Foreword“Love is a strong word, but it gives such strength to do things that you never knew you can actually do, when you finally found its meaning. You are the precise definition of love in my vocabulary, Taeyeon. I am willing to risk my own happiness, just to satisfy you with it. I know it looks stupid to wait for you, whom will never return the same feelings to me but I will, by all means and odds, because that’s how much I love you.” "A part of me says that I should keep my hopes high for she might come back to me, even though that its almost impossible to happen. I was a complete mess back then, when she left. Here you are, molding me back to my original form. With every second that I spend with you, theres a battle inside my head, slowly making its way to crush my high hopes for her return. I have a strong feeling that this unknown force which kept on interfering with my emotions belongs to you. Without lifting a finger, youre holding me back. Just like that, effortless. Jessica, I think Ive fallen deeply in love with you." Hello everyone! I am silentgenie, and this is my first fanfic. (Hoping that it won’t be the last. Lol.) Actually, it’s my first time to write and I don’t know if I can give you the right amount of satisfaction. Tbh, some of the things in here were based on my personal life. Lol. It’s my sole reference for the deep feels. But anyway, I apologize if you’ll encounter some typos and grammatical errors on this. Do subscribe and upvote if you find this fic good. Comments are also highly appreciated, positive or negative. I hope you’ll like the story. Much love to everyone and more power to SNSD.