[M] (M) Open Hearts (1/1)
A/N #1: If at one point you feel like a certain part of the chapter doesn't flow well together it's because I wrote the last part first and then tried to write a beginning to connect with it. I'm sorry I failed. ;A; (proofread by me but no guarantees that all mistakes are fixed) Sehun and Jongin are at the dance studio practicing a new routine for a special episode focused on dancers. It leaves their better halves bored and missing them, but to lift a bit of loneliness from their hearts, they spend time together.Kyungsoo had asked Lu Han to stay at his dorm after Jongin and Sehun left together and now they're sitting on the couch, watching a Disney movie. While the animated princess sings in her sweet voice and moves around in her beautiful dress, Kyungsoo giggles."What? What's so funny?" Lu Han asks, curious why his friend is laughing at something that wasn't funny. Kyungsoo shakes his head like he was trying to get something out of his mind but he only looks at Lu Han with a bigger, creepier smile. "Okay, seriously, you're scaring me. Have you gone crazy missing Jongin already?""If I tell you, promise not to tell anyone?" Lu Han nods his head in agreement and Kyungsoo giggles again before saying, "I was just thinking that Jongin might like that dress on me."Lu Han furrows his eyebrows. "What?" He gets it but he doesn't want to get it."You know...role playing..." The younger mumbles."You guys...do...that?" Lu Han isn't sure if he's allowed to ask anything but his friend nods his head too enthusiastically to confirm Lu Han's stuttered question.Kyungsoo pulls his attention away from the TV and gives it all to Lu Han. He sits with his back straight and sparkling eyes. "Sometimes Jongin likes it when I wear women's clothing and put on a different persona. It's kind of exciting and refreshing from our idol lives, ya know. I think you and Sehun should give it a try." He suggests."Um...yeah...I'll try to bring it up to him and see what he thinks."Kyungsoo and Jongin were definitely a weird couple but that was probably why they matched each other so well. Honestly, Lu Han thinks him and Sehun are a normal couple when compared to them. The weirdest kink, if one can even call it that, Lu Han's ever done is the home videos and camera whoring, and he's going to take those to the grave with him."Oh, but please don't tell him that I suggested it. Jongin will kill me if he knows I told anyone about this." Kyungsoo pleads. "I just really needed to tell someone and I know you can keep a secret." He smiles."Yeah, no problem. You're doing the same for me, too and I appreciate that." Lu Han smiles back but his face falls quick."I am?" Kyungsoo shows more eye whites than usual."Aren't you?" The older asks but Kyungsoo doesn't answer. "Aren't you!?" He asks louder."Oh my God! Was I suppose to keep the camera thing a secret?!" Kyungsoo panics but Lu Han panics even more."Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, OH MY GOD!" Lu Han stands up and rubs his temples. He suddenly turns back to look at Kyungsoo and makes the other jump. "YES!" He practically screeches and wails into the ground. He is so done. Sehun will be so mad at him if he finds out, if he doesn't know already."I'm so sorry, Lu Han!" Kyungsoo falls on his knees next to Lu Han and tries to comfort his friend by patting on his arm. "I didn't know. You didn't tell me not to so I thought it was okay to tell Jongin that you were the one who convinced me to try it because you experienced it and liked it."Lu Han feels like dying all over again. His kinky life was out of the bag because his air headed friend didn't know what he could and could not tell his other half, who happens to be his boyfriend's ex-friend-with-benefit and current best friend. Wasn't there a book on this stuff? If there was, he was going to buy ten copies for Kyungsoo, plus the audio if available.It takes Lu Han another two Disney movies to calm himself down. He engrosses himself into the movies even though he's seen them all but they're his favorite and he wants to forget about certain things. Kyungsoo repeatedly apologies throughout the movies and Lu Han keeps telling him that it was okay, that he'll deal with it when or if it ever comes up. Sehun and Jongin stammer through the front door as the ending credits roll for Bambi. Lu Han stiffens in his seat and Kyungsoo swallows hard."You're such a fucking idiot, Sehun, you kept stepping on my feet." Jongin laughs from the door."You're the idiot! You kept coming into my spot! Where'd all that jazz and ballet coordination go?" Sehun counters but they just laugh more. The two step into the living room and look at their lovers with flushed faces. "Babe! I missed you!" Sehun calls and opens his arms for Lu Han. The older get up slowly and walks over to Sehun as Jongin walks passed him to get to Kyungsoo. He can't look at Jongin the same now, he feels too awkward knowing that