Pray (1/2)

*I prefer you a song by Younha-Pray*

Author's Pov

Its almost a year since Gyeoul has been debuted, and today is the day of Hongbin's funeral. She still can't forget him, no one forget him, a kindhearted guy that has the most beautiful smile with his cute dimple. Who can forget him? When the incident is shocking everybody that then just put a blame on Hyosung because of his death, and Gyeoul still strong being a girl who just work as a songwriter that time.

Just then she fell in love with a goodlooking guy name Kim Seok Jin, but nothing work out since his first love return, Ha Na. That just make her feel played. That turn her into a monster. Beautiful monster. That makes she turn crazy, being deeply in love with him then being deeply hating him, she even try to kill him but then end up rescue him and make herself stay at the hospital for a week. She almost died, she was doing stupid things and she didn't even think about it.

But she don't know that there was someone who was waiting for her, praying to hold her in his arms, praying that she will be alright all that time, watching her carefully stepping on her path, he even support her, that he didn't want to be the next person that she hate. Its alright to be hurt, fell down, because one day you'll learn from down to the top of the world.

So he just watch, support and help.

Even the confession was still like a memories that never happen to her, but for him, he thinks that one day that he'll get her, he'll have her, not as a girlfriend, but as his wife.

A rose was put on the grave, by a beautiful hand of a tall guy looking at the name.

"Hongbin... sorry. Sorry for everything that happen to you, to her, to me, to us. I can't even protect her, or even love her well. I was torn by two lover and yet i still can't move on. I turn back. I left her. I was the one who was supposed to be blame, she changed because of me, she became a monster because of me, she now became an idol because of her revenge on me. It was all because of me. And now i lose her. I was stupid, i pushed her away and now i want her back. Pity am i? I know i can't have her, so i'll just watch her. But now i have nothing to worry about anymore. She have Jimin, yeah Park Jimin. Yes she still can't see him, it was all because of her black memories that i created to her. But i now what's the best for my brother, for her. Jimin was the most precious guy that she ever met, believe me. She'll see him one day, she will." He walk away.

After 10 minutes . . .

"Its been a long time, Lee Hongbin." she chuckled "You know what? I've changed so much this whole year, i've become the most hyper girl in this world. Unlike the last time you left me. I fell down that day, I don't even feel me. I was someone else that time, and thanks for that, i learned that everyone will feel that way, but in different situation. I know you do, i know you miss us during your whole 10 years in America." she chuckled again "your mom told me that. Hongbin, you've give me strength to stand up again that day, and i fell down again, but thanks to Jimin..." she stop for a while then smile "nevermind, have a good life there. Youre the most angelic alike guy and deserve to be happy." she put the roses on the grave and saw another rose on it, makes her feel strange for a while. Than her eyes turn away from it than walk away.

After 10 minutes . . .

A guy with  a black suit stop in front of it. Putting a picture on it.

"Hi... Hongbin." he look at the grave "i know i didn't have a chance to know you well before, i was late. But i know that you are wishing for me to be by her side, and i will take that trusts and fulfilled your dream. Just put your trust in me, i won't give up till its over. You'll know, i'll be there for her. She is my sunshine."

________________________________________________________________________________ Both of them are sitting on the couch in front of her tv in her appartment.

"Stupid." She said.Jimin turn to her side with a frown face.

"What?"

She sigh and look at him.

"Yah Park Jimin, can i say sorry for you?"

"Can i know the reason why? What was the sorry about?"

She smiled showing her teeth "because i didn't take you with me to Hongbin 1st year of funeral..." then her head was flicked by his finger that makes she scream.

"That's for making me waiting for you for an hour." he sit up and walk to her kitchen to find some ketchup."SERIOUSLY???? AN HOUR??!!!!!!" she run to him and he nodded "i'm sorry i'm really really really really really really sorry Park Jimin" but Jimin replies with a smile "stupid, if it was an hour i would never wait for you anymore, or even watch movie with you here. Probably just didn't talk to you for a week. But its okay then, i have another work to do before that." Gyeoul let out a big sigh of relief.Then his phone rings that makes them stop continue the conversation.

"Hello? Yeah mom its me Jimin . . ." Gyeoul look at him curiously "dad? Okay i'll go back home now." Jimin walk away from the kitchen and reach out his jacket on the couch, Gyeoul that didn't know anything stops him.

"Where are you going?" his face looks worried.

"My dad was ill and he didn't want to go to hospital, guess if i was there i could help mom." he pull the door but Gyeoul hold his hand and look at him "can I come with you?" she ask him "no, you should take a rest since it was you day off" she bite her lips "i don't care i'll just come with you so wait for me."

She run to her room and dressed up, Jimin look all her steps and smiles. She know exactly how he drives during this rushing time. He supposed to be a lead male character in Fast&Furious7 and it will give a big hit to this world. Well it was just during his rushed driving.

After a minutes, she walk out of her room and locked everything in her house before leaving. Jimin start his car engine and Gyeoul enter the car and hold his hand before he could hold the steering.

"Drive carefully."

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All their way to Busan was just a silent when Gyeoul fell asleep on her way to Jimin's hometown. He turns on the radio and suddenly the dj play Perfect by Simple Plan, which suddenly makes him throwback the memories before he become an idol.

Hey dad look at me,