Chanyeol was used to drowning in his fears, his loneliness yet looking at Baekhyun a part of him realised maybe he could be saved, just maybe. ForewordPairing : Chanyeol/BaekhyunWords :Rating : NC17Genre :Heavy Angst  ‘So tired that I couldnt even sleepSo many secrets I couldnt keepPromised myself I wouldnt weepOne more promise I couldnt keep’‘Can you help me remember how to smile?Make it somehow all seem worthwhile?How on earth did I get so jaded?Lifes mystery seems so faded’