Chapter Forty-three (1/1)
Joshua arrived at Jaemin's house for the nth time. He again didn't see Taeyong's car there. He chuckled and shook his head. He entered the open house and took his shoes off. He was concerned when he heard no noise, but didn't call out. He held his bag straps as he walked from the entryway to the kitchen. He saw Jaemin at the fridge reading instructions that were there. "Hey," Joshua made himself known, "where are your parents?" He asked. "Oh," Jaemin held his chest, "I didn't hear you. They had to go to Seoul tonight.. My aunt is sick and my mom can't stay here knowing about it." Jaemin explained, putting his eyebrows together. Joshua hummed and looked at the fridge. "Are you trying to read the instructions for a meal?" Joshua asked with a chuckle. "This reminds me of a story my dad once told me. My parents don't cook too much, so they just stick chicken in the oven." He told a brief summary. Jaemin looked from the older to the freezer. He opened the freezer and scanned the contents. "Chicken and ramen then?" He asked, holding his chin. "Sounds good to me. We have that just about every night." Joshua laughed as he went to the oven to preheat it. The two cook silently. Sitting down at the table, they were faced with another round of silence. Joshua cleared his throat. "Usually when we're eating, we tell each other stories or about our day." Joshua commented, picking up some noodles with his chopsticks. "Ah.. really.. maybe one of these days I can hear some of your family stories.." Jaemin replied, poking at his chicken. Joshua looked around. "Jaemin.." He started seriously, "do you really love me?" He asked, making the other look up from his food automatically. "Of course! What has made you think I don't?" He asked in shock. "Am I treating you too much like a friend or coworker?" He asked, putting his chopsticks down. Joshua copied and sighed. "I just.. I want you to meet my parents, but I'm afraid when you meet them you'll hate me." Joshua admitted. Jaemin held the older's hand. "Unless you and your family are murderers, I'll always love you." He said with a smile. "Why would I hate you after meeting your family?" Joshua looked down at his hand, being pampered by Jaemin's therapeutic thumb on his knuckles. "Well.. my parents are both guys.." He started. Jaemin chuckled. "Obviously I don't have any problem with that. I like you and we're both guys, right?" He said with a positive attitude. "True.. but I'm not like you Jaemin." Joshua said. "Not like me? How do you mean?" Jaemin asked with a raised eyebrow. "Are you an alien? An angel? I would believe the second one." He winked. Joshua blushed. "I'm a stork baby." He said. "..stork..?" Jaemin was confused. "My parents love each other, so the stork granted them a baby." He said. "I'm that baby, along with my other ten brothers." Joshua confessed. Jaemin widened his eyes. "Ten?!" He asked in shock. "Jun, Hoshi, and Wonwoo.. they're my brothers." He said. "And now that you know, I'm sure you hate me." Joshua lowered his head. Jaemin huffed. "Do you not have confidence in me?" He asked. "I love you, Joshua. Whether you're born from a woman or brought by a bird, I love you." He said, making Joshua raise his eyes. "I would've liked it better if you told me earlier, but I understand why you kept it from me." "You're not mad?" Joshua had to make sure. Jaemin shook his head. "Not at the slightest. You make my heart pound and my lips smile, Joshua. You telling me about being a stork baby only makes me happier." He replied. "How so?" Joshua asked. "We're in the stage where we're telling each other our secrets. You've probably never told an outsider about your family before, have you?" He asked, getting a nod. "I'm deeply honored you told me, Joshua. I wish I had something to tell you too, but you know all about me." Joshua smiled, looking deep into Jaemin's eyes. "I love you.." He said suddenly. "And I love you." Jaemin whispered, moving closer to Joshua to put their lips together. Joshua feels like he was pulled closer to the other male. "Love me tonight?" Something in him said. Jaemin looked at him with shocked eyes. "I-I uhm.." "I'm sorry." Joshua snapped out of his daze. The younger shook his head. "Don't be, I just didn't expect to hear that.." He laughed a bit. "I'll love you tonight." He whispered. "Continue eating." Jaemin watched in amazement. The older obeyed, eating with a smile and making eye contact with every bite. "Tasty?" Jaemin asked. "Very.." Joshua replied.
After supper, Jaemin sat the older on his bed, looking at the other in the eyes. Joshua lets the boy kiss him and hold his shoulder. Jaemin feels his shirt being separated at the top, the older's fingertips grazing his chest. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Jaemin asked softly, watching Joshua's eyes and massaging his shoulder. "Y-yes, I'm just a little scared.." Joshua replied. "I don't know what to do." He admitted. Jaemin smiled and kissed the boy's lips before his jawline. "I don't either," He said, going down Joshua's neck, "everything's just coming so naturally.."
