You are inlove with that person. You got yourself engaged with him. The wedding day is fast approaching.. youre looking forward to it.. you are excited. But then... youre also worried, getting anxious and scared. You are glowing.. though youre having cold feet. "Is this really what you want? Being married with that person? Where is the fairytale that you pictured for so many years.. with him?" Those questions... came out so suddenly. Uncertainty...Doubts..You know you love him... but.... "What seem so wrong?"       Note: This is a work of fiction and all content is fictional. Any content containing a resemblance to persons living or dead, or actual locations is purely coincidental.   Foreword    "Sulli----" he spoke loudly so his word would carry to the crowd..  "---will you marry me?"  He heard a shriek from someone in the crowd. Sulli stared at him. Then he leaned forward as he hadnt got any response from her. His lips skimmed the soft of her cheek as he whispered in her ear. "I dont have a ring.. I forgot it in the car." he said with embarrassment. He stepped back and said again. "Sulli will you marry me? please?" He wondered if shed understood as Sulli just sat there... unresponsive.. for so long. Then she expelled a slow breath and smiled radiantly to his surprise... her chinky clear eyes full of trust.  "Yes, Minho. I will."  For a second, he felt a tightness in his chest... hed just seriously proposed marriage to the woman he loved. Whatever that might feel like... he probably might be the luckiest person on earth at that very moment. A din exploded around them, their friends who witnesses the most memorable day of their lives was cheering for them. He didnt even notice Seohyun his girl bestfriend was yelling to make herself heard as he was still overwhelmed with the thought that Sulli hes girlfriend for three years is now going to be his wife. "I love you Sulli!" he mumbled under her ears. Sulli smiled sweetly as she response it with a kiss on his lips. "I think Seohyun has something to say to you.. go ahead." "Okay.. Ill be right back." he said as he kissed her fully on the lips before letting her go and headed towards Seohyun.  "Hey... whats with that face?" Minho asked the moment he got beside Seohyun."You.. what was that? Are you serious?" asked Seohyun."Of course I am. Ive never been serious in my entire life. I love her... and I want her to be my wife and the mother of my kids. I think you already know that.." he said."Of course, I know that.. you idiot! I know how inlove you are with Sulli. What I meant is.. this soon? I mean.. look at her.. do you think shes genuinely happy with this scheme?" Seohyun bluntly said."She is happy... look at her shes glowing. And this is not just a scheme... this is real. Were getting married... I am getting married Seo!" said Minho with full of excitement in his voice... staring back from where he left his future bride. Seohyun shook her head... following Minhos eyes. "Okay... whatever you say." she said following with a sigh. "I heard that... well be fine. Sulli loves me.." he said giving her assurance. Seohyun nodded looking at him. "Are you this happy?" she asked."Yes.. I am happy. Never been this happy.." he answered."Then Im happy too.." Seohyun said.. Minho smiled at her bestfriend and enclosed her in his arms. "Thank you Seo.." he said. "Hey both of you!" Yonghwa butted in.. and joined them. "Congratulations man!"  the lad greeted him and gave him a hug. "Thanks Yong.. Ill leave you two. Please.. no more beckering just for tonight." he said which made Seohyun roll her eyes. Minho chuckled. "Ill go back to Sulli." he said as he walk away from them and joined the crowd to look for his wife to be.        Looking back the day when Minho proposed to her. Sulli was so surprised with the question that she wasnt able to answer it immediately. Of course she love Minho and she wanted to be with him if not forever atleast for the rest of her life. But... as of this moment the day of their wedding day... shes no longer sure if she wanted to marry him... shes supposed to be happy that finally after 6 months of preparation she is going to marry the guy whom she love and she knew that it was him she only wanted to be married with. She cant see herself being married with someone if not with Minho.  