Chapter 8 (1/2)

Youngmin POV:

"Youngmin, Youngmin! Come, quickly!" Kwangmin was sitting in the grass and waved me to sit down next to him. "What is it?" He pointed a little rabbit. "Look! He look like Pikachu, don't you think?" I laughed. "You're right. We can call him like that!" He took him in his hands but risked to drop him. "Ah, you're too clumsy! Let me do this." I took him and approached my face to look at him better. The rabbit licked my face. "Ahh, it tickles!"

Kwangmin approached me to take back the animal. "It's not fair! You kissed Hyung! What about me?" I watched him talking to the rabbit like he was a person. "Well, here a kiss for you too!" I gave a quick kiss on Kwangmin's mouth. His cheeks became rosy and his smile lit up. "Thank you." He replied, shyly. We both laughed.

What a pleasant and relaxing feeling, I want to stay there forever...

But the forest began to grow dark. I saw Kwangmin get up and go venture a little further into the forest. "Kwangmin? Where are you going?" The little rabbit looked at me with his big black eyes. My head began to ache. I ran after him but all was getting more and more blurred. A powerful light dazzled me...

I slowly opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. It was a dream. My head ached even more than at the end of it. Moreover, this end made me shudder. Maybe my brain want to send me a message? But it wasn't entirely a dream. I remember the rabbit that Kwangmin found when we were about 6 years. It was a memory from long time ago, so long that I had completely forgotten.

Ah...What nostalgia. I laughed.

"You're awake?" A voice next to me surprised me. It was Donghyun, who was sitting at my bedside. "Yes..." I smiled in return. "You have lost consciousness because of a high fever and exhaustion. Do you feel better now?" Ahh...That's why I have a headache. He approached me and put his hand on my forehead. "I-I'm good." I replied with a smile, removing his hand. The door opened and the other member of the group entered the room. "He's still warm, he must rest a little longer." Donghyun tell them. Minwoo sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me. Kwangmin, on contrary, didn't dared to go near me. Seeing them made me more embarrassed than anything else, so I covered my head with my blanket.

"Yah, Youngmin...' I heard Minwoo speak. "It's better to leave him alone for now, he'll not get better if everyone stay like that watching him!" Donghyun said, pushing the other out of the room. "Take care of yourself~!" Said Jeongmin leaving the room.

I removed the blanket and did a loud sigh. I frightened myself at the sight of Donghyun who hadn't gone out. He laughed. "Did I scared you? I'm just bringing a few drugs for you." He placed them on the bedside table with a glass of water. "Thank you.." I saw him hesitate to leave. Maybe is he suspecting something? I have to make sure of that.

"Donghyu-" "I wonder what happened between Kwangmin and Minwoo." He cut me off before I could utter a word. "While I take you back in your bed, the two of them didn't stopped fighting. I even pushed Kwangmin inside the room or he wouldn't even come to see you." Well, he really go straight to the point. What could I answer? Tell him the whole truth? And if he says to the others? No, it would be so embarrassing if he knew that..."Oh, it would be better to not bother you with these thing, i forgot that you're sick. Sorry." He smiled and walked towards the door.

"Donghyun!!" I called him without thinking. "E-Erm, I-I don't know it I can tell you this..." My voice was shaking, Donghyun noticed this and sat down next to me. "You know you can count on me." He said, putting his hand on my head and messing my hair up. Donghyun is always there when a member of the group have a problem, we all can count on him. Even if it was a awkward subject, I tell him.

"Minwoo and Kwangmin...Like me." Donghyun laughed. "What? We all like you!" He clearly didn't understood. "N-No! T-They are...In love with me." Ugh, that's it, I said what I had to say. "Huh?" Donghyun first thought of it as a joke, but his smile slowly began to disappear. I wasn't looking at him anymore, I was too embarrassed. Aishh, I just had to keep quiet and let him go quietly.

"Y-Youngmin...It's serious?" I nodded, still looking elsewhere. "Whoa...i never thought that was it." He laughed nervously. I should had say nothing...That's what I kept saying in my head. I closed my eyes, which began to fill with tears. "Youngmin?" I covered my face. Aish, since when am I this sensitive? I feel like I was transformed into a girl. It's all Kwangmin and Minwoo's fault! The current myself is really starting to annoy me. I have to do something about them.

"Sorry... I don't have to laugh at these things." Donghyun approached me and embraced me warmly. "I didn't knew it was so hard for you. If you need help, I'm here." I embraced him in return. He made me think of Minwoo, when he also heartened me when he had just learned that I was gay. W-Wait. I'm not! Well, I think...? Aaaah, I'm not even sure of anything now.

"And what have you said to them? I mean, they confessed to you, right?" "Huh?" I froze to his question. That's true, Minwoo and Kwangmin have both confessed that they loved me. And I entitled to any words in this story...

Kwangmin showed me his feeling first, even if it was very strange and awkward. And Minwoo...I blushed. We went much further than a kiss. I don't even know if this was what I wanted...Do I love him? My heart can't help but beating fast when I think of him. But now, with Kwangmin too. Thinking about what I did with Minwoo, I can't help but to blame myself. Does it mean that I love Kwangmin? Idiot! You can't love them both! I hit my own head. Donghyun was looking at me astonished. I had to give him an answer.