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Monday is always the best. She loves looking forward spending some time with him even if it’s just stolen...But that was before she lost Sehun.It has been exactly four empty days since the last time she had seen or heard anything from Sehun. It was like he turned into a ghost who had suddenly disappeared. She felt her world had suddenly shut down and felt like the sun hadn’t shown up on her. She seemed to be an expert when she tries to unravel the mystery behind criminal case but she cannot even find any trace of what Sehun is up to. She hates how it was hard to get on his head. What was he thinking? What was he doing? She tries to contact him or find him but a person who’s trying to hide himself will be so hard to find.When people try to mingle with her, invites her to a hang out or even make some small chats, she only manages to squeak a small fake smile and refusal on their invitation. She cannot make herself smile or return their excitement like what she used to. People had noticed her aloofness and wonder what had caused for her to change. It worries the people around her but she manages to be strong and acted okay around them. It was better to act like she’s fine than explaining why she was so devastated.Krystal looked up as the sad song roared into the speakers. It was true how songs express the words that you cannot just easily express verbally. She turned back on her phone where she had been creating a DM for Sehun. She had constantly left mentions, DMs and texts for him but all she received was nothing. It seems like he was offline as well, or did he just choose to ignore her mentions? She tried calling him as well but it would always turn to voicemail. For other people, it was a clear sign of losing interest but for her, it was just a sign of diversion. It wasn’t enough unless he says it with his mouth. She’s a masochist! She wanted it directly from his mouth how he wanted to cut their connections. She wanted to hear those goddamn hurtful words from his mouth. She wanted to lose her sanity from what he’ll act directly from her. If she cannot see Sehun in person, they’re not done.  Yes, she’s desperate to know everything and she will endure the coldness unless stated otherwise. To oohsehun: I like you so much and you like me, too. But, why aren't we together yet? When will the time come when you asked me to be your girlfriend? I dare you to ask me even if you won't give me flowers, bears and chocolates. Tell me until when should I wait for you? Why do we even have to wait when we want the same thing?“Should I really be the one to wait between us?” Krystal raked a hand over her head, releasing a sigh on her lips as she pressed on the backspace button hardly to delete the message she wanted to send him. After all what had happened between them, she trusts him that he truly loves her. He wouldn’t break her heart because he cares for her so much. He expressed it verbally and through his actions. He loves her. She is the only one. Maybe, just maybe, he was caught up something over his work that’s why he was unavailable at the moment.vousmevoyez tweeted:  if you really like someone, you will never get tired of waiting; : I will wait a lifetime, if I must.