Hanbin has always been the goofy leader that everyone loves.  He is known to have a very strong personality and shows so much love not just to his members but also to fans.  Netizens often find him as a bully but the truth is, its just how he expresses himself. What they didnt know is there is a deep secret behind his laughs and smiles.  Something that has been killing him inside for more than three years.How can he possibly move on from a disaster that keeps on hunting him in his dreams? Foreword  Hello its me again!  This time Ive written an Angst fic featuring iKONs leader, Hanbin.  This fic is inspired by iKONs new song, I miss you so bad.  You will see the lyrics posted on the story as well :DFeel free to comment if you wish to :)