[M] Mind Over Matter (1/1)

LUNA Dad has been like a robot this whole week after the incident last Saturday. He'd get up, get ready for work, go home, go to sleep. The times where he would ask me how my day was or invite me to watch re-runs of old tv shows have gone. It messed him up really bad. I hated Mom for that. It started during summer when both Dad and I suggested Mom she take a break from her stressful work as an author on a book tour. We told her to take pitstops in between her itineraries. We didn't mind it at all at first. Then, she became obsessed with traveling and it started bothering us. She would call less, text less, send e-mails less. Less communication. And now out of nowhere, she sends her love from California with divorce papers. Signed divorce papers.To say that it messed me up too is an understatement. But somehow earlier this morning, I got myself to bury that in my subconscious and replace it with thoughts of something else.My brain became chockful of Byun Baekhyun. His face, his voice, his biceps, his abs, his disgustingly arrogant grin, his annoying wink, his lips, his tongue, and his dick. I know. Ew. When I bumped into him yesterday, I knew right then and there that I cannot run into him like that again. So I set myself on totally avoiding him.Until that time in the cafeteria...Sulli, Victoria and I sat together at lunch with our circle of friends. I was in a good and I had my appetite going. I had a decent amount of money with me and bought bulgogi in the cafeteria -- the only edible menu known to blue ticket holders (hey, at least I'm a ticket holder). I joined the girls at our table. Sulli had her own packed lunch and protein shake (the most important meal of the day, cheer leader's honor), Victoria went for the mass choice of orange ticket turkey sandwich by Sulli's cheer leader babies in our table. Sulli has made it possible for friendly, down-to-earth, rational, and smart cheerios to exist in this world. God bless her soul. But I guess cheer leaders will never stop being concerned about  shoes and nail beds.Sulli noticed one of the sophomore cheer leader's pair of beige doll shoes with a cute pink bow resembling the one on Hello Kitty's ear."Oh my God! Those shoes are so cute. Where did you get them?""Thanks Eonnie! I'm not really sure but Daddy bought them for me. My parents have been spoiling me a bit, competing with each other for my love." The girl flaunted, not in an arrogant way, but still aimed to impress us.Sulli sighed and pouted, "Ugh! You're lucky. I never got anything out of my parents' divorce. None of them would have cared if I took sides."Victoria put her sandwich on her plate and stroked Sulli's hand, "Awww Sulli. Divorces are so...not...happy. I don't think I'd imagine what my life would be if my parents separated. Right, Loo?"My head cocked at one side in confusion. I haven't really told my friends about the incident last weekend since I was trying my best to keep it on the subconscious side of my mind. And I know, based of numerous instances, that Sulli and Victoria would be overly worried and concerned if I told them about everything that has happened.Thus, the beautiful facade I pull off everyday."It's not that bad," Sulli replied, "I'm so over it and I'm practically fending for myself right now. I have no one but you." She said while shifting her loving gaze from me and Victoria. I managed to put on a sincere yet weak smile. I do not like this conversation at all. I gotta get out. Gotta get out really quick before this gets into my head. Ugh!Very audible sneers and giggle came from the table two rows in front of us. The table belonged to Byun Baekhyun and Kim Jongin with a bunch of girls throwing themselves at the pair. From what it looks like, Kai seems to be offering beauty tips to the girls while Baekhyun received numerous whispers, groping, and cheek pecks."Please excuse me girls. I need to take care of something." I said standing up from my seat."Ummm..you okay?" Sulli worriedly asked. The last thing I want to tell her is "I'm fine" because those two words mean the exact opposite to her especially coming from me."Yeah I just need to talk to Baekhyun about our Lit paper."The cheer leader babies swooned at the name. I shook my head and jokingly rolled my eyes. Pathetic. BAEKHYUN I wasn't really paying attention to the juniors who tried to flirt with me. I would flash them a smile every now and then but they really bored me to death."Pssst," Kai whispered as he tapped my shoulder and gestured behind me.My smile transformed into a grin when I looked over my shoulder and raised my gaze. "Well well well. Look who decided to join the club. It's my favorite home girl!""I need to talk to you about our paper," she said with her poker face and crossed arms."Huh? What's wrong with the paper? I already sent you my part, Aren't you satisfied?" I was sincerely baffled. I thought we were already good. Luna rolled her eyes and huffed."Fine," I said while standing up. I gave Kai a quick half hug then I turned to the girls at our table. "Sorry ladies. I have business to attend to.""Awwww," the girls whined. Geez! As Luna and I started walking, I can hear some of the girls call her "bitch" and "fun sucker." I should stop hanging out with them.Luna and I reached the hallway of the lockers. She opened the door to the abandoned storage room and dragged me inside."Uhhh...something tells me this is not about the paper."Luna locked the door behind us then pushed me against it."You're not helping, Baekhyun. Just...shut up, will you?"The room was dark so I couldn't make much of what was happening so I had to depend on my other senses. I felt Luna's arms snake around my neck and next thing I knew, she was kissing me. Hard. It wasn't sloppy or clumsy or anything disgusting. I guess she caught me off guard. Again. I grabbed her head with one hand to deepen the kiss and held her waist with the other. I felt her lips slightly parting so I darted my tongue on her sweet and warm mouth. We were literally playing tongue tag and she was winning. I kinda like it this way.I slightly shivered at the sensation of Luna's cold hands climbing under my shirt. Her fingers traced the lines of my stomach as she trailed kisses from my lips to my neck."Damn," I groaned. I totally did not mean to say that out loud. But damn. That felt so good. My hands started to feel up Luna too when she proceeded to plant wet kisses on my neck. From what it feels like, Luna is not skinny. She's actually slightly toned. My hands went higher under her bra. Her nipples are already hard. I teased her with my thumb and she started making the sounds that I loved so much. I guess that turned her on when she started pushing her hips against mine as I continued massaging her breasts.DRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNNG!"Fuck!" Luna muttered under her breath as she quickly let go of me and fixed herself. I composed myself and grabbed the doorknob."Are you crazy? People will see us! Let me get out first. I'll give you a signal when it's time for you to get out." Luna whispered in hysterics then left me in the dark storage room. She's really serious about not getting caught with me. That kinda hurt me a bit. No girl has ever been ashamed of making out or having sex with me. And here is Luna, the girl who is eternally disgusted with my existence but enjoys me in secret.Harsh life.I heard three taps on the door after a few minutes. Must be the signal."Hey.""It took a while for the horde of people to die down so--""Luna, I know I'm being used and I have no right to complain whatsoever since, according to you, I get to use girls too. But I think it's my right too to know what I'm being used for." I surprised myself with that declaration. Luna looked dumbfounded. I waited for her to say something but there was nothing."Luna, I know I'm the lowest life form in your book but... Seriously, man, what the hell is going on? The first time we...well...last time I told you I was worried but you said nothing so I let it slide. I really think I --""I'm running late for my next class," Luna replied not giving back my eye contact."You're welcome at my place after class." I headed off to my next class too aware that I was also running late.My head is hammering with a sudden migraine. Fuck Luna's problems. Why do I care anyway?Seriously, what does it matter to me?