Jongin knows about his camera fetish.The moment Lu Han is in Sehun's tight hug he feels relief. He smiles and wraps his arms around his boyfriend's slim waist before nuzzling and kissing his long neck. "I missed you too, baby." He whispers."Okay, you two, get out of here." Jongin rolls his eyes. He's sitting next to Kyungsoo with his arms draped over his small boyfriend's shoulder. "I'm sure you two have other business to attend to and if I see Sehun's face any longer I might vomit last night's cream fest."Sehun playfully gags. "Ugh! You're disgusting, you prick!""Takes one to know one." The tan man sticks his tongue out and wags it quickly.Sehun nudges Lu Han towards the door and the older walks out first. "Seriously, Jongin, you're a sick man." The rapper says before turning and following after his retreating partner. He hears Jongin repeat the same thing with a laugh and then the sound of the leather couch being heavily sat on.#"You two seem closer than ever." Lu Han says when he steps into the living of his own dorm with Sehun following behind him. "Does he know all your secrets?"Sehun swiftly comes from behind and back hugs his petite boyfriend, taking a whiff of the sweet vanilla smell in his hair. "Don't talk about me and another man when you're in my arms, especially that idiot." He kisses along the side of Lu Han's neck and Lu Han tilts his head to give him more access. "So beautiful." Sehun breathes."Like a girl?" Lu Han says a little too bitterly"No. Like Lu Han."Lu Han breaks out of Sehun's hold and turns around to face the taller. He looks up at his boyfriend's eyes and surveys him. "Does he or does he not?""Where's this going, babe? I just spent half the day with him and now I want to spend the rest of it with you, but you keep bringing him up. What's the deal?" The younger whines."Well..." Lu Han pauses and looks down. "...Kyungsoo told me something interesting today..." He plays with the neck lining of Sehun's T-shirt nervously."Yeah? What's that?"Lu Han thinks he might need one of those books he was going to buy for Kyungsoo. "...Jongin likes to make Kyungsoo wear women's clothing and act like someone else to add excitement to their, ya know...and he does..." One of Sehun's perfectly groomed eyebrows rises and Lu Han looks up just in time to see it. He gasps. "Don't you dare ever tell me or make me wear women's clothing. Despite the fact that I bottom and take it up the ass, I'm still a man! If you ever do that to me, I'll cut your dick off." The dainty man says quickly, trying to get the idea out of his boyfriend's mind before it sinks in."No, you won't." Sehun challenges."...you're right, I won't. I just won't give you any ass for a week or two.""You won't do that either. You love having me up there too much."Lu Han sighs. He hates to admit it but it's true. "Fine. No dick cutting and no abstaining from sex but I can bring pain to your life."Sehun looks at Lu Han with wide eyes. "Okay, that, I believe. I swear I will never ask you to wear female clothing." He snakes his arms around Lu Han's waist and pulls the smaller into a chaste kiss. When he pulls away he adds, "Besides, why would I want you to be anything but the man I fell in love with? You take care of me, you're honest with me and you love me with all your being like how I love you. You excite me enough the way you are. I need some alternate personality showing up when I'm balls deep in you.""My Oh Sehun..." Lu Han giggles and pecks the taller on the lips. "...is this man the product of my love or an act to get inside my pants?""Let's face it, babe, this is how you wired me since I was fourteen years old and we both know I don't have to do anything for you to wag your perky little ass for dick." Sehun knew Lu Han too well. He was well aware that Lu Han was hypersexual since the beginning and thanks to Lu Han's insatiable desires, he's built his stamina to match whatever and how many activities his partner wanted to engage in. Maybe he was hypersexual himself, but one thing he knew for sure was that he would never be able to get enough of Lu Han."Oh my God, you make me sound like a cradle robber." Lu Han gasps and gently hits Sehun's chest. "For your information, you were sixteen years old when I took your virginity.""Yeah, I know full well how old I was when you robbed me of my innocence. We hadn't even dated for a month yet when you suddenly invited me over to your house 'cause your parents weren't home and you lured me in with your sweet mouth.""Don't tell me you didn't want it too. Sixteen with raging hormones and a cute little boyfriend willing to spread his ass for you. If you dare say it was my doing alone, I will hurt you." Lu Han tried to make a serious face but it turs out cute instead."Well, you know..." Sehun pauses, a little cautious of what he was about to say. "...Jongin...""AH! STOP!" Lu Han interrupted loudly at the mention of Sehun's old play partner and covers his