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I walked into the hall elegantly. All eyes were stuck to me. Did I look that weird? I came to the reunion right after the interview. I didn't manage to dress up into those dress, so I just wore my usual clothes - a skinny jeans, a sleeveless tee and a jacket. As I walked in, I spotted Kyung waving - signaling me to meet the rest of our friends. "Ow, who's this? Your namja chingu, Seoul?" Anne joked, but I didn't show any giggling. "He's my manager, Geun. Geun, these are my friends." I introduced then in a language that he understood. Geun nodded and bowed a little. I sipped the drink while hearing most of them chatted. I excused myself from the group and told Geun about my exemption. I climbed the stairs to the rooftop. Reaching there, I unbuttoned the jacket and threw it on a bench nearby. I sat there watching the scenery I missed.----- I buttoned up my coat and walked into the hall. The first thing was to find this duo. I spotted them laughing at the drinks corner and greet them. "Am I late?" I asked Nam Woong breathlessly from the running. "Dude! You're totally late! She arrived about 10 minutes ago." Nam Woong explained the situation and told me where she was. I had heard everything. I had heard everything from Nam Woong. I was wrong when I blamed her for the lies. I wanted to correct this situation. I stomped to the rooftop as Tae Jun told me to. I unbuttoned my coat and sleeves and loosened my tie. I peeked at the door and saw a blonde haired figure, who was admiring the scenery. I approached her and sat beside her. I gazed to the tattoo on the top of her back. The words written were 'No More Love'. I smiled and glanced at her. "Nice tattoo." The compliment made her glanced for a second. She didn't even startled seeing me here. "What are you doing now?" I broke the ice between us. "Track racer. You?" "As my dream - attorney." She didn't show any interest, plus, she took out a cigarette and lightened it. "You smoked?" I was shocked with her action, but she didn't reacted to my question. Smokes kept escaping her mouth and made me cough. "Stop smoking, Han Mi." I complained. She threw down the cigarette and stamped on it. "What do you want from me, Mr attorney?" I curved a smile and whispered, "your trust?" "What?" "Your hope, your trust and your love."----- He gazed. I smirked on stood from the bench - picking up my jacket - and spoke, "I think you asked from the wrong person, Mr attorney." I took a step backward and was about to reach the door when he spoke, "you've changed, Han Mi." I stole a glance at his back and climbed down the stair. "I'm sorry." I mumbled alone as I glanced at the door.------ I went in the van a leaned against the seat. Indeed, I missed him a lot, but my mind setting kept rejecting him from entering. "Okay, let's not think about him, let's think about the race that will be held in two days." I whispered as I peeked through the window.----- I monitored the previous race before racing on the racetrack. I observed the track to get used of it. I rolled up the sleeves of my shirt while the staffs were telling me a bit about the track. I just nodded to be polite. A distraction was welcomed from my observing. There was someone calling for me, but the racetrack was not open for audiences yet. I looked around and saw my friends were waving to me. I sighed as I headed to them."Good luck, Seoul!" Yun patted at the back and I just rubbed my nape - didn't know how to respond. They wished me a good luck and I heard my name being called. It was time for me to change. "I better get change now. Stay here until the race start. The race will begin in 10 minutes." After getting a nod from them, I ran into the changing room to change into uniform. Eh? I just realized something. He was not there. He didn't come with them? ------

I rode my baby - my dark blue motorbike - and got ready for the race. I had many thoughts in my mind now. I glanced to my friends and saw... He was there. He came. He was gazing at me, then our eyes met. The beep broke our gazed and made me came back to reality. The race was about to began. The light went red, then yellow. And lastly green! -----

