help ForewordBefore anyone reads on, this is a mind rant/ explosion posted as a story because i cant post more than 2000 characters on my wall and i feel as if im going to explode if i dont release how Im feelingIts okay if no one reads this. I wont be surprised because its more like an update about me than anything else, however, with my first bit of activity in like 2 years im hoping to continue to update things on here soon