Joshua couldn't argue with that. He laid back, gently pulling the other male on top of him. Their chests go together along with their hips and legs. "Would you prefer the light off?" Jaemin asked, looking around the blushing male's face. "Would you?" Joshua replied with the same question. Jaemin smiled and sat up. "I don't mind seeing your smile all night." He said, unbuttoning his shirt the rest of the way, revealing his strong muscles. Joshua looked from the younger's soft face down to those muscles. "Jae.." He reached up to touch those abs. "Don't look intimidated," Jaemin went back down on Joshua and kissed him lovingly, "I'm never going to hurt you, I promise." He said, putting his fingers up Joshua's shirt, feeling the body he feels at the spa. But this is different, so totally different. Jaemin never has one perverted thought while working at the spa. Not one mostly-naked person has had him thinking dirty things. However, feeling Joshua's body tonight was marvelous. It felt like he was running his hands against silk. "I'll protect you, Joshua." He whispered against Joshua's ear, making the older close his eyes and hold Jaemin's broad shoulders. Joshua's pants were slowly taken down, placed somewhere nearby for later. Jaemin casually put a hand between them, soothingly pumping the older's member slowly. "Jaemin.." Joshua put his head back. Jaemin put light kisses on the boy's neck until he lifted Joshua's shirt to his chin. He kissed Joshua's chest and put little nibbles here and there. Nothing that would show in the morning. He then returned his eyes to Joshua, sitting up and looking at the boy for another glimpse. Joshua's cheeks are red and his chest is going up and down. His legs are spread for Jaemin and his hands are out to hold. "You're so beautiful.." Jaemin said, making the older look up at him. "Y-you are t-two." Joshua said, sitting up with him, kissing Jaemin's chest to his shoulders. "Are you sure you want to go further?" Jaemin asked, laying the other back down. "We can stop if you're uncomfortable." Joshua smiled and cupped Jaemin's cheek. "Do you like what you're doing? Or are you forcing this all?" He asked. "I love it, I love you." Jaemin said automatically. "You love me?" Joshua asked with a bright smile, earning an eager nod. "If you're ready too.. please continue?" He requested. Jaemin kissed those full lips, reaching into the nightstand. Joshua turned to look at the lotion. "Tae kinda caught on before I confessed.. so he teasingly got this." Jaemin explained. "I don't have any condoms though.." "It doesn't matter," Joshua assured.
The younger nodded and went back to kissing Joshua. He gently took Joshua's boxers down, spreading the boy's legs just a bit more. He probably put too much of the lotion on his fingers, but he couldn't be too sure. He couldn't put too little. "Hold my hand," Jaemin said, "squeeze it when you're in pain." He requested. Joshua held the younger's hand, kissing the back of it momentarily. Jaemin's lips go under the corner of Joshua's jaw as he puts his finger into the older. He feels his hand being squeezed lightly. He's slow and gentle with his movements, going in softly and coming out smoothly. When the pressure left Joshua's grip, Jaemin put his next finger into Joshua. His lips go to the other side, putting kisses in the same places as his hand doesn't get squeezed too harshly. He opened his fingers and curled them a bit, hearing the boy under him moan in pleasure. His next finger came, making it the tightest grip Joshua's had so far. Jaemin slowed down, kissing Joshua's lips instead. He pampered the boy's lips, giving little pecks and little sucks to the bottom lip. He moved his fingers to go deeper and to curl. "Jae.." Joshua moaned, his grip tightening on Jaemin's shoulder. "Are you sure you want to go further?" Jaemin asked one, last time. "I can't hurt you, Joshua. Please tell me if you're not ready." He begged. Joshua smiled and removed his hand from Jaemin's shoulder. He cupped the younger's cheek and thumbed the high point. "You're not hurting me," He said, "you're so sweet.." He put their lips together. Jaemin slowly took his fingers out of the older. He continues the kiss as he takes his remaining clothes off. He returns his hand to Joshua's hand and puts his other hand on the older's hip. He slowly went inside Joshua. He felt his hand being gripped tighter, Joshua's nails were digging into Jaemin's skin. He stopped once he was all the way in. He gave kisses all around the younger. "Are you okay? Please speak to me." He panicked. "I'm fine.." Joshua said in a grunt. "Don't worry about me, love me." He requested. Jaemin felt warmth in his chest. He put their chests together and held the boy strongly and protectively. He moved his hips slowly, hearing the older's moans with his movements. Their mouths become one, their tongues dancing together to the song of their bodies. Joshua met the younger at each thrust, signaling him to go faster and harder. He moved his hand from Jaemin's hand to the younger's back, pulling him closer. Jaemin moved his arms around the boy too, making their bodies as close as they can be. "Jae.." Joshua moaned at a certain angle, making him moan out. Jaemin wasn't silent either. He moaned against the older's lips as he increased his pace, feeling the other give his whole body to him. He goes faster, feeling a tingling sensation go down his spine. With another thrust, his cum was released inside Joshua. Jaemin fell beside Joshua, holding his chest while breathing heavily. Joshua turned to put his face on the man's chest. "Jaemin.." He moaned and smiled. "My Jaemin.." He closed his eyes as he nuzzled his head against the naked man's chest. "Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" Jaemin asked, stroking the boy's hair. "Not at all.." Joshua replied, kissing Jaemin's chest.
