Didnt Mean To Hurt You~ (1/1)

Young Hyun's POVTaemin saw me and ran towards me. He was wearing a sweater and a pair of sneakers. I guess he just went for a walk. He saw me and ran towards me. When he ran just now, he looked really hot. No wonder people really like Taemin.He came to me and stopped right in front of me. I tried to make a fake smile so that he would not notice of my crying.“Noona, you come home already. Wait, where’s Jonghyun hyung? I thought he went out with you just now”, he said.When he asked about Jonghyun oppa, I kept quiet and I tried not to cry in front of him. I looked down on the floor. Suddenly, I felt tears were running on my cheeks. I quickly wiped the tears. Taemin bent his body a bit to see my face.“Noona, why are you crying? Kwencanah? Are you sick, noona? Did Jonghyun hyung hurt you?”, he asked worriedly while holding my shoulders.I cried a bit then I wiped off my tears. I held up my head to see Taemin. His worry could be seen on his face. I looked at him and smiled faintly.“Nan kwencanah, Taemin. It’s just that I was feeling a little bit tired and I got a mild headache. Don’t worry, Taemin. It’s not that bad. Jonghyun oppa has to go somewhere so I decided to go home alone.”, I lied to him so that he would not be mad at Jonghyun oppa.“Oh, chinca noona? So, I think we should go home now and noona should get some rest”, he said.“Sure. Let’s go then”, I said and walked next to him.We arrived at the dorm and Taemin opened the door for me. We went inside and saw Key, Minho and Jinki oppa was in the living room. All of them looked at us. I went to them and sat down.“Young Hyun, where’s Jonghyun?”, Jinki oppa asked.“He need to go somewhere for moment. I went home alone just now. Actually, there’s something I wanted to tell all of you”, I said.“What is it, Young Hyun? Is there something wrong between you and Jonghyun hyung?”, Key asked.“Ani. There’s nothing wrong between us. I want to tell you that I want to go home to my house. I’m already okay so now I guess I can go back home now. I really want to thank all of you for taking care of me and let me stay a while at your dorm. Kamsahamida”, I said while looking at each other.“Are you sure, Young Hyun? You sure that you don’t want to stay here longer?”, Minho asked this time.“Neh, I want to go home. I’ll be fine. If anything goes wrong, I’ll call you guys”, I said while putting a faint smile.“If that what you want, I guess we have no choice”, Jinki oppa said.“I’ll be leaving tomorrow morning then. Kamsahamida. I better go into the room”, I said and stood up to go to my room.I went into the room and closed the door behind me. I guess this is the best way to make Jonghyun oppa not mad at me. I packed up my stuff and put it into the bag and I went out to take shower.I went out from the bathroom and saw Jonghyun oppa just came back home. Luckily everyone was in their room on that time. Both of us looked at each other. His face looked so sad and his eyes were red. He must have cried so much because of me.I went to him and he was trying to avoid me. He tried to walk pass me but I managed to stop him.“Jonghyun oppa, cheonmal mianei. I didn’t mean to hurt your feeling. I really could not accept your feeling towards me. I don’t want to have a bad relationship between us because of this. Tomorrow, I’ll be leaving here and go back home. I know you are mad at me so I decided to do this, oppa. Once again, I’m really sorry”, I said and let him go. I went into my room leaving him standing alone in the living room. I think I have made the right choice. I don’t want the both of us to get hurt because of one sided love. * I just hope that I can overcome this love trick in front of me*Jonghyun’s POVI cried all alone in the studio after she left me. I never thought that she only thought of me as her older brother. Her words did break my heart a lot. I really wanted her to be in my life but I got rejected. Why does this happening to me? I still could not accept it. Still could not accept the fact that she did not want me to be the guy who she could count on.After few hours at the studio, I decided to go out and take fresh air. I looked myself at the mirror and my eyes were red. I washed my face and went out from the studio. I went on a ride on my motorbike. I stopped at the park and sat on the bench. Young Hyun’s words kept playing in my head.When I thought it back, she might be right. It was her choice either to accept me or not. I should just get over it and move on in life. She had the right to choose the love in her life. It was no use if I was the only one who loves her. I smiled a bit and decided to go back home. I rode the motorbike and finally I arrived at my apartment.I twisted the door knob and saw Young Hyun came out from the bathroom. She turned her head and saw me. Both of us looked at each other. Her eyes were a bit red. I guess she must have been surprised with my confessions. She went closer to me and I felt a bit awkward after what had happened today.I tried to walk away from her but she stopped me. She said that she was sorry for breaking my heart and she also didn’t want us to have a bad relationship because of today. I felt so guilty when she said that she’ll be leaving the dorm the next day because she thought that I was mad at her.I wanted to tell her that I was not mad at her but she went quickly into her room. I was left alone in the living room. I felt so sorry for making her like this towards me. I didn’t mean to make our relationship became worst. Suddenly, Minho came out from his room.“Oh hyung, you just came back home. Where did you go just now? Young Hyun said that you had to go somewhere just now. I was so pity for Young Hyun. She had to back here all alone. Taemin met her at the park and he said that she cried a bit. When Taemin asked her, she said that she was tired and had a mild headache. You should send her home first. I let you go this time, hyung”, Minho said and went into his room.I went into my room and closed the door. I could not believe that I had made her cried. I didn’t want her to be sad. *Mianei Young Hyun. I didn’t mean to hurt you*