nose when he noticed that Hana was approaching them.Jimin refused to say that this made him panicked.But his eyes widened making him look like a puffy-cheeked owl.So yes, maybe he did became nervous and unstable."Fuck," Jimin whispered.Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed and he followed Jimin's line of sight. "You're allergic to cupcakes?" Yoongi asked as the girl who was approaching them was bringing a tray of cupcakes.Jimin shook his head furiously. "That's Hana.""Wait, you mean your latest ex girlfriend?" Yoongi asked, voice subtly laced with jealousy.Jimin nodded, swallowing hard."Come on, Jiminie! This is actually not that 'I think I still like her so I'm gonna break up with my boyfriend' type of moment, is it?""W-what?! Of course not! I don't have feelings for her anymore. It's just..."Yoongi scowled as he wrapped his arms around Jimin.. "You're mine Jiminie. Mine.""H-hi..." Hana stuttered, blushing furiously. "Jimin, ahahaha, you did not tell me that...you and Suga-oppa are close friends."Yoongi narrowed his eyes, wrapping his arms tighter around Jimin. Jimin almost rolled his eyes at his boyfriend's childish act."So uh, you want cupcakes?" Hana added shyly.For some unknown reasons, Yoongi smirked and picked two cupcakes, handing the one with a particularly huge whip cream on top to Jimin.Jimin ate it immediately without really tasting it because of his nervousness.Yoongi's smirk only deepened. "Ah, Jiminie! There's cream on your lips. Wait, let me just-"And a second later, Jimin just found himself being kissed by Yoongi. It was more of him licking Jimin's lips actually.Jimin inhaled in surprise as he felt Yoongi's tongue tracing his lips. His eyes widened and he side-glanced at Hana. Her surprised expression only made him more panicked.Jimin weakly pushed Yoongi away, but this only made the older boy dive deeper, claiming for entrance.Jimin gave in.He might have moaned too loudly though.•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•Taehyung dropped the fork he was holding in shock of seeing his favorite classmate Park Jimin and the famous amateur rapper Min Yoongi making out in front of dozens of people.He gasped dramatically.He would shout porn."PO-""Oh for dear's sake! Will you stop with that?" Jungkook, his date, said beside him.And to further prove his intention of shutting Taehyung up, he, of course, kissed him.Like, really kissed him.•••••••••••••••••

I thank you so much for reading this because I'm 100% sure this is really tiring to read. Not my fault why it got too long, blame my feels.*sings* Bangtan wins in Daesang, Yoonmin rapped together, Hwarang already has a trailer! Hooray!~~4108 words