They say you never forget your first love.  Forewordpretty little white lies got me goodall my demons have your smile.starring mark tuan and yerin baek image credit: herelyric credit: la la lost you - nikiexcerpt;  First loves were supposed to be beautiful. Fairytale-spun, full of radiant smiles and stolen kisses and warm eyes. First loves were meant to, if nothing else, start with skips in heartbeats, with childish giddiness, with the airiness of cloud nine. Yerin never got that. Yerins first love started at the end: with the heartache.  authors note; maybe this time, i can bury the memory.