But what happened?.. The bride wore a long white dress.. her wedding dress. With a look of utter despair... her eyes glistening with tears... Looking at the man standing right infront of the altar who seemed so happy and cheerful on his wedding day waiting for his bride whos walking down the aisle. She felt sorry for him... Minho loves her so much, she knew that. And she loved him too.. its just that she cant do this. She should have told him earlier that she wasnt ready... or perhaps she was. But suddenly she became scared... having cold feets on what married life would be. So many questions that she couldnt find answers.. and dont want to find out. She woke up this morning having second thoughts... thats it. But why it has to be that day? On her supposed wedding day... why all this realization came, so suddenly. This maybe hurt her... specially  him but she has to do this before she looses everything. When she said everything... it includes her feelings for him. Though shes expecting the worst... he might hate her forever. He might lose him.. but what would she supposed to do when shes no longer sure if she wanted this.. if she wanted a married life with him? As the saying goes.. there are only four questions of value in life. "What is sacred?""Of what is the spirit made of?""What is worth living for?""And what is dying for?" The answers to each is the same.. "Only Love.." But it turns out... "Love just isnt enough.."  well atleast for her.. Sulli let out a sharp breath the moment she reached the altar... making a distance with her groom. She stepped little by little as if it was the longest journey of her life... she look at Minhos hand whose reaching for her. She just stared at it for a moment... if she accepted it. It means.. shes accepting the life he was about to offer.. and eventually she might regret it since her heart is not fully into it.. but if she wont accept it.. it means shell lose him and it might be forever. But she wont be having regrets as she thought it will maybe for the better...  So she chosen the least.. Sulli shook her head.. which made Minhos eyes narrowed. Looking at her with confusion in his eyes. She expelled a slow breath trying to calm herself... as she cant find her voice. How can she tell him... without hurting herself? Without hurting him specially?... "M-Minho...  I-I love you, but... I ---I cant do this... I am not sure enough if I wanted to marry you." Sulli hardly said... looking at the crowd with misty eyes. It is more harder than she thought it was... the guest were shocked. Her Mom and Dad same goes with his parents.. they werent expecting it from her.  "Baby... hey! Youre just scared are you? Me neither... but... but we can make this through, right? Together?" said Minho who was about to held her but she shook her head."No.. I dont know..  please.." she utter stepping  backward still shaking her head. "Im really sorry.. I didnt mean to hurt your feelings... its just.. I cant do this... really! Im sorry---" she said gathering up her skirt and ready to run..   "Sulli-- Baby, we can postpone this if thats what you want.. just -- just dont leave me, please?" Minho shouted trying to run after his bride. There was no mistaking whimper from the jilted groom.. there was a panic in his eyes. Scared of what would happen next.. as he can see Sulli running far away from his reach...  "Minho---" he heard Seohyun utter and held his arm stopping him. He look at the lass... trying not to crack up. "What have I done wrong?" Minho desperately asked... but his voice change as if there was a lump on his throat.Seohyun shook her head. "Nothing..." she said soothing his arm to comfort him."Shell be okay, right? Shell come around...?" he asked reassuring his self.Seohyun only sigh.. "I-- I dont know... I have no idea whats going on." she said. Minho closed his eyes. "Shell be back.. shes just scared. She loves me... I know she loves me.." he said trying to convince himself. "Maybe she does..." Seohyun muttered as she gave Minho a comforting embrace. "What should I do?" Minho asked... confused. The love of his life just runaway from him... on the day of their wedding day. "Should he atleast ask her why? What went wrong?" letting go of Seohyun.. Minho went outside the church hell find his runaway bride. He wont stop unless he got his answers... he wont let them just end up like this. He will try until Sulli accepted him again. He cant let her go..             Hi there loveys....  I was working on this plot in awhile now... but I got the chance to write while I was away.. I dont have net connection for about a week... and been busy but able to wrote this one.. though I know I still have a lot of unfinish fic and hoping to finish them all.. hope you like this too.. ^^)  ill update soon...  and of course.. comments.. upvotes are appreciated.. thank yall!    ~bellisima18