I Love Your Girl (1/1)

Kwon Yuri Thinking about her made my cheeks warm up and my heart begins to race. I knew it. I'm in love with my best friend's girl.Damn. I buried my face into my pillow, Donghae had left and now it was just me, alone in my apartment. My parents sent me to live by myself after realizing I was gay. They weren't happy at me, that's for sure. My phone began to ring nonstop and I groaned, reaching over, "Hello?" I mumbled into the phone, not bothering to check the caller ID. Without even needing to know who it was, just the voice got my heart racing. "Are you busy?"I widened my eyes, "O-Oh, Jessica?""Yeah, it's me," she said and I could tell by her tone that she was smiling."I'm not busy, what's up?" I replied, struggling to keep my cool."Can I come over?" My eyes darted to the digital clock I had on my desk, it was already ten at night, "Now? Do you need a ride? It's already late,""No, just come open the door,"  My eyes nearly popped out of their sockets and I jumped out of bed, rushing to my front door and opening it, greeted by Jessica's lovely face, her lips curved up in a soft smile and the phone still pressed to her ear."Hello," she greeted, eyes running up and down me.I glanced down, noticing that my tank top was raising slightly, revealing my stomach. I chuckled nervously and fixed it, opening the door wider for her."What brings you here?"She walked in, taking off her sneakers, "Oh, nothing,""Nothing? At ten o'clock at night?" I raised an eyebrow as we walked down the small hallway leading from the door to the main living room. "I guess I just wanted to spend some time with you,"I looked away, biting the insides of my cheeks to prevent myself from squealing out."Because you're my boyfriend's best friend and all," My excitement died away immediately and I nodded, "Oh,"She jumped onto the couch and as I looked at her, I saw the smile no longer on her face. Now there was a small frown. Carefully, I sat down next to her, "What's wrong?"Jessica's head turned towards me, "Nothing,""It doesn't seem like nothing,""I feel like Donghae doesn't tell me anything about him," she sighed. Oh. So it was about Donghae. "You're his best friend, right?" She asked me.I nodded once, "Mhmm," I hummed."What's he like?" "I.. I don't know, he's different depending on who he's with I suppose,""How is he with you?" her eyes were staring into me.I tried to move back a little but she wouldn't let me. We were too close for comfort."Playful, caring, evil," I listed, "What about you? How is he with you?" I could practically feel her breaths against my lips."Not playful," Jessica stated, "It's like he's being careful," I seriously needed to move away from this girl before I kiss her. Gently, I pushed her back by the waist, creating some space between us, "Oh, really? I'll talk to him about it,""I might've screwed up," My heart plummeted, "What do you mean?"Jessica bit her lip and looked at the ground, "Going back out with him..""W-What? You regret it?""Not totally," she stuttered, eyes going to me."What do you me—"I was cut off when Jessica placed her hand on my cheek and leaned in, placing her lips against mine for half a second. She leaned out and blushed furiously."Because that," she stated simply. My mind was fuzzy. She did not just kiss me. She did not. She wouldn't have...She just kissed me. "I'm sorry," she rushed to stand up but I caught her by the waist."Wait," I called out, taking a moment to let my thoughts run, "You.. you don't have feelings for.. Donghae?"Jessica placed her hands on my arm that was wrapped around her waist, "N-Not anymore,""I.." Then I thought about what Donghae would think. My arm unwrapped from her waist, "I can't,"She looked heartbroken and I wanted to take back my words but I didn't. I couldn't go against Donghae, my best friend."I understand," she mumbled. My eyes looked out the window and noticed that it was still raining since this morning. Jessica was putting her shoes on near the front door. I quickly walked over and took hold of her wrist, "It's raining pretty hard now," A streak of lightning flashed before thunder ensued. "Just stay over," I muttered. Jessica's eyes seemed pleading, "Can you just bring me home? I.. It's.. This is embarassing, I made a fool out of myself," tears began to flow down her cheeks."I can't drive in weather like this,""Why not?""I'm not going to risk your– I mean, our safety," I quickly spoke.She looked down and sniffed. My head was hurting. I should be happy she liked me.But Donghae.. "There's two bedrooms, you can take the guest room,"She didn't respond, she was still crying. I cursed a bit under my breath before cupping her chin and lifted her head, immediately attaching my lips onto hers. I heard her gasp before she responded to the kiss, kicking off her sneakers in the process as my arms lowered down to her waist.This was wrong.So wrong. But I couldn't stop. We walked to the living room, still kissing, and I sat on the couch, Jessica on my lap. I leaned out and looked at her, opening my eyes at the same time she did. We were both breathing hard."But.. Donghae," I breathed out.Jessica gulped and her eyes flickered between mine, "I.. I can break up–""I can't.. He.." My brain struggled to come up with full sentences."Wait," Jessica said, "So.. you do have feelings for me?""Donghae's going to kill me," I muttered under my breath, arms loosening from Jessica's waist until I let go of her completely. She got off my lap and sat on the couch besides me."I shouldn't have gotten involved," she shook her head sadly, "I don't want to break up your friendships,"Jessica or Donghae. Donghae. "I'm sorry, Jessica,"  I already knew she was crying. "Nothing to be sorry over,"  "He's my best friend,"  "I understand,"  "Thank you," -  Yoona wasn't that bad after I started dating her. She had the brightest smile, and the widest. I often teased her because of it but she didn't mind.The girl could also eat a whole buffet in an hour. Man, did she have an appetite! And yet, she was still so skinny. "Is Jessica not coming?" Yoona asked. The name still made my heart race. Donghae answered."She should be here by no– oh! There she is," My eyes immediately turned to the girl walking through the entrance of the amusement park in a faded pink tshirt and light, ripped blue jeans. I scanned her and felt Yoona nudge me, "Yah, your girlfriend is right here,"I laughed, "I know, I know," Jessica came closer and we shared a small awkward moment of eye contact before I felt Yoona's fingers interlace through mine, "So, what ride do you guys want to go on?" A double date. We've been on many of these before, but it wasn't any less awkward whenever it was just Jessica and I. My mind always went back to that one day of the kiss. And the conversation we had just a week after that. - "Why don't you just break up with him, Jessica?" Her eyes were pained, yet determined, "I wouldn't have any other way to see you if I break up with him," I was speechless. My mind went blank before I finally spoke again. "We could still talk, we–" She cut me off, "You and I both know you wouldn't talk to me if I broke up with Donghae," she glared. - My thoughts were interuppted as Yoona's lips landed on my cheek, "Come on, Yuri," she smiled. I smiled back at her and from the corner of my eye, I saw Jessica staring at me. It made me uncomfortable. Yoona was great, she really was. But whenever I thought of Yoona, my heart felt guilty. I was using her. Using her as a distraction to get away from Jessica. Jessica. The girl who I forbid myself to date for it is my best friend's girlfriend. Everything was so complicated. But, then again.. When was love ever simple?LOL because i suddenly had so much inspiration to write XD here's a double update <3