Yongguk hyung use to love me, but he doesnt anymore.  Foreword Every night I made a point of staying awake until Yonggukkie hyung went to bed. The others all went to sleep before he did because he had to do leader things. He said it was his job to make sure we were all safe and to organise the dorm slightly before bed. I wanted to help him but he had told me to go to bed the one time I had tried. So instead I would lie in my bed and force myself to stay awake until I heard him climb into his bed. Then I would crawl out of my own bed and then climb up to his and sneak into his sheets. He held them up for me so I knew he didn’t mind.Every morning I would wake up in Yonggukie hyung’s arms and he would press a kiss to my forehead. He really was the best hyung ever. I was so lucky to have a hyung like him. Even though we had gone to bed the latest we would always get up first. That gave us extra time to hang out without the others. We would slip out of the shared bedroom and he would make me pancakes or give me tomatoes. I had so much fun just hanging out with him. He made me the happiest of all the hyungs. I knew that made Himchan hyung jealous but I didn’t care. Yonggukie hyung was better than him.