It could be love or a bea (1/2)
Gyeoul's Pov
I look at the jacket that Luhan give to me yesterday. Thinking should i give it back but when?
Then i move my head left to right.
"No no Gyeoul! Spent your time with Hongbin. You just have 5 days left!" I said to my self.
I didn't meet Hongbin today cause i am too busy with my work.
The bangtan kids record my song today.
Then i walk to the balcony of my house and open the door.
The wind blow and touch my skin. I quickly walk inside back because i am wearing black sleeveless shirt and sure its not suit with the weather.
My stomach started to make noisy sound.
"Ah i'm hungry." I hold my tummy.
I walk to the fridge hoping there was a food. Unfortunately, there's no food in it cause i didn't rarely cook in my house. I don't even know how to cook. Lol.
Just then my phone ring from my bedroom. I can hear it cause my house is too quiet.
I quickly run to my room and answer it.
"Hello?" I answer it softly cause it was from Myungsoo.
"Why are you standing at the balcony wearing something like that?"
OH
MY
GOD
he saw me?
"Y-you saw it?"
"Of course, you stand there for a second and run away inside."
Pfttt.
"I'm just bored but i'm hungry."
"Yeah good! I'm also hungry. Do you want to eat with me?"
He ask me excitedly.
It was good that i have someone to eat with me.
"Good idea, but i would not pay for you."
"Tsk. Stingy!"
I laugh at him.
"Wait for me outside."
I open the wardrobe and take my dark blue coat jacket and put it on.
I tidy up my hair and cover my neck with a white scarf.
I put on my black legging and high sneakers.
After make sure i didn't left my phone and wallet, i walk outside my apartment and saw Myungsoo is waiting for me.
We walk to the lif together.
"How is it feel to eat together with a trainee?"
He ask me with a smirk.
"Pftt stop saying that. For your information, i'm still a trainee too."
"Really? I thought your song is already recorded." He look at me curiously.
"Its just finished today. But since the song is not launch yet, i'm still a trainee."
"Can i hear it? You have the copy right? Please Gyeoul pleaseeeeeeee." He make his aegyo to me asking for the song.
"Stop itttttt." I said to him pushing his head with my forefinger. But he still continue making the aegyo.
"Okay i will! But don't tell anybody about it okay?"
He smile cutely.
"Not now, were still in this lif."
His smile fade away.
"Fine."
We walk out of the lif and walk together to the nearest cafe.
"So what are you going to eat?" He ask me.
"Just tteokbokki."
"Give me tteokbokki and mocha for two please."
I look around the cafe. Look like its new.
"Quickly! I want to hear the song!" He take my phone on the table and try to unlock it but failed.
I laughed.
"Thats for taking someone's things without permission."
I take my phone back and unlock it. I give him my left earphone and we listen to it together.
24/7 Heaven by BTS
*not originally mine but this just a story line*
The first date with you
I keep being nervouse like a child
Lately i, sunday
A sun like you has risen, sunday
The first date with you
I keep being nervous like a child
Lately i, sunday
A sun like you has risen, sundayThe song started with Suga's rap.
Then the chorus is beautifulThe sunday i'm meeting you on
The sunday i've been waiting for
How we do how we do how we do oh yeah
Time, please move a bit more quickly
The sunday i'm meeting you on
The sunday i only imagined of
I feel like i won't be abloe to sleep one bit todayThe way they sing 'time, please move a bit more quickly' is just too cute.
Then J-hope's rap.
And now the bridge where Jin sing it.
The part where i smile when he sing it.I keep looking at the mirror
And my heart racesI love the part because he sing with no voice problem.
I know he got not much line in this song but being a bridge singer is great for me.
And they also have 7 members. Its hard to get more line.
Except Jungkook, the maknae.
Every chorus he will sing it.
"Wow!" Myungsoo give me excited expression.
"Your lyrics is good. Seriously! I hope i will sing your song someday."
I smile to him.
"You should ask for president permission first."
He sigh.
"I'm too lazy to meet president. He is annoying, but his son is good."
Of course his son is good cause he is Leo.
"Did you already got a new member for your group?"
"Yeah, seven member. And the name of the group is Infinite."
After he help me and Hongbin, it was just nothing happen until i meet him at traning room in BigHit building. And i finally know that he is the trainee there and we became closer.
"Wow, yeah Kim Myungsoo is going to be k-idol."
We continue eat the tteokbokki.
