As you can see, this is a HunHan fanfiction. Sehun has to deal with his depression as EXO slowly starts to fall apart. Now, its getting worse than ever, especially since Kris, and Luhan died. Sehun has to face hurt and betrayal, and try to find trust and happiness at the same time.This story takes place in a ten day course. Each day, Sehun will remember another memory of Luhan while in present day, EXO continues to fall apart.   ForewordReason 1: Luhan left. He promised that he would stick through it all. He cried when Kris left. I can still feel his tears in my hair as he held my hand and sang me to sleep. I still remember the blaring ambulance sirens as the the emergency workers wheels the unconscious boy away. And now hes gone.My first best friend in SM. My bubble tea buddy. Hes gone. Ill never see him again. Ill never see my first love again.