After a few minutes of them calming down, Jaemin gets up to retrieve their clothes. He puts the pajamas back on them, turns off the light, and wraps his arms protectively around Joshua. "I love you so much, Joshua." He said, putting his fingers through the older's soft hair. Joshua smiled and hummed softly. "I love you too.." He got closer.
*** Minghao looked up from his textbook when he heard the front door opening. He sees Joshua coming in with his bag. He stood up and went into the kitchen. "Joshua's home." He told. Jeonghan looks at the child and puts the peanut butter down. "You finish making your brothers lunch, I need to go talk to Joshua." He said, putting his hand on Minghao's shoulder. Jeonghan exited the kitchen and didn't see Joshua anywhere around. He went up the stairs and saw the light on for Joshua's room. He knocked on the door and heard a response. "Hey, Josh." He opened the door and closed it behind him. "How was your night?" He asked. Joshua shrugged. "Pretty good." He said, taking out a drawing from his bag. "Did Minghao draw this?" He asked. "Yeah.. he's been really artsy. He said when he gets into college he wants to take art and photo classes." Jeonghan replied, looking at the sunset picture Minghao drew. Joshua smiled and put the picture on his nightstand. "Photography, huh..?" He looked at the camera case on his desk nonchalantly. "I think he'll do well." He nodded and took out his cellphone charger next. "So how is Taeyong's assignment going?" Jeonghan asked, leaning back against the wall. "I guess he needs to get a spanking," Joshua laughed as he took his clothes out of the bag, "he keeps turning his essays in late. He was banned from coming last night. But if he finishes his work early this week, he can invite us to his house." Joshua said with a big smile. "We've never gone to his place before." Jeonghan gave an amused smile. "So it was just Jae's parents pampering you last night?" He asked. "Oh.." Joshua looked to the side, "they weren't there last night.." He said. Jeonghan raised an eyebrow. "They weren't..? Did you keep WanEr company then?" He asked.
Joshua sighed and scratched his neck. "I actually forgot to ask where she was." He opened his bedroom door and walked out of the room. "So you were alone at his house all night?" Jeonghan followed the boy down the stairs. "It's not the first time," Joshua replied, "what's so wrong about it?" He asked as they made it down to the kitchen where most of the kids are eating lunch.
Jeonghan huffed. "What's wrong? You were alone with a man. Do you know what people would think if they found out?" He crossed his arms. "Well that's their fault for thinking that way. Who says we're even attracted to each other?" Joshua snapped back. "That's not the point!" Jeonghan raised his voice.
Jun hissed. "Dad's trying to sleep, Jeong-daddy." He reminded. Jeonghan sighed and looked back at Joshua. "You're not supposed to be alone with someone, Joshua." He said angrily. "Dating or not." Seungkwan started up, "Josh has a total crush on Jae," He got Jeonghan's attention, "I saw them kissing the other day." Joshua walked up to the kid and held his shoulders. "No you didn't!" He said through gritted teeth. "Joshua." Jeonghan furrowed his eyebrows. "I thought I said no dating. Do my words not matter to any of you?" He looked around the table.
They all looked at Woozi nonchalantly before Joshua. "Joshua dyed his hair blue because Jaemin has blue hair." Seungkwan said. "Hey, blue is cool." Joshua defended himself. "And yeah, so what if I got blue because he had blue? Dino didn't start wearing a unicorn pin on his uniform until one of his friends got one at school." He showed the boy's outfit. Jeonghan clenched his fists. "Give me your phone." He said. "What?" "Give me your phone." He repeated, having his hand out. Joshua reached for it for a moment. "I pay for the data," Joshua remembered, "it's my phone." He said. "We paid for your classes, indirectly, it's my phone." Jeonghan said, motioning him to hand the phone over.
Joshua looked down in defeat. He handed the parent his phone and looked down. Why does it have to be the day right after we make love for the first time..? He sighed. "The password?" Jeonghan raised his eyebrow. "Gogobaebae95." Joshua recited. Jeonghan walked away from the kitchen with the child's phone. Joshua looked back at Seungkwan with an upset expression. "When the hell did you see me kiss him?!" He asked quietly but angrily. "I was just joking." Seungkwan pouted.
"Ugh!!!" Joshua exited the kitchen and went up the stairs, trapping himself in his room.
Sort of a similar situation to JeongCheol's first time, huh?
But because of Seungkwan's joking lips, Joshua's in some trouble *smh*
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