[M] Yobuseyo? (2/2)

"You really don't know what you mean to me" but Chansung, I really wanted to know what I really meant to you.

You spat on my hole and put some saliva on your penis

"This will be awesome Junho-ah"

You pushed your dick inside me, and I had to yell from the pain, it was almost two weeks without having sex and my hole felt amazingly tight, the pain was unbearable, yet you didn't care and keep trusting in and out, faster and faster, until you hit it for the first time, and I remember I became a moaning mess

"There Chansung, do it again" I moaned.

And you did it again, and all the pain became bearable because of that amazing sensation running trough my body, I couldn't stop moaning higher and higher, this new sensation was awesome and it was generated by *making love* (cough) with you, I wanted more, so I pushed you and ride you like a crazy maniac, until you couldn't hold it any longer and came hard inside me, all you cum hitting my prostate which made me see stars, literally, this was officially our best time together.

You waited until you fully emptied your balls inside me, we were panting hard and I lay next to you, I wanted to cuddle with you,“Chansung-ah”“Ne Junho?”“Chansung-ah, can you feel my heartbeat” I was so hyped by our love making, I felt that everything would be alright and that we could finally talk freely about our feelings. You remained quiet, didn’t said a thing. Then you suddenly said:

"I need to go Junho-ah, I'll call you tomorrow, ne?"

You put on your clothes and left me again, I couldn’t form any words to say to you at that time, you only made me feel like a cheap whore.

I started to thing about the way that Nichkhun was sincere with his feelings, I remember how Taecyeon hyung told me how badly he was taking my rejection, and then it clicked, he really feels something towards me, and I’m going nuts for a total jerk like you Chansung. I rejected him and took you in again, and yet you treat me like this???

I cried my heart out that day and bowed to myself to make things right, and get rid of my feelings for you, I already knew that it would be difficult but it was the right thing to do, for myself, for Nichkhun hyung, and even if you don’t believe me, for you too Chansung.

I grabbed my phone and dialed hyung’s number“Yobuseyo” hyung picked the call but I couldn’t talk and kept crying“Yobuseyo” hyung said again, it took me some time to say“Ne hyung”“Junho-ah, why are you crying? is something wrong?”Through my tears I managed to say "Hyung, I need to talk to you, can you come to my place?"“On my way Junho-ah, wait for me”  *Hello guys, kian86 here, I've updated this story as I promised, I'll have another update ready for next week, I decided to finally write Chansung's name, I forgot I tagged his name to the story when I created it.... LOL!!!!!!! Did someone notice the tittles of the chapters are actually kpop songs names?? Till next week!! c-ya