Feeling him (1/1)
Chapter 2Feeling him.Letters were moving again now that he tried to look in the book but he didn’t really expected them to really form any words, or… He hoped that they weren’t forming any words now because he secretly didn’t wanted to know what was written in it! But… Of course everything he didn’t wanted happened! Words appeared and again he didn’t knew in what language the words were written but they were difficult to read! “What do you see?” JaeJoong still stood a few steps away from him and the book but he clearly wanted to know what was going on. “Words I don’t understand” responded YunHo with some reluctance because confessing that JaeJoong had been right about the book was something he didn’t really liked. Confessing that was the same as… Accepting that all of this was really true and that he really needed to do this and that there really wasn’t a way out for him! “Then read them out loud and maybe I can translate them for you” responded JaeJoong immediately. Shaking his head he shove the book to the other side of the table. “Why don’t you read it for yourself?” Looking irritated because he didn’t understood why he needed to read all those things he even didn’t understood if JaeJoong probably knew all about it!But what was surprising him was that, the moment he had shove the book closer toward JaeJoong the… Vampire witch moved away from him and the book! He moved so fast to the other side of the room that he couldn’t follow him! He moved again with his unnatural super speed but why? Narrowing his eyes he eyed JaeJoong. “I will not use the book, it’s too dangerous so don’t ask me EVER again to read what is written in it! I’m on your side and I want to protect it but I’m still born in the otherworld and I cannot help myself if I’m using the book or when I’m only reading what is written in it! The book NEVER can be used by somebody like me, somebody who has been born in the other world! There is a reason why the book has been given to a human with no magical powers like those in the other world! The book ONLY can be used by a human like you! No magical creature can use the book for a good and pure reason! Bad things WILL happen if somebody like me will read what is written in it! There can be a possibility that I will lose my sanity and that I myself will not be able to not use the book for my own good! You can’t give the book to the creatures who are searching for it but you also can’t give it to me!” JaeJoong really sounded warningly and strangely he really had the feeling that… JaeJoong was afraid to use the book! Was it really… That dangerous?!“I want to help you and hurting you while I’m fixed on the book isn’t good for both of us” spoke JaeJoong in a calmer voice this time. “I can touch the book but I cannot read it. So please, read what is written and I will help you with translating it.” JaeJoong looked at him but still standing far away from him and the book. “Is it… dangerous to me?” Worried he didn’t knew if he wanted to read more of it because if even JaeJoong didn’t wanted to use it then… Then it must be really bad! “To you it’s not dangerous, a human like you, one of the keepers can use the book without any danger.” JaeJoong answered his question but he also noted that JaeJoong was getting impatient with him. Taking a deep breath he spoke the first sentence he saw out loud and JaeJoong immediately started to translate them;“Ostende mihi veritatem.
Dic mihi veritatem.
Quod est ratio?”JaeJoong’s voice sounded urgently while he translate his exact words into a language he understood and… He didn’t knew what to do with it!“Show me the truth.
Tell me the truth.
