[M] The Nightmare (1/1)

Chansung's POV:It was Thursday evening and we, Taecyeon, the two Maknaes, Junsu and I, were sitting in the living room on the couch, watching some random movie on TV. While Nichkhun was sitting in his room in front of his computer, playing video games, because he didn't like romantic movies and lately he's addicted to a game called Starcraft. But it is okay if he doesn't want to spend some time with his family and instead of that, playing games. I know he needs his space and sometimes he just want to be alone. Although Junsu and I will always be there for him when he needs somebody to talk with or to just hug him, and so will his brothers. But he already knows that. While everybody was watching the movie, I looked around me. Right next to me sat Junsu with a big bowl of popcorn which he shared with Wooyoung, who was sitting next to Junsu, huddled up to him and looking very sleepy. Well, it's already a quarter to eleven. And tomorrow it's school for the three youngest. I hope Wooyoung won't be too sleepy...My glance went to Junho and Taecyeon. Speaking of being sleepy, my baby already fell asleep in his boyfriend's arms, which embraced him protectively and didn't seem to ever let him go.Boyfriend.....something I still have to get to use to. My youngest in love with his stepbrother who is nearly 5 years older than him! I mean, it's good if they like each other, but not that kind of like! My Junho is still a child and we all are living together. What if they'll break up with each other because of someone's cheating or a big fight? Our family life will be ruined.............but it seems like it's hopeless to tell them. They obviously love each other more than anything and they would never break up because I tell them to do so, because it would be better for our family. And I could never demand that of them. Just seeing them laying on the couch like that, makes me smiling. Taecyeon is really gentle towards Junho and he cares for him even more than I do, and that's nearly impossible, because he's my little boy, my forever baby-boy! Taec is a bit to old, in my opinion, but although they're a perfect match.My glance went back to Junsu and I nudged him gently. "Hm?" He looked up to me with his lovely eyes, in which I already looked a thousand times but which still making my heart racing, and I smiled before saying "Don't you think, it's already time for bed?" I pointed at Wooyoung who's eyes were already closed and Junho who was still sleeping. Junsu quietly laughed at the sight of Wooyoung and Junho, our Maknaes, sleeping peacefully while Taecyeon was still fascinated by the movie which slowly came to an end."Yeah, maybe we should wake them up to clean their teeth and going straight to bed." He still smiled and now gently shaking Wooyoung to open his eyes. "Hm?" He asked sleepy. "Time for bed, Woo." I also stood up and went to Taecyeon. I took the remote and switched off the television. "It's time for bed. Junho has school tomorrow. Don't you also have to work tomorrow?" I asked Taec who was busy with waking up Junho and getting him up. "No, tomorrow is my day off." He answered as Junho was finally up and rubbed his sleepy eyes. He looks so cute when he does that. In such little moments it reminds me of when he was still a little kid. When Nichkhun and he crawled into my lap to cuddle with me when they were sleepy and I gently stroked their hair to make them feel secure. I loved it when they were still young and small, Appa's Babies. Of course, it's also wonderful to watch them growing and becoming self-reliant, but it's kind of hard for me to let them go so easily, same with Wooyoung."Now clean your teeth and then go to bed. You need your sleep if you want to be able to concentrate in school tomorrow." Junsu said while steering the youngest in to the bathroom, followed by Taecyeon. The three of them took their toothbrushes and put on toothpaste. Sleepily looking in to the mirror as they're brushing their teeth, while I headed to Nichkhun's room. Before I reached his door, I heard Junsu saying, Taecyeon shouldn't distract Junho from brushing his teeth, and a smile placed itself on my face. I knocked at Nichkhun's door but I got no response, so I carefully opened his door - I didn't want to disturb him by doing.....you know. But he was still in front of his computer, playing his favorite game. He was wearing his headphones with his back to me and hitting his keyboard like crazy. I cleared my throat but still got no response from him because he was to busy right now and couldn't hear me through his headphones. So I decided to touch him lightly on his shoulder even through he might gets scared.And yeah, he got scared. He winced and stood up immediately as he took off his headphones. "Appa!" He said heavily breathing. "You scared me to death!" "Ah, sorry." I awkwardly laughed and rubbed the back of my head. Nichkhun sighed and sat down again, facing his computer once again. "Time for bed?" He asked while ending