boyfriend's mouth with both his hands. "Did you just mention your old flames name? Do you really wanna go there, Sehun, when you just told me to shut it about him?"Sehun shakes his head and pulls Lu Han's hands off his mouth. "We weren't like that, babe. Sure, we experimented with each other but that was it. And then you came along and all I wanted was you. I stuck to you like leech because you were so beautiful and I wanted you to like me back so I did everything and anything you told me to. Even now I'm still sticking to you like leech. Even now you're still beautiful. Even now I still want you to like me back." Sehun kisses Lu Han's forehead and places the small hands over his heart. "And even now I'm still falling in love with you. So, no, it wasn't just your doing and I'm glad you called me over that day. It was one of the most wonderful and memorable days of my life."Lu Han looks up at Sehun through his long eyelashes and his eyes become watery. "Good God, why are you like this? Did I really groom you to be this sweet?""You said you wanted someone honest, someone who would express their feelings and thoughts to you. I would become anything and everything you've ever wanted just so you would stay with me forever." Sehun takes Lu Han's face between his two large hands and pulls him into a deep, passionate kiss. It's not dirty and sloppy like their usual hungry kisses, it's slow and meaningful, full of tenderness. When they pull apart, Lu Han looks into sorrowful eyes through his half hooded one. He wonders why Sehun is showing such a pained expression. "You said you'd bring pain to my life if I ever asked you to wear those unflattering clothes because you're a man. Well, babe, the only thing that can bring pain to my life is if you ever leave me. Even keeping our relationship a secret, as much as I want to tell the whole world, is easy to do if it keep you by my side.""Baby...baby no..." Lu Han tilts his face up, inviting Sehun to kiss him and he receives it. He can feel the pain in Sehun's heart in the kiss. He hadn't meant it like that, Sehun was over thinking his words. He thought they were having a playful conversation but it wasn't like that for Sehun. Lu Han should have known and now he's hurt the person he loves the most because he wasn't thinking. If Lu Han was physically sensitive then Sehun was emotionally sensitive. "I'm sorry, baby, I didn't mean it like that. I would never, ever leave you. Even if you push me away or tell the world about our relationship, I could never leave you. Never. You're the beat of my heart. You ARE my life."They lock into a hard kiss and Lu Han surrenders to Sehun as he always has. He doesn't fight for dominance, despite his age, and feels no shame or embarrassment having a younger man lead him. This was what he was comfortable with and it has always been like this from the beginning. He may have played a big part in turning Sehun into the man he is now but Sehun also played a big part in shaping Lu Han into the man he is. Sehun probably doesn't see it like that because Lu Han has always been larger than life in Sehun's world. And he believes himself to be someone who could never change the path of another person because he needed someone else to change him. Even now Lu Han is still changing him and unbeknownst to himself, he's still changing Lu Han. They end up on their bed, already naked, and Sehun's prepping Lu Han with his fingers."Make love to me, baby." Lu Han sings and Sehun pushes his fingers deeper. "I love you so much. Please." He's begging now because he wants to feel Sehun's love inside him.After finger fucking Lu Han for five minutes, Sehun assumes the missionary position. Lu Han opens his legs for Sehun as Sehun strokes his cock with lube and looks down at him. "I love you." The younger says and presses the head of his cock to Lu Han's ring of muscles. Lu Han's hole twitches at the heat against it and then he feels the pressure of being entered. It feels so much bigger and hotter than usual and Lu Han continues to look into Sehun's eyes as he's being filled up.Sehun thrusts in and out of Lu Han at a restrained speed. Not fast like he usually does and not slow like Lu Hun usually does but between the two. They haven't broken eye contact, other than the occasional eye rolling of pleasure, in the last ten minutes that Sehun's been sinking into Lu Han and it makes everything more intense.Lu Han reaches his arms up, beckoning Sehun to come to him and the younger obliges. He bends down and Lu Han takes him into his arms, making lips meet in sweet kisses. Lu Han squeaks because Sehun has to push his legs farther up so they can kiss and he feels Sehun reaching even deeper inside him. They kiss and moan and grunt as their bodies rock together. Sweat covers their bodies and soft slapping of skin joins the sounds of pleasure in the room. They're in nirvana.Sehun suddenly stops his thrusting and slightly pulls away when