It has been three years since Joonmyun divorced his husband, Yifan and lost five of his children. And the now, memories of the toughest period of Joonmyuns life, are now haunting him. Especially the most painful ones. The painful ones take time to heal, but can they heal fast enough? With such a traumatising and heartbreaking divorce, can anything be fixed? Or is Joonmyun forever broken? What keeps him from breaking? His remaining children who he still has to hide a huge secret from, or the massive guilt he hides deep in his soul? And if it was fixed, would it stay?  ForewordHello all :). This is my first shot of writing,  like evar. So I hope I do well. I dont know how long itll take to update, or how long itll go for. But for now I hope you enjoy my first story ;) ~Alice~