his game and turning of his computer. "Yes. Your brothers are already brushing their teeth or they try to, because they already very sleepy. So, join them and then go to bed." I said smiling and left Nichkhun's room to look for my precious Junsu, who I found in our bedroom. He was just changing his clothes in to his sleeping clothes. His naked back faced me and I wasn't able to resist myself from back hugging him. I wrapped my arms carefully around his tummy and laid my chin on his shoulders. He chuckled quietly while placing his hands on mine and turning his head in my direction to give me a lovely kiss on my cheek. "Are the kids already in their bed?" I gently kissed Junsu's neck up and down which made him mhh-ing with relish. My hands were also moving up to his chest, where I searched for his nipples to gently tease them with my fingers. He liked it. I could tell by him closing his eyes and leaning himself against me. "They should be already sleeping, except Nichkhun." Junsu answered me in an aroused way. I smiled pleased and then my hand went to the belt of his jeans, he was still wearing, and unbolted it. "What are you doing?" Junsu asked chuckling and turned himself to me to kiss me passionately on my lips.I was just about to entering Junsu's sweet mouth with my tongue when I heard someone coughing slightly to get our attention. I immediately stopped Junsu's and my doing and looked to the door where the coughing came from. There was a blushed and embarrassed Wooyoung standing at the door frame and looking to the ground. "Oh Wooyoung." Junsu said surprised and turned to the door. "Can't you sleep or what's the reason for you to come to our room?" Wooyoung still looked to the ground and mumbled something I couldn't understand, but apparently Junsu did. He smiled and then nodded. "Just let me finish changing and I will come to your room, alright?" "Okay." Wooyoung said and left our room by closing the door."Hm? Going to Wooyoung's room? Isn't it time to sleep for him already?" I asked confused and hand Junsu his shirt for the night over. He took it and sadly put it on.There it goes, my wife's lovely chocolate abs. T.T"Yes, but he wants me to read a few pages from his favorite book. You know the fantasy one." I nodded and sighed because of disappointment. And there also goes my snuggle time with Junsu or even the sex we might could have had."You know, he will be sad if I don't read at least a few pages for him. I thought he was already too sleepy but it doesn't seem so..." I guessed by his voice, that he was also disappointed that we couldn't keep continuing. It's not easy to be parents..."But it won't take so long and I'll be back in around 10 minutes. So...maybe we can continuing then...?" He asked, already standing in the door to leave. I nodded and a big smile came up on my face. "I will be waiting for you." I said with a wink which let Junsu chuckle once again.Aish, this guy is just too cute! I laid on the bed, nothing to do and waiting for Junsu to return to me. Returning and placing himself in my arms, so I can embrace him tightly while telling him how much I love him. And then we would begin to kiss and I would enjoy tasting his sweet lips once again. He would chuckle when I place kisses all over his face and when I would move down his neck where I would leave my marks. His sweet and innocent chuckle which sounds just so beautiful to my ears. A chuckle, I fell in love with. A chuckle which I don't want to ever miss. This chuckle is one of the thousand reasons, I will love Junsu for ever and ever and will never leave him. He's my precious wife, I love more than anything!Suddenly the door opened and Junsu came in, closing the door behind him. "I'm back. Did you miss me?" He asked laughing and came near me. "Why would I miss you? You were only away for-" I stopped to look at my alarm clock on the bed table to check the time. "-for 12 minutes." I grinned, because Junsu started to pouting and sat on the bed, his back facing me. "Just kidding. I really missed you. So stop being sulky and come to me, my dear wife." Junsu turned around with a happy smile and laid down besides me. I reached out my arm for Junsu to lie down his head on it, so he did. He laid on his side to face me and gave me a little kiss on the cheek. "Were did we stopped, again?" I asked and he pretend to think about it. "Hm....I think you were about to undress my lower body, weren't you?" He asked innocently but began to grin right after he asked. I grinned too. "But back then, you weren't wearing a shirt. So what should we do about it?" I asked just as innocent as him. He just laughed and got on top of me. "Just kiss me already, Babo!" He laughed and got closer to me. "Mweo? Babo?! You-" Junsu just cut me out by kissing my lips gently. First I refused to kiss him back but after he pecked my lips apologizing a few times, I gave in and kissed him back while my hands quickly went under his shirt and stroked his chest. He softly moaned in our kiss and his mouth