This is the last time, Jaehyo thinks.Hes wrong. ForewordResurrected this from my drafts recently, after an age. A few dark themes, twists and turns. I stumbled across some Block B music again, remembered why I loved them so much - and heres the result. Have fun!Sorry for basically vanishing off the face of the earth for the past year, life has been terribly hectic. Some good news - Ive joined some science societies, organised some meetings, chaired some conferences, taught my brother calculus, got my driving license, took my motorbike around the city, discovered 2PM (their music really helped drive me through some exhausting days), wrote some nice ficcy and non ficcy things.The bad news - My ankles hurt more often, Im depending on a bloody cane to walk (and pretending Im a rich lord to make me feel better), my sleep disorder rules most of my waking life, university transfers suck, thinking about future studies gives me existentional anxiety, yet another COVID variant messing up international travel, floods, rain and the occasional cyclone. Ah well - I believe in karma. Things get worse before they get better. Heres to more writing, if I get time. Also, I need more friends who love 2PM, Block B and KARD - so if you fall into the above categories, please reach out to me! Im more productive after long discussions <3Currently inactive on Twitter - but Im resolving to check messages there more often (@LuckyLikesLemon)My Ao3 has all the good stuff, especially the more recent writing Ive been doing for fic fests. Please switch pseuds if youd like to see my old K-Pop stories (mostly Winner) or my juvenilia. All linked! Feel free to interact in the comments and drop fic ideas <3NOTICE: I will be abandoning nearly all of my previous WINNER fics, mostly because Ive distanced myself from the fandom, and I simply do not have the energy to contemplate continuing any of them. If anyone is really interested, I might contemplate finishing some of them, but Ive recently understood that writing for myself is the most important thing. Im no longer writing for anyone elses interest or approval. Ive found some truly amazing friends while writing for really niche fandoms (mostly classic literature, and a few kpop fandoms outside WINNER), and they feel the same way. I dont want to talk about the things that I went through creating Minyoon content for the WINNER fandom, but it was not fun and I ended up despising writing, something that has always been a lighthearted past-time for me. I hope people can respect this decision, at the very least.