Jaebum wasnt felt the feeling he was supposed to feel. He thought he was in love but at the same time he was not. He was confuse and jinyoung was desperate.  Forewordsorry for grammatical errors. theres a lot here LOL. pls bear with me cuz im not a native speaker. ^^ the plot was actually from real experience and i tried to express my feelings by writing it. Positive and negative comments are welcome. anyway, enjoy reading ~