opened for awhile. I took my chance and sneaked my tongue into his mouth. We were starting a little dominance fight, which I definitely won!While kissing, I continued undressing Junsu. First I took off his useless shirt. I mean, why is he even wearing it? It's summer and I wouldn't mind him being a bit more naked. kekekeHis bare chest right in front of me, I switched our position so that I was on top of him and got down to his nipples, which I teased also with my tongue. I bit into his right nipple and licked it gently afterwards. His moaning turned louder and more satisfied. I love it when he's losing his body control. Slowly I kissed my way to his pants. He was obviously hard. I could clearly see the silhouette of his already erected member. I looked at the big bulge and then touched it lightly with my index finger through the cloth. "Ya! S-Stop playing around and t-take it off already!" Junsu commanded me but I just laughed at his impatience. "Want me to already take it off?" I asked grinning and went up to Junsu's face again. "Ne, please?" He asked cutely. "But I want to tease you a little longer. I really like teasing my wife." I grinned even brighter and kissed Junsu's lips once again. He grumbled quietly but then placed his hands in my neck and pulled me even closer to him. I was so deepened in our doing that I wasn't noticing that someone opened our door and watched us with a very shocked expression, till Junsu pushed me away and sat up on the bed. I looked at him confused, but he awkwardly smiled towards the door, so I turned my head and froze at the look of Junho standing at our door frame. "J-Junho." I quietly said after a few seconds, still shocked that he caught us....doing 'that'. He didn't answer, just looked still shocked and kind of embarrassed. "What's wrong, Junnie? Why aren't you sleeping?" I asked, now smiling warmly at him. Junsu stood up to get his shirt, which was laying at the floor, and wore it back on. I watched him getting dressed and noticed that his hard one already disappeared.......so the sex I could have had, will never happen. What a pity...."Can't you sleep?" Junsu asked, no longer topless. He placed his hand on Junho's shoulder and looked worriedly at him. The little boy shook his head shyly with his look on the floor. I also stood up from the bed and walked towards them. "What else? Did you dreamed bad?" I asked and a little tear made its way down his cheek. I carefully wiped it away and asked again "Did you had one of your nightmares again? About us leaving you?" He nodded and another tear fell down. I gently put my arms around him and held him tight, while Junsu stroked his back and were telling him that it was just a horrible nightmare and that we are not really leaving him.But he only began to cry heavier and also started sobbing uncontrollable, while saying we shall not leave him and that he would do everything for us not to leave him. I just repeated myself, that neither me nor Junsu, Taec, Woo or Khun would ever leave him, till he calmed down and was actually believing me. "Do you want to sleep together with us? If we move closer, there will be enough space for the three of us." I said and removed myself from Junho. He looked at my with red swollen eyes and slowly nodded. "If it's okay for you two..." He mumbled and looked down. My gaze went to Junsu who warmly smiling nodded and I pulled Junho towards the bed. He laid down in the middle and Junsu and me also laid down besides him. I pulled him closer to me, facing his back, and then gave him a little kiss on the back of his head. "Nobody will leave anybody, got it?" Junho smiled and snuggled into me. "Arasso, Appa." "Good boy." I laughed. "I love you, Nuneo." "Love you too, Appa.""And me?" Junsu asked with a fake pout, which made Junho giggle. Thanks god, he already forgot his nightmare. Sometimes it's really hard to calm him down, because this nightmare are memories of his past, when he had no one back then who actually cared for him and he was always left behind. That's because my Nuneo needs lots of love and affection. Another reason for Taecyeon and him being a perfect match for each other."Of course, I love you too, Umma!" Junho complained cutely and then he tucked himself up and closed his eyes. Junsu who was like 30 centimeters away from us, came also closer and put his arm around us. He gave me a warm smile and then also closed his eyes. I still enjoyed the look of two of my most precious ones sleeping, for at least a few minutes and then also closed my eyes. A happy smile placed on my face, because of my cute family, I love so much. A family I dreamed of for a long time when I was still a lonely child in the orphanage. Thanks to god that I have now such a beautiful family and that I'm no longer lonely. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Finally an update! :DD ....yeah I'm kind of slowly in writing FFs....but I hope you liked it and maybe leave a comment? ~(^-^)~ xDThey are just too cute >< ChanHo :33 ^.^