Summary:  I have accepted fear as a part of my life. For years, Ive been subjected to the attacts, that came without any warning and made me a prisoner of my own mind. Theyve never lost their strenght, every single time they would bring me down to my knees, making me feel weak and powerless. However, practice makes perfect and if I wanted to be an idol, I had to learn how to hide it, how to lock all of those feelings deep inside without letting the world see, that I am not as bright as they thought I am. "To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your path, and dont worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest."  Disclaimer: I dont own anything besides my own ideas. Warnings: my grammar, misspelling, depressing, dark themes, possible abuse ps: If you like my story, please dont forget to upvote. (all you have to do is click on the arrow that appears before the title). kamsamnida *bows*