he feels Lu Han sob in their kiss. He looks down at his beautiful angel-like lover, whose eyes have shining droplets at the end, but he doesn't panic. "What's wrong? Am I hurting you?" Lu Han shakes his head. "Then why are you crying?""I'm just so happy!" Lu Han closes his eyes and the droplets fall down gracefully. "I just love you so much and I'm just so happy I have you and..." He can't say anymore. There's no words to describe his happiness and his heart feels like it's about to explode. He doesn't want Sehun to see him in a sobbing mess so he lets go of the younger and covers his face with his hands. He sobs even harder.Sehun scoops Lu Han into his arms and nuzzles his cheek into the brown locks. "I know, babe, I feel the same way, too. I really don't know how to live without you anymore. Please never leave me, please always be by my side and please always love me. Only me." He pulls away again and pries Lu Han's hands from his face. "Don't cover your beautiful face. I want to see it every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year for the rest of my life." Lu Han cries even harder and tears fall like rain. He doesn't care how ugly he looks right now because Sehun is still looking at him with so much love and adoration."I'm sorry." The smaller apologizes. They're in the middle of making love and he can feel Sehun's pulsating cock lodged inside him and yet he cries and ruins the moment because he's too emotional. He wipes away his tears quickly and pushes his sweat and tear soaked bangs aside before raising his legs again.Sehun doesn't say anything and starts to rock into Lu Han again. He places his sweaty forehead against Lu Han's and they stare into each others eyes as they melt together. Hands roam the bed until they meet above Lu Han's head and their fingers intertwine tightly. Their hold on to each other is so tight that their knuckles turn white but they don't feel any pain because the love and pleasure reaches even their finger tips.Lu Han starts gasping and rolling his eyes when he feels his climax coming. Sehun feels it too and he slows down, making long and deep thrusts into the clenching hole. When Lu Han comes, his stomach caves in and all the muscles in his body tighten, including the ones being spread open by Sehun's cock. His whole body contorts from such strong contractions but his pleasure cry is blocked at his throat. No sounds come from his opened mouth as white nectar spills from his shaft. Sehun stops thrusting completely and allows the convulsing male under him to get his release out. He watches as his boyfriend's face makes all kinds of expressions, showing wrinkles and creases he's never seen before. The pressure around his cock and Lu Han's face makes him almost want to come but he wants to stay inside a little longer.Lu Han is coming to the end of his high and he's panting heavily when Sehun beings to ram into him again. He's made love to Lu Han and now he wants to come too but to enable that, he has to go at it his style. Fast and hard. He raises himself up and breaks their hands apart to hang Lu Han's legs over his shoulders. He goes in and out fast and hard and he's aching all over but he feels his stomach tightening faster and faster and he wants to go over the edge. The sound of meat pounding meat is louder than before and it accompanies even louder grunts and groans. Sehun can feel it, he can feel it rising up and when it's his turn to shine, he throws his head back and holds his breath as he comes violently into his boyfriend. He try to keeps as still as he can while the muscles of his penis work to ejaculate his essence of life into their new home. He comes longer than usual. Everything was more intense than usual, more meaningful, maybe because they were so emotional and opened their hearts completely to each other.When Sehun is done emptying himself into Lu Han, he falls forward and slides to the side slightly to avoid crushing the small body under here. "I love you." He says when he turns to meet Lu Han's eyes. "More than anything and anyone else in the world. You're everything to me." He confesses. They move in to kiss each other and Lu Han mumbles an "I love you, too" in between their lips.The subject of Jongin and his fetishes are long forgotten. Although it sparked an emotional situation for Sehun and Lu Han, Sehun hopes that Lu Han will never bring up Jongin's fetishes again. He wants to avoid Lu Han ever finding out that he let's Jongin watch their personal videos. If that were ever the case, he would be so dead. A/N #2: Comment, subscribe, love me for another failed chapter, but you get smut so no one curr!!!Hypersexual: exhibiting unusual or excessive concern with or indulgence in sexual activites> Synonyms: concupiscent, goatish, horny, hot, lustful, itchy, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lubricious(or lubricous), oversexed, passionate, randy, salacious, satyric, wanton(source)