Chapter 1: Fall from Gra (1/1)

CLARILYN P.O.VThis is pathetic.This is Lyn on a flight to Seoul right now. Not sure why I bother writing but hey I’m in a rather interesting phase in my life right now and this is making me go insane. I think writing to maybe knock some sense into myself would be a good thing.My name is Clarilyn Lee. I am Malaysian Chinese though I’ve been living in Melbourne for five years now. I am turning 19 in a month and well my life is pretty crap at the moment.I think I can at the least be honest with myself and let myself lose in front of my own personal diary. So. Here’s a little trot down the memory lane.X             X             X             X             X             X             X             X             X             X             X5 years ago my parents dropped the news. They were getting a divorce. I was an only child in a well off family and it was easy to get rid of me.I was sent to Melbourne to further my studies. This all happened in the span of 7 days. I didn’t have time for any sort of fancy goodbye and needless to say I was devastated. I was naïve, defenseless and helpless. It was incomprehensible how a 14 year old girl could be expected to throw everything in her life away and deal with a whole new country all of a sudden.I did it anyway. Yes it did hurt like crazy at times. Sometimes I couldn’t eat and I couldn’t sleep, sometimes I eat more than I should and didn’t want to get out of bed.I made it past the first year after I got obsessed with Big Bang.My friends used to talk about kpop. I wasn’t interested back then but I just found them by pure accident one day on the internet and there was no turning back.I loved everything from YG entertain