What is the reason?”And just when JaeJoong had finished the last sentence he… Saw that the letters in the book were disappearing, every letter what had been there just… vanished and something else appeared on the page… It looked like… A drawing? Looking closer at the page to see what slowly was appearing right before his eyes he… Saw… That there were two persons standing in the drawing and… When he looked more closer he recognized one of them! He saw JaeJoong’s face! “What is…” Stopping mid-sentence he frowned because one moment he only had been looking at the drawing and the next moment he was standing IN the drawing! And he saw who the other person was… He looked at his own face, his own body and… It was as if he looked in a mirror! But there was one huge difference than what happened in reality! He was standing next JaeJoong, JaeJoong’s eyes were red and his vampire teeth were clearly visible! But still he… Now that he looked at himself he didn’t seemed to be nervous or scared! He even seemed to smile while looking up at JaeJoong! Confused and unbelievingly he stared at what he was seeing and he tried to understand what was happening! He was standing in a room he didn’t knew and it was as if the time had stopped while he was standing in that same room! The clock wasn’t ticking and even EVERY single object in the room was unmoving!He looked at himself and JaeJoong and strangely both the two persons before him seemed to be frozen, unmoving and silent! This was so strange! “What is going on?” Whispered he while looking around him, not sure why he was whispering because nobody was there to hear him! And… He even wasn’t sure IF he still was in the same room as where the real JaeJoong was! Or… Was all of this just a strange dream or a illusion? But just when he started to worry how he was supposed to get out of this strange and unmoving place he saw that everything became misty around him, his sight was so bad that he even couldn’t look a few inches before him! He couldn’t see his own hands or even the tip of his nose! But when the mist cleared, and that happened already after a few seconds he saw that he… Was standing somewhere else, in another room but again with JaeJoong! He was sitting on a chair and JaeJoong was standing behind him, looking in another direction while he was reading the book. But the strangest thing was, beside the fact that he really was reading in the book, was that JaeJoong had placed both his hand over YunHo’s shoulder! JaeJoong’s eyes weren’t red this time and he actually seemed to be… Friendly and relaxed?Walking closer toward his own reflection he felt confused, why would he accept it that JaeJoong was standing like that behind him? Looking down at the book he saw that something was written in it, it was this time written in his own language so reading it wouldn’t be that difficult! Curious he bent closer toward the book to have a better view.‘This isn’t the future nor a prediction about what is going to happen.The future cannot be predicted, not by the keeper and not by any other living being.This is a mirror what is showing you what will be good for you and how you can survive during your whole life while protecting the Grand Grimoire. The vampire witch has been chosen to guide you, to protect you and to love you because he is the one who can help you with everything you need during you mortal life. You were unprepared and you’re vulnerable. You need somebody who can guide you and somebody who is able to tell you what to do. He can do that and he will do it.You need to learn how to practice earth witchcraft, you need to learn how to survive and you need to learn how to use the Grand Grimoire and you need to be able to actually work with it!Don’t fight against you destiny but embrace it. Accept it and let the vampire witch help you! He has been send to you with a reason.”Looking up from the book he felt horrific! Had he just read that he NEEDED JaeJoong, not only to guide him but also to love him? Why? That was just insane! But just when he had looked up from the book he saw that the room became misty again and confused he did a few steps away from the book, not ready to believe that this all could be true. But when the mist cleared again he saw… Shocked he did a few more steps away because, right before his feet, he saw how a monster was laying! Black blood was all around him and yes, he thought that the black substance was blood because it was dripping out of the wounds from the monster and covering the whole floor! The face from the monster was really scaring and unnatural and everything beside human! Forcing himself to look away from the monster he saw JaeJoong standing, he was standing beside the monster, his eyes were red and he had one of his hands raised up into the air, his mouth was open as if he was speaking and his eyes were locked on the monster on the ground. JaeJoong looked… Really dangerous and a aura of power was all around the vampire witch! And then he saw it, he saw himself, standing behind JaeJoong with the Grand Grimoire in his hands and he also was speaking out loud but what he was saying he didn’t knew because everything still seemed to be frozen and silent around him…But one thing he saw was worrying him even more and that he again seemed to use the book! Whatever he was speaking out loud had something to do with the book because he was reading those things OUT OF THE BOOK! Shocked that he really was seeing that he needed to use the book he wanted this all to stop, he didn’t wanted to see more but how was he going to end this whole strange vision? Or whatever it was what he was seeing now! “STOP IT! I GET IT! LET ME OUT OF THIS!” He screamed, not knowing what else he could do to stop this and he even didn’t knew IF screaming could help him! But something happened because one moment he had screamed to stop all of it and a few seconds later he had the feeling as if he was pulled away from everything what had happened! He closed his eyes and… He fell on the ground! Opening his eyes again he saw that he was back again in the same room without a door or windows and that he indeed was sitting on the ground, the book was still placed on the table but… That wasn’t where he was shocked about, the vampire witch, JaeJoong, was standing behind him, too close to his liking and he had placed his hand over his arm!Shocked he pulled himself free and stood up, looking unbelieving and… Uncomfortable! “Are you alright?” JaeJoong walked away from him and sat on one of the two chairs in the room while watching him. “You screamed so I pulled you away from the Grand Grimoire.” JaeJoong narrowed his eyes and tensed. “Were you scared? Did the Grand