YOU and I (1/2)
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»»»»»FLASHBACK w/ you and Jihyun's trainee life«««««
You were staring blankly with the bottled water on your hand, as your bestfriend have noticed it for as usual. "Ya~! What happened? Smile, okay? Smile? Today is your prince day, remember?"
"That's why I'm sad. I can't buy him a gift. My stupid parents didn't gave me enough money.. and so.. aigoo~! If its not for him, I'm already working and not suffering here today!"
"So now.. you regret being a trainee?" you nodded, and defended for yourself, "I do, but since he's my inspiration, I'm trying to follow where he was." you shyly blurted out.
"Aigoo, ____-ah! If you keep on saying that, even though how great and talented you are, I tell you this, you might gonna be eliminated the next few days!" she reminded you, but you just sighed and went on your daydream land.
"Ya~! I can still borrow you some of my savings! You know I will do all things to make you happy!" Jihyun suggested, but it seems like you haven't mind her, so she ended up to sway you strongly, preventing you not to enter on your neverland. "Although, I have my gift for him, he might NOT still noticed me, okay?" you can't help but to rest your on your palm, and sigh all day.
Few hours passed, you don't still have an idea what to give for his birthday, "eotteohke? eotteohke?" biting your nails, non-stop walking from to and fro, outside the men's locker when you saw him how busy he was, opening the gifts whom he received from his fangirls.
You sigh, and went back to the ladies locker with a total disappointment. Then you open up your bag to get your bottled water, when you saw the most favorite headphone that your foster parents have bought you from the States. It means to you a lot, most especially its too seldom for them to give you some things like that. You get an idea! You have no choice but give that hello-kitty headphone of yours unto him. You put it in your simple paper bag, then left it outside the men's locker.
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PRESENT~
Once you arrived their house, you were that surprised seeing a familiar object you loved was never expected to be used by your own daughter. That little girl turned her face about when the light reflects as she got a hint that the main door had opened, symbolizing that someone came.
"Appa!" as she went into her father's side. "eomma, who is he?" then her gaze turned to you.
You got speechless for a moment when you heard the word that every mom wanted to hear from their OWN child. You leveled your height with her, then caress her bangs, "Yihae-ah, you are big enough to understand our situation. Your appa and I, can't be together, because I already have my husband." every word you have uttered, seemingly affected your daughter, as she tries to hold for herself not to cry.
"Appa is that true?" as she faced her appa, while Hae weakly nodded.
"Anyway, Yihae-ah, he's your Waltz appa, my husband." you introduced Waltz to your daughter, but she was still that shock. "My love.. My only LOVE.." you added, that makes Donghae looks at you, surprise with your statement.
At bedtime, Donghae was pampering Yihae to sleep when he suddenly heard some random noise. As some minutes passed, it turned more of a sounded in pain, but pleasure.
He doesn't want to think the fact about you and your husband's loving moments, but it seems very clear when he passed right through in front of your room. Pain.. regrets.. did he felt, he can't help but to blame himself all night-long.
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The next morning, you came on Yihae's room to wake her up. "Yihae-ah, today is Saturday! We're going to the green park later on, with your Waltz appa." the young girl was about to stood up, but once she heard that you'll be going with your husband, she stoop down and pretended asleep again.
"Baby.." you called her out again, but she just cover herself up using the blanket. "eomma.. it hurts seeing that you cuddle other man, and not my appa."
You got shock what your daughter hath told you. She then uncovers herself, "eomma, I won't forced you to get married anymore, just give me a baby brother or a sister." she stated very seriously.
You put your hands and caress her face, "Yihae-ah, please understand that I'm already married with someone. I love your Waltz appa, and he loves me very much."
"That's why I'm just asking for a siblings from you and appa!" your jaw dropped and that she was asking not only a sibling, but siblings.. which means two or more.
"That's impossible! Maybe you'll have some with me and Waltz product, and not me with Hae. We can't make one if we don't love each other." you explained in a very understanding way.
"Then just try to think of your love for me, for the sake of me, make me some brother and sister. I wished to play with them soon! Pleaseee mom, do it as soon as possible?" she pleaded, using her aegyo.
Donghae's smile flashed brightly hearing the mother-daughter conversation early in the morning. Oh how he wish that you would comply what was your daughter's wish, since her birthday was near approaching.
You and your daughter eventually got even more closer as days go by. At the park, while you were walking hand in hand with your daughter, you don't have any wish but to see her happy under your care.
"Eomma.. oh how I wish that you can live with me and appa legally." she suddenly spoken out while you both sat down on a fresh green grass underneath a not so tall pine tree. "Oh how I also wish that you can be my real mother.. fetching me in and out of my school, doing my homeworks.. even when I grow up, I want to hear some of your advice once I got a crush on someone, or maybe a boyfriend, I want you to be the first one to know.. Eomma.. mianhae, jeongmal mianhae, if I was such a bad daughter to you at first. I'm such a stubborn, disrespectful, who don't deserved a kind and a loving-mother you are. I'm sorry if I haven't realized it at first. If I only became a good daughter of yours at first, I know that you can grant my wish, right?" she added.