No matter how many times Kris would come home drunk telling Zitao that he doesnt love him, the boy just cant bring to heart to leave him. Theres something about Kris that is keeping him from ending their relationship. He loves Kris but he hates how he treats him. Zitao needs him but wants him. How and when is he going to stop this love-hate cycle he has with Kris? A/N: inspired by Jhene Aikos song The Worst, my number one played song.