Hating Kwon Jiyong - By Ghikai
Warning ! This fanfics is belong to Ghikai not me .Im just reposting here ;) Strictly not me .http://www.ygladies.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=3596So its belong to GHIKAI ! May god bless Ghikai ;DPEACE OUT ! (-_-)v... A conversation between heart and mind."Tell me, mind. Is hate the opposite of love?" Heart said one night. She couldnt take the pain anymore;she simply has to know. For every second her owner takes a look at the object of her passionate loathing, she swells --- bigger and bigger until she feels like shes about to explode. Afraid that it may happen in reality, she finally had the courage to ask mind --- her rival when it comes to making decisions. She had no choice, and anyway, she just wanted to get her opinion, nothing else. So what does she have to lose? Nothing really, except her pride. But who gives sh1t about that when you feel like youre about to die anyway. "Hmm," Mind acknowledged her question. "Are you telling me that for the first time since you started beating, youre now confused with what to do about your feelings?" Heart chose to not answer her question. If she doesnt want to help, fine. Maybe shed just let her feelings run its course, just like what it used to do. Mind ignored her silence. Half-mockingly, she continued "Well, contrary to popular beliefs, its not." Mind felt hearts sudden fast beating, as if becoming suddenly nervous of what she just heard. "Hate is just love turned cold. Its just at the end of the love spectrum. Its still love, no matter what." Mind found herself laughing silently as she watched heart continue to listen in silence. "So, simply put, hate is not the opposite of love; its indifference. Until hate disappears, you wouldnt find the opposite of love. You would just be in a vicious cycle of seeing love turned cold, nothing else." ForewordPrologue: Hate.Anti-fan:[an-tahy, an-tee fahn] {noun} Any fangirl/boy who purports to be a fan but who is actually engaged in dissing down, covertly or overtly, the object of a fandom, often for hidden agendas of their own; any fan who approaches their fan subject from the viewpoint of hiding their criticism under a false facade of appreciation; anyone offering veiled criticism as friendly advice; anyone offering unwanted critiques, analysis or opinions which are thinly or poorly-veiled attacks or backstabbing. Anti-fans often purposefully start flame wars. Key style of an anti-fan is to appear reasonable and concerned at all times, often quoting dubious "sources" in their arguments. [source: urbandictionary.com] {noun} People who spend a great deal of time, effort and considerable resources defiling, rallying against or applying methods of detournement to popular culture texts and celebrities. [source: wikipedia.org] {noun} dumbass people who couldnt really get laid..!^@!&?. Srsly. [source: random comment from a netizen across the blogosphere] I am an anti-fan. Of Kwon Jiyong a.k.a GD, to be exact. I absolutely abhor his presence, which is really bad because I obsess over Korean entertainment and the internet {therefore I have no choice but to come across articles about him once in a while}. It has been this way from the moment I watched Big Bangs debut three years ago. But why, you ask, am I still talking about him? Well, my hate for him is so passionate that I could almost taste it in my mouth. So, since I could taste it in my mouth, I have to spit it. BIG TIME. Or else, my mind and heart would be plagued by his disgusting gangster-wannabe presence. MEH. "Dara! You will not believe what I have just read in the forums a while ago!" Ji Eun, my bestfriend [and a fellow GD anti] interrupted my thoughts."Meeeeeeeeh, what?" But of course I already know what baloney those people are saying about him. Its either "GDs so hot" or "GDs so great" or worse, "I wanna marry GD". Give me a break.Ji Eun sat on my bed before sharing me her newfound info. "Hes coming out with a solo album."Wait a minute. "Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?" Her eyes just got wider. "Yes. It would be probably gay or something.""I know!""Yes we know. But the question is...." Ji Eun tried to pause for added pseudo-excitement. She just likes doing this stuff, which annoys me most of the time because hearing GDs name makes me lose a nerve already.But stupidly so, I waited for her to continue in bated breath."Are going with us to Inki two sundays from now?"We both smiled evilly. Yes. Too bad for GD, his antis are increasing day by day."Count me in."