Its YOU again (1/2)
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Meeting him again for like after less than a decade makes your mind busy trying to think how to approach him. You never talk nor glance at each other directly before, that's why you were not just suffering because of Jihyun, but you were there, that pressured to talk to the man you only want to see, hear, touch ...... is your bestfriend's husband! You were not that even surprised to know that they both ended up with each other, since you're a witness that they've been that close before.
Just through seeing their wedding picture, makes you known how happy Jihyun was, in a very short span of her life time. Instead of jealousy, you couldn't deny the fact that you admire these couple you were lookin at, smiling, cuddling with each other...
You placed down the album from where you did got it. Your staring, and gazing moment was interrupted when .... "who are you?" a girl tied with a bunny pony, whose still wearing her school uniform, looked at you as if you were a stranger.
"Yihae, kuraettji?" I asked, and came in front of her, when she just turned to scoff me. "I don't talk to strangers." she talked back facing her back.
"Ani, I'm not a stranger, Yihae-ah. I'm Yong _____, your mom's bestfriend. I actually wait for you to come with me from where she was laid." she twist herself back, then faced me, sayeth, "if you ambitioned marrying my father to be my mom, just go! I don't need you! I need my mom, and not you!" then she walks away.
You never expected that an 8-year old kid would talk to you in a harsh way like that. Although you want to tell her that you're happily married, you can't help but just to understand her.
You still proceedeth to go alone to the sea, and brought some flowers, aloes and myrrh with you there. Then you began to talk with your bestfriend, "Jihyun-ah, annyeong.. oraenmane chinguya, neomu bogo shipta.. gwaenchanayo? I know, that you are now safe there. It hurts that you were gone now, but I'm happy that I won't see you hurt nor suffer anymore. Life is so short, right? We aren't sure what we are for tomorrow. We may still live, or maybe we die, or maybe we can get sick, then die afterwards.. that's LIFE! That's how short our life was! We can't boast for our tomorrow, that's why people must do all the things he knows what pleases God, what pleases men and what pleases himself, while still God hath entrusted the life HE hath given us. Learn to LOVE and FORGIVE, for we know not what should be on the morrow." then you weep, soundlessly.
Once the wind had strucked through your face, your tears became dry in a sudden. Then you continued, "I'm going to give all my best to fulfill all thy desires. Please help me not to disappoint you." you sniffed using some tissues.
You were about to fold another pile of tissues, when, "you aren't messing up Jihyun's sanctuary, isn't it?" that voice.. that voice you have been always wanting to hear hath finally heard once again!
He was not talking to Jihyun, but its YOU and only YOU he was talking with! "nuguseyo?" you pretended that you don't know him.
"Yong _____-ah? seriously? is this you?" he was walking closer next to you. "Oh gee! My heart, please stop beating like this! My husband might gonna kill me, once he knew that I still have a feelings for this guy! This can't be!" fighting this feeling through your thought.
"How come you don't recognized me?" he then shew his ever charming gorgeous smile, that makes you admire him so badly! "please stop smiling like that! I may forget that I'm already a married woman, for crying out loud!" you thought again.
"chingu-ya!" after that word escaped through his mouth, you just only felt that you were wrapped, soft as the clouds in heaven, hearing a sweet melody of an angel. Oh how you wish to stay like this eternally! *sounds exaggerating uh? ㅋㅋㅋ~ *
"chingu-ya?" you mimicked as how he says it, and he released you from his warmth, then looks at you, questionably.
"You are my wife's bestfriend, and so... You're my bestfriend also! Come on, don't look at me how surprise you are! We are bestfriends too! My wife tells me everything about you, that's how proud she was having a bestfriend like you!" you never thought that this cold man almost a decade ago would be this joyful one.
"Hey! Are you there?" his hand was waving in front of you with those ever killer heartthrob smile! "I'm here." you told him, and packed all your stuffs to go.
"Wait! Where are you going?" he stopped you, as he blocks your way. "I'm going home." you lifelessly responded, but he hold your wrist, "we're going home together, okay? And please... feel comfortable with me uh?" he hold your hand this time which unconsciously feels a spark inside you!
"And please... give me a chance to know you a little bit better." he demonstrates the 'little' using his pointed finger and his thumb.
"It's fine." you smile for a bit, and look at your hands who was wrapped on his, perfectly.
You can't believed that after in a snap, the man you greatly admire wanted to be your bestfriend too? A popular singer/dancer turned to be an actor became that easy for you to reach!