Well, this is my first fanfic, andenglish issnotmy first language so please forgive me if there are some gramar or spelling errorsI did this fanfic cause, clearly, joonho couple needs a lot and lotmore loveAnd I ade this from tablet. So Im really sorr abut the lack of pictures ForewordI was sitting there holding your hand. Looking at you quietly. I want you to know that i love you too. I really do. But im scared. What if everything is too late? This is the first time I felt so hopeless i have always took control of everything. Now, I cant do anything about this. I found myself starting to be like you. Stupidly hoping for something good gonna happen. For some miracles.