Yongguk is faced with a new battle against an enemy that he is all too familiar with—his own mind. Will love alone give him the strength to obtain victory over his own sanity and health as he slowly loses his very soul to an illness he had once conquered? ForewordSpecial Thank you to nayeon-- at Aphrodites Garden Graphic Shop for the poster and background ^^visit them here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/197417/aphrodite-s-garden-graphic-studio-open-graphic-graphics-kpop-poster-request-postershop-graphicshop Characters:Bang Yongguk (BAP) MAINSong Jieun (Secret) MAINJung Daehyun (BAP)Kim Himchan (BAP)Jeon Hyosung (Secret)Yoo Youngjae (BAP)Han Sunhwa (Secret)... (\__/) (=.=) (")_(")  I found myself trembling terribly as I sat across Jieun in the hotel lobby.  She leaned against the brown cushion comfortably, mentioning something about her next visit to Seoul as my eyes traced a familiar silhouette pacing back and forth behind her. There was no one else in the lobby, just us and… him. He stopped just behind Jieun’s head and I could see his pearly white teeth as he smirked in the shadows, pulling out a switchblade from god-knows where. There were security patrolling outside the hotel and I couldn’t understand how he got in here, yet I didn’t need to ask to know why he was.                “Kill her, or I will.” He breathed heavily, face leaning closer to Jieun’s neck as she spoke to me with an oblivious smile. He lifted the sharp switchblade closer to her neck and sneered, then hesitated for a moment, looking for me to react to his command. My entire body felt stiffened with fear but I knew that if I didn’t do something soon, Jieun would surely die.                “I’m giving you one more chance before I dig this blade into her neck,” he grimaced and held the blade so close that I could see it make contact with her soft skin. I didn’t understand how she didn’t notice, let alone react. Instead, she was adjusting her feet on the sofa and laughing at her own corny joke that I was too preoccupied to hear.                “Kill her.” He whispered into her ear as his hateful red pupils stared directly into my dilating eyes. I twitched once as he moved the switchblade back, readying the angle to stab her right in the jugular vein. I felt at that instant that this was more than just a game, and I couldn’t let this happen—at least not today.A/N: Ive been juggling with this new plot for the past week and finally came up with some details that I could make work for this fanfic so I decided to start it up before the summer. Honestly I find the forwards the hardest to write because Im always worried that its not captivating enough. This is what I managed to come up with, and I will be requesitng for a poster as I continue working on Star Light Star Bright. This new fanfic will be my summer project !The reason I went for a kind of dark atmoshpere was because I really had so much fun writing Roses are Red which was my first attempt at a thriller, so Im hoping that this fanfic will become a new personal success for me as an author. I also have a strange tendency to include psychology in my writing, so maybe keep an eye out for that.**Just a random heads up to all my readers: If youve followed my writing for a while youll know that I dont write smut (actually I dont even really know what smut is LOL...and whats fluff? i dont know!) or anything purposely perverted, or along those lines. I like to keep my writing clean and appropriate for all audiences (and if I decide to throw a swear word in which happens rarely I put apologies and warnings). Its just how I am. These are the values I keep to as an author. Even though the title says "Lust", the word Wanderlust alone has no sexual implications. Thanks for supporting a SkyeLin Fanfic!Copyrighted. © SkyeLin 2012. All rights reserved.Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of SkyeLinDisclaimer: The following is a work of Fiction. The events and characters are fictional and the celebrity names/images merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrity is in real life. No offence is intended towards them, their families or friends.