Xiao Luhan. Just for today, Xiao Luhan had decided to come home early from work. Just for today, Luhan could smile and greet his family.Today...Everything would be okay. At least thats what Luhan tells himself.Because behind that smile...He greets his husband Xiumin....is pain and regret. ——— "Why, Luhan?""I dont know...and I cant apologize because I know it will only appear like an empty apology when I actually am sorry..." Whenever Luhan smiles just a little too brightlyHe wants to die.Because the man he loves is falling into darkness and he knows..."Its my fault..."  Foreword A peek in the life of Xiao Luhan.For those who have already subscribed to this story. Thank you for being patient. I am currently editting the story and I hope to post the first chapter soon. For those who have found this description and foreword. Please be patient and I hope you will enjoy the story later on as it starts to bloom.