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We walk home together while chatting and laughing. I put my hand inside my pocket to keep it warm since i didn't wear any gloves. We walk inside the lif and i press the button to the 3rd floor where my apartment is.
As the lif move up the the 3rd floor, the door open.
As soon as i walk out of the lif, i saw Hongbin that was standing in front of my apartment's door.
"Gyeoul, isn't that your boyfriend?" Myungsoo ask me and i nodded.
"Well, i'll go inside since i don't want to bother both of you." He said to me with a smile and get into his apartment that was next to me.
I walk to Hongbin that was still didn't know i was behind him.
"Hongbin what are you doing here?"
He turn behind and see me with his shock face.
I'm sure he didn't expect that i was not in the apartment.
"G-gyeoul, i thought that you are inside."
"Mmm i just got here. I go outside to fill my stomach just now with Myungsoo. What are you doing here?" I ask him again.
"Would you mind to take a walk outside with me?" He ask me softly like he is scared of me.
I look at my watch on my left hand. Its already late. I don't know why. I wanted to meet him so badly but when i meet him, i feel like i want to avoid him.
"Its already late night, Hongbin. I'm also tired right now."
I smile at him weakly.
"Oh really? I'm sorry for bothering you. You should take a rest Gyeoul. I know you are busy these days." He tap my head and walk away.
I watch his weak step to the lif.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
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Jin's Pov
I turn off the fan and wrap myself with the blanket. I can't sleep now. My body is hot but i feel cold like death. My eyes are teary and my voice crack. I put my hand on my forhead and its hot.
Pfff, why should i sick when it comes to recording season?
After a minute, i feel wind again like someone open the fan back. I look down and saw Yoongi walk back to his bed.
Ahh why should he wake up?
And why should we all stay in one room? I can't even sleep peacely.
Jimin snores really loud sometimes until i force myself to throw a pillow at him.
But the most hell is, when i wake up.
I have to wake up the other members.
And V! That kid always sleep back even if he already awake. Why should i be the one that oldest here?
In my family i am the youngest.
I can't sleep so i walk out of my room and open the tv. My body feel weak. I left the tv and walk to the kitchen.
Eat a panadol and continue sleep on the living room.
Jungkook's Pov
I feel like someone walk out of the room. I open my eyes and saw Jin hyung walk weakly outside the room.
Heck.
If Jin hyung is sick, then what will we eat tomorrow?
I take my phone and look at the lock screen.
Its already 2 am.
I unlock the screen and sent a message at Gyeoul noona. Probably she will help.
Hongbin's Pov
I couldn't sleep.
Thinking about Gyeoul. Did she already hate me?
She keep avoiding me.
I know she is busy with her recording but... is she really busy?
"No, she will always love you, she will never hates you."
I said to myself.
I look at the table beside my bed. There is our picture together when we're still kid.
At that time i already fall in love with her.
Her beautiful heart, her happy family. We're just like brother and sister.
I'm her guardian, she's my angel.
Why should it happen to be like this now? I don't want to marry that b*tch. I don't even want to touch her.
I lie down on my bed.
I hug the picture and felt wet on the corner of my eye.
Its just a picture and it makes me cry i don't know why.
Guess i really love her.
I took my phone and dial her number.
Gyeoul's Pov
My phones ring loudly and makes me wake up from my sleep.
Ah whoever call me right now is totally insane. I quickly slide to answer it without looking at the contact number.
"Hello." My sleepy voice come out. I don't care how much ugly it heard likes. Just let me sleep peacely!
Silent.
"Yah! Who are y-"
"I miss you, Gyeoul."
My heart thump. I recognize that voice. I really recognize it.
The voice that i love much.
Just a second, my eyes started to teary.
"Please don't hang up. Please let me talk even if you are sleeping. At least i can hear your breathes."
I won't
He let out a sigh.
"I miss you, Gyeoul... i miss us." I almost lost grip on my phone when he says that word.
I miss us too. That five years ago of us.
He chuckle before continue with his word.
"I must be crazy right? Calling you at this time when you are resting yourself. I don't know why..."
He sniffed.
He must be crying right now. Oh my gawd stop it Hongbin you're breaking my heart.
"... i feel like... you are avoiding me. I feel like... you are hating on me. Please don't do that. I'm sorry..."
I cover my mouth as i cried hard. Its been a lot of times he saying sorry to me even if he never did wrong. He never, not even once.
"Don't say sorry to me..." I finally spoke.