Dating Mark means (1/1)

Dating Mark meansLate night phonecall and telling him about random stuff happening during the day or any renovation going on in Arcadia. The phonecall will last for hours and your mum have to yell that it's time for school so that you can finally put the phone down but only after telling him that you love him hundreds of time.Dating Mark meansBinge-watching kpop videos and most of them are girl groups cause he wouldn't let you watch boy groups videos but you still watch them anyway with Joey.Dating Mark meansBabysitting two of the most precious girls in the world that enjoy Disneyland more than you and trying your level best not to feed them more sweets.Dating Mark meansListening to your parents and his parents planning your engagement party and wedding. They will ask you to save up every time you want to go shopping and remind you that they are old enough to become grandparents.Dating Mark meansHim asking for permission from his dad to let you sleep in his room rather than the guest room because its been a while since you two catch up with each other to only being rejected but they always will find both of you in his bed the morning after. There's also a long lecture of safety precautions after that.Dating Mark meansSpending more time at the beach holding hands and taking pictures. He will beg for you to hurry up cause the he's hungry but yet he still wait for the sun to go down and watch that perfect sunset with you in his arms.But then,Dating Mark also meansBunch of cancelled dates and forgotten wishes. Goodnight and morning wishes are rare but he still try to give you your favourite flower for your birthday.Dating Mark also meansYou just have to understand when he wanted time alone to figure things out. He will contact everyone around but not you and you just need to give him that space.Dating Mark also meansYou need to be good in hiding. Not being able to post pictures, dms or snapchat with him regardless of any situation and when you discovered that he allows his other girl friends to do that, you have to hide your burning jealousy and dissapoinment too.Dating Mark meansSupporting him. His dream. Cause when he told you that he will be leaving, he failed to notice the sound of your heart breaking and focus on your encouraging smile that flattered once he hugs you and then 4 years later, a short 5 minutes and 27 seconds phone call that you anticipated for about a week yet you only heard him said that he can't do it anymore and you deserve better. You said bye and convinced him that its gonna be alright yet you can't stop those tears from pouring down your face. For days, for weeks, for months, for years. Dating Mark also meansYou have to gather up all your courage and motivation to smile at his family, laugh along with them and shrug it off every time he video-call them and try to find excuses to walk alway in order to calm your racing heartbeat everytime you hear his voice on the phone. There's no more visit to his room and the beach you always go to.Dating Mark meansUnfollowing him on Instagram because he unfollowed you first as an attempt to save you from arising rumours and scary fangirls. Soon, old pictures were deleted and the only memories you have of him was how he used to be. How you used to be.Used to date Mark meansAn awkward first met up, four years of blissful friendship, two years of affectionate and gentle relationship, a cruel yet cannot be avoided goodbye and a broken heart. Too much for my happy ending.