I hid under the stairs of the audiences' seat. I was embarrassed. I hugged my knees then buried my head into knees. Then I felt a towel landed on top of my crown. I peeked to see who was it, but the figure quickly took a seat next to me. I stole a glance just to find him closing his eyes. I buried my face back my face. "You know, you had done the best." I turned to him to have him smiling. "You know I love dancing, right?" Oh, yes. I love the way he danced. He always showed me his dance and sometimes made a story from the dance. He even spared some time for dancing. He would do anything for dancing and even street danced. But why did he ask? I looked at him curiously. "But now, I can't no longer dance anymore." What? What made him didn't dance anymore? He and dance can't be separated! "Waeyo?" I mouthed out the question playing in my head. He chuckled, but I sensed a forced laugh there. "I broke my ankle. The doctor said I won't be able to dance again because of the injury." His eyes began to heat, but he plastered a smile to held the tears. "I had a lot of things I wanna tell you, but I think, that's it for today." He got up from his seat - plastering a smile - ruffled my hair. "You can do better next time." He left me with the sound of footsteps leaving the racetrack. -----I waited at the waiting corner while Geun checked on something. His words were still playing in my mind. With my passport in my hands, I mumbled, "Yep, I can do better next time." I was playing with my hands when someone called by my name. I tilted my head to searched for the calling figure. These guys. They took a seat and Kyung embraced my hands. "Seul Mi... You're still gonna go?" I sighed, plastered a smile and nodded. "I know how you felt, Seoul. We all knew how you felt. Just don't go and stay here with us." A call to board the airplane had been called. We went to the departure and I started to hug them one by one. It was a disappointment that he was not here. When it was Nam Woong's turn, I held my hand out to shake hands with him, but he pulled me into a hug. "You know I'll miss you. I wanna be your Suho again. Please don't go." He whispered between the hug. I closed up my lips to his ear and whispered, "You'll be my Suho again after I come back. I'll miss you too." I gave a quick peck at his nape and released the hug. I waved to them as I walked in the departure. -----

A call in the morning woke me up. I picked up the call without looking at the caller's ID. "Yeoboseyo?" "Yah! You know Seoul's going to depart today?" A shout made me startled and looked at the caller's ID. Ah, no wonder the voice sounded familiar. It was Yeon shouting. "I'll be at the airport in 10 minutes." I ended the call, got into the washroom - to wash my face and brush my teeth - and picked up my car keys. I drove as fast as I can to the airport. I parked the car, and rushed to the departure to found just the six girls, Tae Jun and Nam Woong. But where was Han Mi. I spotted her slightly walking into the departure. I rushed into the departure, but was blocked by the guards, so I called by her name. "Han Mi!" ------

I heard my name being called. My steps stopped as I heard the voice. But the voice sounded familiar. The voice I used to hear about years ago. I turned around around to have him being blocked by the guards. He was begging the guards to meet me for awhile, but the guards said 'no passport, no entry'. I continued to walk into the departure while holding the tears from falling. I had taught myself to not cry over him. He kept calling for my name again and again, but I ignored it by walking into the airplane. I sat at the place that was served for me and my manager. My manager pulled out his book of my schedule to tell about my next schedule, but I raised my hand - signalling him that I was not in mood. My eyes were getting heavy and heavier because of the tears. "Geun, could you call me by the name Han Mi once?" I asked my manager as if it sounded the same as he pronounced it. "But why?" He asked curiously. "Just call for once." "Okay, Han Mi." No. Geun's pronunciation didn't sound like him at all. I missed his voice, his smile and his scent. I could not hold my tears back now. I closed my eyes as the tears rolled down my cheeks. I leaned back in my seat as i watched the airport from the sky. -----

I watched as the airplane left the airport. She didn't mean it. I wanted to meet her again, but I can't. She didn't know an important thing about me. I thought this will be out last meeting. Saranghaeyo, Han Mi. ------

"In the future, I'll probably a father or an old man, but believe in me, this love will never fade because you'll be my forever and last love. Maybe our distant might be far away, but we are just a smile away." - Yu Ba Rom (Rome C-Clown) "In the future, I'll probably a mother or an old woman, but this love only comes once in a lifetime. You, Yu Ba Rom, only comes once. Maybe our love didn't reach each other, but this heart will always loving you." - Seul Han Mi "I've made a decision to give up a few things and go with one thing. Focus on that one thing until it becomes real. I'll never upset you up, Rome." - Nam Woong THE END ------the main male lead is Rome c-clown! yeah, my bias! actually, I've written this somewhere and everyone thought it was kris by the hint given, okay no doubt because the hint is nearly him like 90-liner, leader+rapper+appa of the group and popular since his trainee days. But i cleared that out and this story will have a sequel! Go, Go, Go! No More Waiting.